Cut
Author: Mistress Silver
Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ or DBGT. I just use the characters to play out my sick twisted stories.
Authors note: Well here you go, another Pan/Trunks story. I have been working on some Bulma/Vegeta stuff. Like MoonBaby. It's new and stuff and fluff. Well this is a rather dark fic in the beginning. Bra is dead, Pan is cutting and Trunks is the only one who seems to care. Can he help her or will she fall into the darkness sounding her?
Part 1: Dear Dairy
Dear Dairy,
Some one once asked me why I cut. I looked them in the eyes and said, I need to know I can still feel. I need to know I'm still alive under my skin. I need to see the proof, because I feel dead inside.
I started cutting a few weeks ago. Just after Bra died, she was in a car accident. They guy was drunk, he crossed a double line and hit Bra and Goten, the man and his wife were killed. Bra died in the hospital that night. We did everything we could, she was asleep when it happened. Her heat just gave out. Goten blames himself, but he has managed to keep from trying to join her on the other side.
Vegeta and Daddy have been out looking for the Dragonballs but it will be five months until her can use them again. Goten has now joined the hunt, Trunks has been staying home with Bulma, and Granddaddy has been staying with us. Mom is doing okay, she is spending all her time with Bulma and leaving me home lone with my razors.
No one ever asks where I got the cuts. I know they see the, but they don't respond to them. How could they not see them? My arms are covered in scabs, scares, and fresh cuts, as are my legs. So how could they not respond? They do not care. But Trunks.
Trunks, the only boy I have ever loved. He is wonderful, sweet, strong and handsome! He sees the cuts, he always pulls me aside and asks me to stop. But he doesn't understand how hard it is to stop. It's not like it is a light you can turn on and off. He just doesn't get it, I try to stop. But I'm just to far-gone to care anymore. All I need right now is love. Not some one to tell me what not to do. I need some one to make me feel again. Trunks is the only one who can make me feel that way. If only he knew.
~ Pan
A/N: Well that's the first part. I hope you liked it. I'll post more soon.
