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*~*~*:-)*~*~*Bye, smile :-)
There was another knock on the door and this time Jess got up. As he walked to the door, he recognized the person who was standing outside. It was Dean. Jess quickly turned around and walked back to the table. Rory looked up at him with her piercing blue eyes.
R: ''Who is it ?''
J: ''No one.''
Again there was a knock on the door. Rory looked from Jess to the door and back.
R: ''No one ?''
J: ''No one important at least.''
R: ''Jess, who is at the door ?''
Jess sighed and ran his fingers through his hair.
J: ''It's Dean.''
R: ''Dean ?''
Jess nodded. Rory started to panic. What was Dean doing here ? Maybe he would just go away if they didn't open the door ? But she knew that she couldn't do that to him. She got up and took a deep breath. She could do this. She would just open the door and break up with Dean. She wanted to head for the door, but Jess grabbed her arm and stopped her.
A shock of electricity ran trough her body when Jess touched her. She couldn't think clear anymore and all she wanted to do was kiss him.
Jess stopped her, because he didn't want her to open the door. If she did, then she would find out that he told Dean about the kiss.
R: ''Jess...........''
J: ''Don't open the door.''
R: ''What ? Why ?''
J: ''Just don't.''
R: ''I have to.''
Jess let her go. She had to ? Did that mean that she was still in to Dean ? Of course she was, it was her boyfriend.
Rory turned around and headed for the door. She could still feel Jess' hand on her arm. She unlocked the door and waited for Dean to come in.
Jess put his hands in his pockets and watched them. He knew that things were about to change. He didn't know how he knew, it was just a feeling he had.
R: ''Dean...........hi. What are you doing here ?''
D: ''Why ? You didn't expect me ?''
R: ''Dean.................''
D: ''You thought that I wouldn't find out ?''
R: ''Find out what ?''
D: ''That you have been cheating on me with.............him ?!''
Rory's head shot up. What did he just say ? She had been lying to Dean, but she would never cheat on him. She kissed Jess, but that was once and probably never again.
R: ''What ?''
D: ''Don't play dumb Rory. You're cheating on me with Jess.''
R: ''No..........''
D: ''Oh no ? Then why did you lie to me and your mom ? You said that you had to go to your grandparents tonight, but instead you're here...........with him.''
R: ''No, Luke asked me to tutor him.''
D: ''Really ? How is it going ?''
Rory had never seen Dean so mad before. She could hear the anger in his voice. She was too afraid to look at him. Instead she looked up at Jess, begging him to say something.
J: ''She's telling the truth, she's not...................''
D: ''You stay out of it !!!''
Dean turned around to face Jess. If looks could kill, Jess would be dead by now. Jess took a step towards Dean.
J: ''Listen, I was just trying to..............''
D: ''I told you to stay out of it.''
J: ''Yeah well, I'm not your dog, so excuse me if I don't do as you say.''
Before Rory could do anything about it, Dean and Jess were standing face to face.
J: ''I bet you feel real mighty now being taller than me and all.''
Dean grabbed Jess by his shirt collar and raised his fist. Rory stopped Dean, by grabbing his arm.
R: ''Dean, don't.''
D: ''What ? Afraid that your boyfriend might get hurt ?''
R: ''Dean........he's not my boyfriend.''
Dean let go of Jess and turned around, so that he could look at Rory. Rory looked up at Dean. She was actually starting to be afraid of him. She never saw him like this before.
D: ''Then why did you kiss him ?''
Rory looked down at her feet. How did he know ?
D: ''And do you know what hurts the most ?''
Rory shook her head and wrapped her arms around herself.
D: ''The fact that I had to hear it from Jess, instead of from you.''
Rory's head shot up. Jess told him ?! She looked at Jess.
Jess met Rory's gaze. She looked as if he had just deceived her. Jess looked away, when he saw tears in her eyes. He thought he did the right thing by telling Dean, but when he saw how hurt Rory was, he wished he hadn't done it.
