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*~*~*:-)*~*~*Bye, smile :-)
Rory sat down at the counter and placed her bag on the stool next to her. She had to find Jess. She wanted to give him the letters. She knew that maybe it was too late, but she had to try.
R: ''Luke, is Jess upstairs ?''
Luke: ''No.''
R: ''Do you know where he is ?''
Luke: ''He said something about going out, but he didn't say where he was going.''
R: ''Oh.''
Luke: ''Sorry. I can take a message if you want to.''
R: ''No, that's okay. I'll find him, thanks anyway.''
Rory got up and grabbed her bag. Luke hesitated, but asked the question that had been on his mind for days now.
L: ''Jess, he didn't hurt you or anything did he ?''
R: ''What ? No, it's more the other way around.''
L: ''What do you mean ?''
R: ''Nothing, forget it. I'm going to look for Jess.''
Luke nodded and Rory left. She started to head for the bridge. She was almost sure that Jess would be there. Whenever he said that he was going out, he went there. The closer she came to the bridge, the slower she started to walk. All she wanted to do was turn around and go back home, but she didn't. She forced herself to keep walking. She sat down next to Jess and lay her hands in lap. She didn't say anything. When she finally had the courage, she got the letters out of her bag. She ran her fingers over the words that she wrote a while ago. These were probably not the letters that Jess wanted to read, but she wasn't ready to give him the last and most important letter yet. She wanted him to read these first, in the hope that he would see that she did write him. And that she had him on her mind every day. She handed him the letters and closed her eyes. Please take the letters, please take them.
Jess saw the letters, but at first he didn't want to except them. But his curiosity got the best of him and he took them. He didn't look at them though.
Rory opened her eyes and looked at her hand, to make sure that the letters weren't still there.
R: ''I just wanted to give you these. These are the letters that I wrote to you, but never send. I guess I was scared or something. Anyway I hope it's not too late.''
When Jess didn't say anything, she got up and left. Jess stared at the letters for a while. He was wrong, she did write him, which meant that she did think of him while she was in Washington. Jess started to read the first letters. After the first letters, he got a feeling inside that Rory felt the same about him as he did about her. And the more letters he read, the more sure he got.
Rory felt so relieved that she gave those letters to Jess. When she reached her house, she saw that somebody was sitting on the steps. Rory wondered if it could be Jess. No, it couldn't be Jess. He read fast, but not that fast. She moved closer and saw that it was Dean. What was he doing here ?
R: ''Hey.''
D: ''Hey.''
Dean got up and put his hands in his pockets.
R: ''What are you doing here ?''
D: ''I wanted to talk to you.''
R: ''Okay, talk.''
D: ''I just thought that I owed you an apology.''
Rory wanted to say something, but didn't. It seemed as if Dean was having trouble enough saying what he wanted to say to her and she thought that it would better to just let him talk, before she said something.
D: ''I'm sorry for being so jealous and I'm also sorry for not saying something before. I mean I almost knew for sure that you had feelings for Jess and I didn't say anything. Maybe if we talked we could have worked out. Even though I doubt it, cause you're feelings for him were much stronger than you would have admitted.''
Rory closely listened to the words that Dean just said. He made so much sense.
R: ''You're right, I probably wouldn't have admitted it. But nothing that happened is your fault, it's mine, every part of it.''
D: ''Rory.''
R: ''It is and you're not to blame, for anything.''
Rory took of the bracelet that Dean made for her and handed it to him. But Dean didn't make any attempt to take it.
D: ''Keep it.''
R: ''No, take it. I don't want it, if I keep it I'll just see it every day and.............''
D: ''I understand.''
Dean took the bracelet from Rory and put it in his pocket, without looking at it.
D: ''I'll always love you, you know that don't you ?''
Rory nodded.
D: ''Good, I better leave.''
R: ''Bye.''
Dean left and Rory went inside, into her room. She sat down on her bed and started to cry. She didn't bother to wipe the tears away. She just sat there and cried. But she didn't mind, because it weren't only sad tears. It were happy and sad tears. Sad tears, because she just gave Dean his bracelet back and she knew that now it was really over. And happy tears, because she finally gave Jess the letters. While she thought of the letters that she gave Jess, her eyes found the last letter. The one that she didn't give Jess yet. She stopped crying and looked at the letter for a while. Finally she got up and grabbed the letter. She knew what she had to do.
