Disclaimer: I wrote this poem about Hiei, and I don't own Yu Yu Hakusho, but I will soon! Or I will own Hiei! Which ever comes first.

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Black

All I see is Black.
I don't know where I am.
Why can't I tell if I am falling?
Why can't I tell if I am standing still?
I see my past.
All my hard times.
I wish I had made a lot of different choices.
A lot of different choices.
But I can't know.
I wish I knew how to be nice.
How to love.
But I don't.
I only bring pain and suffering.
Where ever I go.
No matter what I do.
People are always crying.
Maybe I should just leave.
Leave these worlds behind me,.
Leave all my bad memories behind.
All the hard times.
Just start over.
People will be a lot happier.
I don't even have a lot of friends.
I don't have any.
But… There are a few that are always there for me.
Always caring.
Maybe I should stay.
Just face my problems.
Head on.
Stop being such a coward.
I will stay a little longer.
Try to make my life better.
Understand it.
I will.
I don't have a clue about my life.
But… I will try to understand it.
I will be here for them.
They will be here for me.
But… How do they care so much for me?
Even with my past?
I guess that is just another thing, with many, that I have to understand.
Guess everything has to learn how to adapt.
I will start now.

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Ok. I know that sucks. I can NOT write poems or anything like them… and I don't care if you flame. Oh well…