What was once warm and exciting now makes me cold and fearful. I fear what I can't feel. I am afraid now that I am numb. I feel nothing for the world that I am to protect.

I can't be who I was why could they not let me go. Why could they not allow me to stay where I was? I feel so alone and I can't let anyone in.

They will not understand my pain not one bit but how can I expect them to.

I am Buffy and this is the life that destiny gave me.

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This is the second part of the prologue after this I promise that the chaps will be longer.

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