"Oh Dwayne, please don't say all of those nice things to me. I really don't deserve them. I'm in no way near the sweet person you make me out to be. I cheated on my childhood lover for no better reason then I was bored and felt I needed a change. As much as I don't want to hurt you, you have to know I would leave you in an instant to have him back again. It's not that I date have feelings for you Cowboy, I do, I care for you deeply, but they're simply not the same feelings I have for Guy. I love him with all my heart. Connie and Guy, Guy and Connie that's how it's supposed to be.
I can't bare what we've done to him. What I've done to him. Now you're sitting in front of me with tears in you chocolate eyes, your captivating southern drawl wavering with emotion as you speak. You can't start crying too Dwayne, I can't take that. I can't deal with knowing I drove the two most special men in my life to tears. Come on you're a ruff and tumble cowboy, they're not supposed to cry. They drink whiskey and cheap beer, get into bar fights and ride bulls. Manly, tuff stuff. Not cry, they never cry.
I'm going to tell him it was you, just to ease his troubled mind if only to the smallest degree. He'll probably hate you as much as he does me but at least then he'll stop threatening poor innocent Luis for ten seconds. I know it's driving him more crazy not knowing which of you can and can not trust.
I know you don't want to hear this Dwayne but you've got to let me go. I'm not yours anymore, if I even ever was. All of this was just a foolish mistake on my part. Being lost in your kisses one minute, waking up nude in your arms the next. I don't even know how I allowed myself to get this deep into a relationship with you to began with.
We both knew this could never work. Well I did anyway and you tricked yourself into believing otherwise. I'm so sorry, I never meant to cause you pain. But I don't love you, I can't love you. It's him I want, him I can't tolerate being without. Please try to understand, you said you understood me better then anyone else. You mean the world to me Dwayne, you really do, but this isn't love. And I'm so sorry."
I can't bare what we've done to him. What I've done to him. Now you're sitting in front of me with tears in you chocolate eyes, your captivating southern drawl wavering with emotion as you speak. You can't start crying too Dwayne, I can't take that. I can't deal with knowing I drove the two most special men in my life to tears. Come on you're a ruff and tumble cowboy, they're not supposed to cry. They drink whiskey and cheap beer, get into bar fights and ride bulls. Manly, tuff stuff. Not cry, they never cry.
I'm going to tell him it was you, just to ease his troubled mind if only to the smallest degree. He'll probably hate you as much as he does me but at least then he'll stop threatening poor innocent Luis for ten seconds. I know it's driving him more crazy not knowing which of you can and can not trust.
I know you don't want to hear this Dwayne but you've got to let me go. I'm not yours anymore, if I even ever was. All of this was just a foolish mistake on my part. Being lost in your kisses one minute, waking up nude in your arms the next. I don't even know how I allowed myself to get this deep into a relationship with you to began with.
We both knew this could never work. Well I did anyway and you tricked yourself into believing otherwise. I'm so sorry, I never meant to cause you pain. But I don't love you, I can't love you. It's him I want, him I can't tolerate being without. Please try to understand, you said you understood me better then anyone else. You mean the world to me Dwayne, you really do, but this isn't love. And I'm so sorry."