This time she walked to the bridge without hessitating. She never once thought about turning around and going back. Jess was still sitting on the bridge, just like she thought. He still had the letters in his hands, but he wasn't reading them. Rory took one last look at the letter in her hand, before she sat down next to Jess on the bridge.
R: ''Hey.''
J: ''We need to talk.''
R: ''Not yet, I still have a letter for you.''
This made Jess look up. He looked at her, then at the letter and back again.
R: ''Promise not to say anything while you read ?''
Jess met her eyes and nodded. Rory gave him the letter and he started to read the letter in silence. She nervously waited until he was done reading. It seemed as if it took ages for him to read the letter, but finally he was done.
Jess didn't know what to say. Everything he wanted to know was in this letter.
R: ''I'm ready to talk now, if you still want to.''
Jess nodded and read the last sentences of the letter again.
.......and I think I'm falling in love with you. I can't fight it and I don't want to fight it. Love, Rory.
J: ''I..........I'm sorry for treating you the way I did.''
R: ''Me too and I'm sorry for hurting you. I really didn't mean too.''
Jess locked eyes with her and nodded.
J: ''I know.''
They sat there for a while, staring at each other.
J: ''What did you feel during the kiss ?''
R: ''The kiss we shared ?''
J: ''Yeah.''
Rory started to blush and avoided his eyes.
R: ''Probably the same as what you were feeling during the kiss.''
Jess smiled. That was the perfect answer coming from the perfect girl.
R: ''Jess, why do you like me ?''
Jess smiled at her and took her hand in his.
J: ''Why I like you ?''
R: ''Yeah.''
J: ''Well, your eyes for one.''
Rory started to blush even more, but kept her eyes on Jess.
J: ''And your love for reading, your weird sense of humor, the fact that you're nice to everyone and I like you because you're the most beautiful girl I have ever seen.''
R: ''You think I'm beautiful.''
Jess smiled and touched her cheek with his hand.
J: ''Yes I do and I like you, because you like me.''
Rory smiled at him and leaned in to kiss him, but he stopped her.
J: ''I really want to, but I have to do something first.''
Jess let go of her hand and got up.
R: ''Okay, I guess.''
J: ''Don't worry, I'll see you soon.''
Rory nodded and Jess left, leaving a very confused Rory behind.
*~*~*:-)*~*~*Bye, smile :-)
Rory sat down at the counter and placed her bag on the stool next to her. She had to find Jess. She wanted to give him the letters. She knew that maybe it was too late, but she had to try.
R: ''Luke, is Jess upstairs ?''
Luke: ''No.''
R: ''Do you know where he is ?''
Luke: ''He said something about going out, but he didn't say where he was going.''
R: ''Oh.''
Luke: ''Sorry. I can take a message if you want to.''
R: ''No, that's okay. I'll find him, thanks anyway.''
Rory got up and grabbed her bag. Luke hesitated, but asked the question that had been on his mind for days now.
L: ''Jess, he didn't hurt you or anything did he ?''
R: ''What ? No, it's more the other way around.''
L: ''What do you mean ?''
R: ''Nothing, forget it. I'm going to look for Jess.''
Luke nodded and Rory left. She started to head for the bridge. She was almost sure that Jess would be there. Whenever he said that he was going out, he went there. The closer she came to the bridge, the slower she started to walk. All she wanted to do was turn around and go back home, but she didn't. She forced herself to keep walking. She sat down next to Jess and lay her hands in lap. She didn't say anything. When she finally had the courage, she got the letters out of her bag. She ran her fingers over the words that she wrote a while ago. These were probably not the letters that Jess wanted to read, but she wasn't ready to give him the last and most important letter yet. She wanted him to read these first, in the hope that he would see that she did write him. And that she had him on her mind every day. She handed him the letters and closed her eyes. Please take the letters, please take them.
Jess saw the letters, but at first he didn't want to except them. But his curiosity got the best of him and he took them. He didn't look at them though.
Rory opened her eyes and looked at her hand, to make sure that the letters weren't still there.
R: ''I just wanted to give you these. These are the letters that I wrote to you, but never send. I guess I was scared or something. Anyway I hope it's not too late.''
When Jess didn't say anything, she got up and left. Jess stared at the letters for a while. He was wrong, she did write him, which meant that she did think of him while she was in Washington. Jess started to read the first letters. After the first letters, he got a feeling inside that Rory felt the same about him as he did about her. And the more letters he read, the more sure he got.
