This Love, This Heart

Chapter 2

A/N: MWHAHAHA! Thought that I had left, did you? Nyah. I couldn't do that. I had to torment ya'll more. *maniacal laughter comes from the author* Anywayz. This is the next chapter, and, as you know from the first chapter's "A/N" I did this in the same night that I did the first chapter. It is just now that I am deciding to type this funky little songfic. PEACE AND MUNKEEZ!!!

Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing or Endless Waltz, or any of it's characters. I also do not own the lyrics, or the musical composition for the song "This Love, This Heart". This is owned by Phil Collins, and his wonderful little group that put together the CD "Testify" that I got this wonderfully dandy little song from. So don't sue, you will get no money.

Warnings (for this chapter): Yaoi, suggestive scenes, and a lil touch of angst, switching POV (and yes, kemosabe, it is obvious who's POV it is. ^_~ )

Pairings (for this chapter): 1x2 (and boy, do they really hit it off. . . o.O ), 3x4

A/N: And now, here is the second chapter. Yippeeedooodahhh!!! *sweatdrops, and goes to get something with caffeine to wake her up*

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It's been 2 days since you left. I'm looking out the window, towards the road, waiting for you to come back, a forlorn look upon my face.

I know that you said a week. . . but I love you so. . . I can't stop thinking about you. Your smile, your touch, even the way that you smell and taste. I love you so much.

What kills me the most is that no phone calls are allowed. . . they (Oz.) can trace them back here. AND that is too dangerous to risk. I want you back, so much. . my heart aches. I need you, my angel.

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I'll keep the fire alive for you

Can't think of nothing else what can I do

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Wufei. . on the other hand. . . has this illusion that I am his now. He won't stop trying to get into my pants. He is rough, and scares me. . . but I only want you. . . and this frustrates him. I. . . I sense that he might try to hurt me to get what he wants. . . please come back. . . before he has a chance to. I'm trying to stay away from him. . . but it might not work for long. . .

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This lonely heart of mine it only beats for you

It only beats for you

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I sigh a little. The second night without you, my sweet, Arabian angel. I'm at the apartment that they stationed us at, and I can't stop thinking of you.

Duo and Heero are no help whatsoever. If the bed over there creaks anymore, and if they make anymore sounds, they might wake up the dead.

They asked me to join, no telling how many have joined them before, but, don't worry, my love, I declined. You are the only one that will share my bed. Ever.

Right now, as they are making a raucous, I lay here, facing the wall. . . thinking of you. How you fit in my arms so perfectly. How you look so cute after you just wake up. . . and how quiet and gentle, and understanding you are of me. . . I love you.

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You bring me peace, you make e smile

You give me strength, and all the while

You ask for nothing, only love

And my heart beats just for you

It only beats for you.

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I smile a little. . . wanting to hear you laugh, wanting to caress your face, as I turn over, looking up at the ceiling. Thankfully, they have finally quieted down. I thank God for allowing them to spend so quickly this time. (You should've been here last night. . . then again. . . you shouldn't have. I about kicked their asses. Both of their asses.) I close my eyes, and drift quietly to sleep, thinking of you.

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4 days. . . Trowa. . . come back to me. I can't hold out. . . Wufei is slowly getting to me. . . I need you right now. . . to protect me. . . to help me. He is starting to make me lose my mind.

I can't take it anymore. I have locked myself in our room. Staring out the window, as if I am taking air as a prisoner, playing my violin for you. Maybe, somewhere. . . you can hear this sad, lonely melody. I don't know.

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I'd say all these things to you

If you were here, but that's not gonna be

Cos you're not here at all

There's only me

But I won't stop trying

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Tears softly pour from my eyes, landing on my instrument (not THAT, you hentais). x_x), as I continue to play, long into the night, longing, wanting you, needing you. I love you, come back to me please. . . Trowa. . . come back.

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A/N: (more notes! You can run away screaming now) Alright. Well. . . the second chapter is done. 2 more to go! The insanity can continue! MWAHAHAHH!!! *maniacal laughter again echoes forth from her lips* Anyway. Reviews are accepted, and GREATLY, GREATLY appreciated. Thanks! Peace and cookies! ^_^