Confessions of an Ice Princess

Summary: Sebastian does not react favorably to Nicholas and Kathryn's date

Fasten Your Seat Belts, It's Going To Be A Bumpy Night

Benefits were bullshit. I know it's very un-PC of me to say that but it's the truth. All those rich assholes supposedly helping a cause and giving of their time for charity. Yeah right, the only reason they were there was for the publicity, to stroke their already inflated ego's, to get wasted among a bunch on pretty people and a bunch of other callous reasons I don't care to name. However as much as I despised these little get togethers, tonight I would be attending one on the arm of Nicholas Valmont.

After zipping up my very sexy, very low cut back Armani dress I took a final look in the mirror before smiling in satisfaction. I knew I looked hot which was just what I wanted. More to the point I wanted both Nicholas and Sebastian salivating when they saw me. Truth be told I wasn't a hundred percent sure which boy I was really after, I suppose I just really wanted both on them to want me.

The benefit which was being held at the Met for some charity headed by Mitzy Carrington was to begin at seven but I told Nicholas to pick me up at seven thirty. I had two reasons for doing this: one I always believe in arriving fashionably late and second I wanted to make sure Sebastian was already there front and center when I arrived with his big brother as my date. Sebastian of course would be attending the party with Annette. While this was obviously what I planned and wanted it still bothered me to see them together. She didn't deserve his attention weather it was real or not.

Grabbing my diamond drop earrings from off my vanity I decided to go wait for my date in the main sitting room. However before I even got there the sound of familiar laughter caught my attention. Stopping in my tracks I listened as Sebastian and Annette talked in soft voices. "You really look amazing tonight" he told her.

She laughed slightly nervous "thanks but I have to admit the dress isn't mine. It's one of Kathryn's old one's that Tiffani insisted I have."

My eyebrows shot up at the idea that my own mother was pilfering my stuff and giving it to that hick. I was annoyed further when Sebastian insisted "well I'm sure it looks ten times better on you."

"Thank you. You're a liar but a sweet one"

Shaking my head I muttered to myself "you have no idea."

"Speaking of Kathryn is she coming tonight?"

There was a pause before Annette answered "yeah I think so."

"Oh does she have a date?"

Another pause before she answered "probably. Why so interesting, do you have a thing for her or something?"

By the sound of my sisters tone I knew she was only playing with him still I myself was curious why Sebastian was asking. However he was a sly son of a bitch and only laughed "hardly. She's not really my type and besides I prefer blondes."

"Good to know. We should get going"

"Ok after you."

Rolling my eyes I waited for them to depart before walking into the room and out to the balcony. Sebastian was helping Annette dressed in MY Alexander McQueen gown into the car. As I watched them those god damn conflicted feelings began to rise up in me again. I was both pleased everything was going according to plan but at the same time if I had to watch Sebastian and Annette together for five more minutes I might vomit.

As they drove off I couldn't help but wonder what was going threw Sebastian's head. Was his loving boyfriend routine with Annette really an act? Was there honestly something to his feelings for her or was it all in my head? I was hoping that tonight I would get some answers.

* * * * * *

"Have I mentioned how incredibly stunning you look tonight?"

I smiled coyly as I took Nicholas's arm "several times actually but feel free to tell me again."

He leaned forward and nuzzled my neck as he whispered "I'm so glad you called. I have a feeling tonight will be quite a night."

"Let's hope so" I whispered back before pulling away.

As we entered the museum and handed our coats to coat check I realized how much I really did like Nicholas. He was charming, handsome and intelligent but best of all he wasn't a constant head game like his brother. With Nicholas everything was straight forward whereas with Sebastian everything was hidden under clever retorts and mind games.

"So I hope you don't mind but I didn't tell my brother I was taking you tonight. I had a feeling if I did he would have found a way to mess it up. He seems awfully protective of you. You guys must have gotten close while he stayed with you."

I knew what Nicholas was really saying was, you guys must have fucked. However I only smiled as I told him "not really. I think your brother had a thing for me but I always made it clear I wasn't interested."

"Good" he nodded "he's out of your league anyway."