Rory couldn't believe it. Jess told Dean about the kiss, even tough she asked him not to. She bit her lip and tried very hard not to cry.
R: ''I'm sorry, I didn't know how to tell you.''
D: ''That just makes me feel much better.''
Rory heard the anger in his voice when he said that. She had an urge to cover her ears and close her eyes, just like she did when she was a little girl. But she wasn't a little girl anymore and she couldn't hide, not anymore.
Dean turned around and grabbed Jess by his collar again.
D: ''This is all your fault.''
This time Dean did hit Jess. He hit him on his jaw. Dean raised his fist again and wanted to hit Jess for the second time, but Rory stopped him.
R: ''Dean stop !!! It's not his fault, is mine.''
Dean lowered his fist, but didn't let go of Jess.
R: ''I kissed him, me. I asked Jess not to tell you, because I didn't wanna hurt you.''
D: ''I don't buy it. He did something to you.''
R: ''No, he didn't. Why do you always have to blame him ? Did it never cross your mind that maybe I was getting sick of us, of this ?''
Dean let go of Jess and turned around to face Rory.
D: ''Is that how you feel ?''
R: ''Yes ! You're always trying to protect me from everything and everyone and I don't want that anymore.''
D: ''What are you saying ?''
Rory closed her eyes and took a deep breath. This was it. She was about to throw everything that she and Dean had away. She opened her eyes again looked straight into Dean's eyes. It was probably the last time that she would look into his eyes. She waited a moment, before going on with what she wanted to say.
R: ''It's over between us.''
There it was out. Finally, she had said it to Dean. She looked away, when she saw the hurt in Dean's eyes. He really cared about her and here she was breaking his heart into a million pieces. But she had to do this, if she wanted to be happy. She couldn't take it anymore. Dean had been suffocating her with his love the last couple of weeks. And it was her fault, she should have told him sooner.
D: ''Well, I hope you two become very happy together.''
She heard the bitterness in his voice and started to feel sick. He hated her. She watched Dean leave the diner. When he was gone, she started to cry.
When Rory started to cry, Jess felt bad. It was his fault that the breakup went this way. He wanted to put his arms around Rory and comfort her, but he couldn't do that. So instead he watched her cry.
After a while Rory stopped crying and wiped her tears away. She felt foolish, standing here, crying in front of Jess. Jess of all people had told Dean about the kiss. She trusted him. No she wasn't being fair, it was her fault and she probably deserved it. She knew that she hurt Jess, by kissing him and just leaving him like that. She stared at the table, where she and Jess were studying an hour ago. She had to go home and tell her mom about what happened. She didn't have to lie anymore. Rory walked to the table and grabbed her book. When she was almost at the door, she turned around to look at Jess.
R: ''Jess, are you okay ?''
Jess moved towards Rory. Jess saw the look of concern in her eyes. When he was standing in front of Rory, he nodded.
Rory looked at his jaw. It was pretty bad. She put her hand on his jaw.
Before Jess would do something, that he might regret later, he took a step back and gently pushed Rory's hand away.
J: ''Really, I'm fine. I'm used to worse.''
Rory nodded and opened the door. She felt bad for Jess, but she was also mad at him.
When she was about to step outside, Jess closed the door with one hand and pushed her against it. His plan was to kiss her, but when he saw the look of sadness in her eyes, he stopped and let her go.
Rory looked down. She couldn't look at him. He was aware that he was standing real close to her. She saw his chest move up and down and she could hear him breathing.
Jess forced her to look up at him. She was shocked, when he saw the tears in her eyes. Did he do something wrong ? What was he saying ?! He did everything wrong. Rory wasn't like the girls he knew in New York. With her he had to be careful and make sure that he didn't hurt her. But that failed, because he had already hurt her.
R: ''I trusted you.''
Rory avoided Jess's eyes and pushed him away. She opened the door and left, without saying anything else.
Jess stared at the spot, where she had been standing only seconds ago. He had been so close to having her and he blew it............again.