Rory felt so relieved that she gave those letters to Jess. When she reached her house, she saw that somebody was sitting on the steps. Rory wondered if it could be Jess. No, it couldn't be Jess. He read fast, but not that fast. She moved closer and saw that it was Dean. What was he doing here ?
R: ''Hey.''
D: ''Hey.''
Dean got up and put his hands in his pockets.
R: ''What are you doing here ?''
D: ''I wanted to talk to you.''
R: ''Okay, talk.''
D: ''I just thought that I owed you an apology.''
Rory wanted to say something, but didn't. It seemed as if Dean was having trouble enough saying what he wanted to say to her and she thought that it would better to just let him talk, before she said something.
D: ''I'm sorry for being so jealous and I'm also sorry for not saying something before. I mean I almost knew for sure that you had feelings for Jess and I didn't say anything. Maybe if we talked we could have worked out. Even though I doubt it, cause you're feelings for him were much stronger than you would have admitted.''
Rory closely listened to the words that Dean just said. He made so much sense.
R: ''You're right, I probably wouldn't have admitted it. But nothing that happened is your fault, it's mine, every part of it.''
D: ''Rory.''
R: ''It is and you're not to blame, for anything.''
Rory took of the bracelet that Dean made for her and handed it to him. But Dean didn't make any attempt to take it.
D: ''Keep it.''
R: ''No, take it. I don't want it, if I keep it I'll just see it every day and.............''
D: ''I understand.''
Dean took the bracelet from Rory and put it in his pocket, without looking at it.
D: ''I'll always love you, you know that don't you ?''
Rory nodded.
D: ''Good, I better leave.''
R: ''Bye.''
Dean left and Rory went inside, into her room. She sat down on her bed and started to cry. She didn't bother to wipe the tears away. She just sat there and cried. But she didn't mind, because it weren't only sad tears. It were happy and sad tears. Sad tears, because she just gave Dean his bracelet back and she knew that now it was really over. And happy tears, because she finally gave Jess the letters. While she thought of the letters that she gave Jess, her eyes found the last letter. The one that she didn't give Jess yet. She stopped crying and looked at the letter for a while. Finally she got up and grabbed the letter. She knew what she had to do.
This time she walked to the bridge without hessitating. She never once thought about turning around and going back. Jess was still sitting on the bridge, just like she thought. He still had the letters in his hands, but he wasn't reading them. Rory took one last look at the letter in her hand, before she sat down next to Jess on the bridge.
R: ''Hey.''
J: ''We need to talk.''
R: ''Not yet, I still have a letter for you.''
This made Jess look up. He looked at her, then at the letter and back again.
R: ''Promise not to say anything while you read ?''
Jess met her eyes and nodded. Rory gave him the letter and he started to read the letter in silence. She nervously waited until he was done reading. It seemed as if it took ages for him to read the letter, but finally he was done.
Jess didn't know what to say. Everything he wanted to know was in this letter.
R: ''I'm ready to talk now, if you still want to.''
Jess nodded and read the last sentences of the letter again.
.......and I think I'm falling in love with you. I can't fight it and I don't want to fight it. Love, Rory.
J: ''I..........I'm sorry for treating you the way I did.''
R: ''Me too and I'm sorry for hurting you. I really didn't mean too.''
Jess locked eyes with her and nodded.
J: ''I know.''
They sat there for a while, staring at each other.
J: ''What did you feel during the kiss ?''
R: ''The kiss we shared ?''
J: ''Yeah.''
Rory started to blush and avoided his eyes.
R: ''Probably the same as what you were feeling during the kiss.''
Jess smiled. That was the perfect answer coming from the perfect girl.
R: ''Jess, why do you like me ?''
Jess smiled at her and took her hand in his.
J: ''Why I like you ?''
R: ''Yeah.''
J: ''Well, your eyes for one.''
Rory started to blush even more, but kept her eyes on Jess.
J: ''And your love for reading, your weird sense of humor, the fact that you're nice to everyone and I like you because you're the most beautiful girl I have ever seen.''
R: ''You think I'm beautiful.''
Jess smiled and touched her cheek with his hand.
J: ''Yes I do and I like you, because you like me.''
Rory smiled at him and leaned in to kiss him, but he stopped her.
J: ''I really want to, but I have to do something first.''
Jess let go of her hand and got up.
R: ''Okay, I guess.''
J: ''Don't worry, I'll see you soon.''
Rory nodded and Jess left, leaving a very confused Rory behind.
