Title : Maybe it's love

Genre : Romance S/J

Sam's point of view.

Disclaimer : « Maybe it's love » belongs to Trisha Yearwood.

A/N : Like CD would say, 'I fell in love with this song', I hope you'll like the song and the fic.

Sorry for the mistakes.

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I glance at the man who's driving me back home. He looks so peaceful and calm even after all the things we faced. He looks at me and smiles so softly that I almost missed it. But I know he's always smiling to me.

Inside.

And it hurts even more not to be allowed to smile back to him.

*Everybody's heart aches
Every time it opens
You don't know if you'll win or lose
You have to just let go *

Why did they put him on my road if I'm not able to *live* with him like I want to ?

Why do we have to be content with the rare moments of complicity that we steal to the world ?

I thought it couldn't happen to me.
Not in that way. Not like that.



*No I wasn't looking
It's funny how I found you
Just when I thought
I'd live my life alone *

I really thought that I would be satisfied with my work at the SGC

I would never want anything else as much as I wanted to work there.

I think I was wrong.

Maybe I wasn't looking for what I thought, maybe I realise now

That I've always missed something.

Someone.

*Maybe it's love
That I have longed for*

They say I'm a good warrior

They have faith in me

I try to be strong for everything but,


*Maybe it's love
I should be strong for *

Sometimes, I just have this strange dream

Dream of a peaceful life, with him.

And I wonder what I'd do and what I miss.


*I'm tearing down the walls inside
I want to laugh, and cry and kiss
Maybe it's love
I miss *

I never thought I would fail like that.

I swore to myself not to let anyone come close to me. Again.

But he did, and as much as I tried to resist

He came so close to me that I can even feel him inside my heart even if,


*I've close my heart down
So many seasons
I didn't want to hurt again
I didn't want to try *

I swore to myself to never cry for a man again.

He made me lie to myself.

How many times did I cry for him, because of him...

How hard I try to be strong, I fail a bit more every time I look at him.


*So I turned myself to ice and stone
Said I don't need anyone
And nobody else
Would ever make me cry *

I just hid myself in work.

They thought it was the way it goes.

I almost believed my own lies sometimes.

But,


*Maybe it's love
I've run away from *

And now, he's driving me back home,

I feel good by his side and I know he feels that way too because he never looks that way with others.

He never looks so... Jack.

*Maybe it's love
Bringing me back home
I'm tearing down the walls inside
I want to laugh, and cry and kiss
Maybe it's love I miss *

He stops his car in front of my house but I don't want to leave him.

I just look at him, and I wish with all my heart that he'll understand what I try to say with my silent looks.


*So put your arms around me now
Hold me tight
Show me how
No one has ever loved me more
I've waited for so long *

But, maybe I'm wrong,

I just live like in a movie.

Nothing can be that easy in our lives.

I'm not strong enough to tell him.

Will he be strong for me ?


*Maybe it's love
Maybe I'm dreaming *

And he gets out of the car, opens my door and takes my hand in his.

He's smiling now.

And I know I can smile back this time because

*Maybe it's love
I can believe in
I'm tearing down the walls inside
I want to laugh, and cry and kiss
Maybe it's love
Maybe it's love
Maybe it's love *

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