*~*~*:-)*~*~*Bye, smile :-)
There was another knock on the door and this time Jess got up. As he walked to the door, he recognized the person who was standing outside. It was Dean. Jess quickly turned around and walked back to the table. Rory looked up at him with her piercing blue eyes.
R: ''Who is it ?''
J: ''No one.''
Again there was a knock on the door. Rory looked from Jess to the door and back.
R: ''No one ?''
J: ''No one important at least.''
R: ''Jess, who is at the door ?''
Jess sighed and ran his fingers through his hair.
J: ''It's Dean.''
R: ''Dean ?''
Jess nodded. Rory started to panic. What was Dean doing here ? Maybe he would just go away if they didn't open the door ? But she knew that she couldn't do that to him. She got up and took a deep breath. She could do this. She would just open the door and break up with Dean. She wanted to head for the door, but Jess grabbed her arm and stopped her.
A shock of electricity ran trough her body when Jess touched her. She couldn't think clear anymore and all she wanted to do was kiss him.
Jess stopped her, because he didn't want her to open the door. If she did, then she would find out that he told Dean about the kiss.
R: ''Jess...........''
J: ''Don't open the door.''
R: ''What ? Why ?''
J: ''Just don't.''
R: ''I have to.''
Jess let her go. She had to ? Did that mean that she was still in to Dean ? Of course she was, it was her boyfriend.
Rory turned around and headed for the door. She could still feel Jess' hand on her arm. She unlocked the door and waited for Dean to come in.
Jess put his hands in his pockets and watched them. He knew that things were about to change. He didn't know how he knew, it was just a feeling he had.
R: ''Dean...........hi. What are you doing here ?''
D: ''Why ? You didn't expect me ?''
R: ''Dean.................''
D: ''You thought that I wouldn't find out ?''
R: ''Find out what ?''
D: ''That you have been cheating on me with.............him ?!''
Rory's head shot up. What did he just say ? She had been lying to Dean, but she would never cheat on him. She kissed Jess, but that was once and probably never again.
R: ''What ?''
D: ''Don't play dumb Rory. You're cheating on me with Jess.''
R: ''No..........''
D: ''Oh no ? Then why did you lie to me and your mom ? You said that you had to go to your grandparents tonight, but instead you're here...........with him.''
R: ''No, Luke asked me to tutor him.''
D: ''Really ? How is it going ?''
Rory had never seen Dean so mad before. She could hear the anger in his voice. She was too afraid to look at him. Instead she looked up at Jess, begging him to say something.
J: ''She's telling the truth, she's not...................''
D: ''You stay out of it !!!''
Dean turned around to face Jess. If looks could kill, Jess would be dead by now. Jess took a step towards Dean.
J: ''Listen, I was just trying to..............''
D: ''I told you to stay out of it.''
J: ''Yeah well, I'm not your dog, so excuse me if I don't do as you say.''
Before Rory could do anything about it, Dean and Jess were standing face to face.
J: ''I bet you feel real mighty now being taller than me and all.''
Dean grabbed Jess by his shirt collar and raised his fist. Rory stopped Dean, by grabbing his arm.
R: ''Dean, don't.''
D: ''What ? Afraid that your boyfriend might get hurt ?''
R: ''Dean........he's not my boyfriend.''
Dean let go of Jess and turned around, so that he could look at Rory. Rory looked up at Dean. She was actually starting to be afraid of him. She never saw him like this before.
D: ''Then why did you kiss him ?''
Rory looked down at her feet. How did he know ?
D: ''And do you know what hurts the most ?''
Rory shook her head and wrapped her arms around herself.
D: ''The fact that I had to hear it from Jess, instead of from you.''
Rory's head shot up. Jess told him ?! She looked at Jess.
Jess met Rory's gaze. She looked as if he had just deceived her. Jess looked away, when he saw tears in her eyes. He thought he did the right thing by telling Dean, but when he saw how hurt Rory was, he wished he hadn't done it.
Rory couldn't believe it. Jess told Dean about the kiss, even tough she asked him not to. She bit her lip and tried very hard not to cry.
R: ''I'm sorry, I didn't know how to tell you.''
D: ''That just makes me feel much better.''
Rory heard the anger in his voice when he said that. She had an urge to cover her ears and close her eyes, just like she did when she was a little girl. But she wasn't a little girl anymore and she couldn't hide, not anymore.
Dean turned around and grabbed Jess by his collar again.
D: ''This is all your fault.''
This time Dean did hit Jess. He hit him on his jaw. Dean raised his fist again and wanted to hit Jess for the second time, but Rory stopped him.
R: ''Dean stop !!! It's not his fault, is mine.''
Dean lowered his fist, but didn't let go of Jess.
R: ''I kissed him, me. I asked Jess not to tell you, because I didn't wanna hurt you.''
D: ''I don't buy it. He did something to you.''
R: ''No, he didn't. Why do you always have to blame him ? Did it never cross your mind that maybe I was getting sick of us, of this ?''
Dean let go of Jess and turned around to face Rory.
D: ''Is that how you feel ?''
R: ''Yes ! You're always trying to protect me from everything and everyone and I don't want that anymore.''
D: ''What are you saying ?''
Rory closed her eyes and took a deep breath. This was it. She was about to throw everything that she and Dean had away. She opened her eyes again looked straight into Dean's eyes. It was probably the last time that she would look into his eyes. She waited a moment, before going on with what she wanted to say.
R: ''It's over between us.''
There it was out. Finally, she had said it to Dean. She looked away, when she saw the hurt in Dean's eyes. He really cared about her and here she was breaking his heart into a million pieces. But she had to do this, if she wanted to be happy. She couldn't take it anymore. Dean had been suffocating her with his love the last couple of weeks. And it was her fault, she should have told him sooner.
D: ''Well, I hope you two become very happy together.''
She heard the bitterness in his voice and started to feel sick. He hated her. She watched Dean leave the diner. When he was gone, she started to cry.
When Rory started to cry, Jess felt bad. It was his fault that the breakup went this way. He wanted to put his arms around Rory and comfort her, but he couldn't do that. So instead he watched her cry.
After a while Rory stopped crying and wiped her tears away. She felt foolish, standing here, crying in front of Jess. Jess of all people had told Dean about the kiss. She trusted him. No she wasn't being fair, it was her fault and she probably deserved it. She knew that she hurt Jess, by kissing him and just leaving him like that. She stared at the table, where she and Jess were studying an hour ago. She had to go home and tell her mom about what happened. She didn't have to lie anymore. Rory walked to the table and grabbed her book. When she was almost at the door, she turned around to look at Jess.
R: ''Jess, are you okay ?''
Jess moved towards Rory. Jess saw the look of concern in her eyes. When he was standing in front of Rory, he nodded.
Rory looked at his jaw. It was pretty bad. She put her hand on his jaw.
Before Jess would do something, that he might regret later, he took a step back and gently pushed Rory's hand away.
J: ''Really, I'm fine. I'm used to worse.''
Rory nodded and opened the door. She felt bad for Jess, but she was also mad at him.
When she was about to step outside, Jess closed the door with one hand and pushed her against it. His plan was to kiss her, but when he saw the look of sadness in her eyes, he stopped and let her go.
Rory looked down. She couldn't look at him. He was aware that he was standing real close to her. She saw his chest move up and down and she could hear him breathing.
Jess forced her to look up at him. She was shocked, when he saw the tears in her eyes. Did he do something wrong ? What was he saying ?! He did everything wrong. Rory wasn't like the girls he knew in New York. With her he had to be careful and make sure that he didn't hurt her. But that failed, because he had already hurt her.
R: ''I trusted you.''
Rory avoided Jess's eyes and pushed him away. She opened the door and left, without saying anything else.
Jess stared at the spot, where she had been standing only seconds ago. He had been so close to having her and he blew it............again.