"Yes he is"

He grinned as we made our way to the party "beautiful and confident, just what I like."

As we entered the large room filled with all the same people that always attend these trite little events I searched out one person in particular. My eyes came to rest on Annette standing with her back to me. When she moved out of the way I saw Sebastian drinking a glass on champagne looking somewhat bored. I waited for him to notice me and as luck would have it, it didn't take long. That familiar cocky grin began to form but as Nicholas took my arm and lead me down the stairs it quickly changed to a scowl.

"Christ there's my brother. We should probably go say hello."

I kept my expression cool as I replied "if you insist."

Keeping my arm locked firmly around his as we walked up to Annette and Sebastian I felt a slight thrill of anticipation. "Hello little brother, having fun?"

"I don't think that would be the word for it" he said with a sarcastic smile as his eyes locked with mine. "Well I've met your date already have you met mine?"

"No I don't think I've had the pleasure. I'm Nicholas Valmont" he told her extending his hand.

Little miss sweetness and light blushed as she took his hand "Yeah I know Sebastian's told me all about you."

He glanced at his brother "well none of it is true."

"Yeah right" Sebastian muttered.

"I see you're enjoying the alcohol Sebastian" he replied.

"Un huh" glancing coldly at me he said "nice dress Kat."

"Thanks"

Turning away from his brother Nicholas looked between me and Annette and quipped "well I take it you two know each other."

"Unfortunately" we both replied in unison.

With a fake smile I gave Annette a once over "what a nice dress Annette. It's funny I have one just like it."

Annette said nothing only glared at me. Sensing the obvious tension Nicholas slipped an arm around my waist and asked "would you like to dance?"

After taking one more glance towards Sebastian I answered "love to."

So for the next couple of hours I danced with Nicholas, mingled with the guests and purposely avoided Sebastian. He made no attempt to approach me but all night I could feel his eyes on me. I was pleased to no end at the idea that I was getting to him.

Following our third dance of the night Nicholas excused himself when he spotted a business associate across the room. I made a bee line to the bar where after ordering my cocktail a voice whispered in my ear "well I take it everything's going according to plan."

"Hello Blaine" I said turning around "I didn't know you were here."

"I've been in the Modern Art wing getting to know Richard Anderson" he told me while gesturing to Richard who walked in with a flushed face and wrinkled suit.

Shaking my head I replied "you're such a slut."

"People in glass houses Kathryn...you're the one who's seeing Nicholas Valmont while you promise yourself to his younger brother."

"I'm just weighing my options" I explained with a smirk.

"Right" he laughed. "So it looks like Sebastian is well on his way to completing his task."

I bit my lip as I looked out amongst the crowd for the happy couple. "We'll see"

"You honestly don't think he'll get her in bed?"

"No I have every confidence he will. I'm just wondering if he'll be able to get rid of her once he does." Pausing for a second I confided to him "I think he likes her."

"Oh so that's why you're with the brother. You're jealous"

Turning my head sharply I spat "oh please"

"Have you slept with him yet?"

"No and I don't think I will." When Blaine laughed at this I scowled "what?"

"It's just-"

Before he could get his thought out Sebastian came up behind us "can I borrow her for a minute?"

"By all means" Blaine said with a grin.

Sliding a hand discreetly around my waist Sebastian lead me out of the room and into the next empty exhibit. Once alone he hissed "I thought we had an agreement?"

Pulling out of his grasp I asked "come again?"

"I told you to stay away from my brother and you agreed-"

"I did no such thing" I interrupted him. "I recall you ordering me to but I don't remember agreeing to anything. Last time I checked I don't take orders from you."

Stepping closer to me he muttered "last time I checked you had more sense than that. What game are you playing Kathryn?"

"God you're paranoid" I sighed turning away from him "what makes you think this has anything to do with you?"

"Because sweetheart in the short time we've known each other I've come to realize that you don't do anything without an ulterior motive."

Turing back to him I replied mockingly "oh Sebastian you're so smart!"

He ignored me and continued on "now the way I see it you're trying to play us against one another the question is why?"

I studied him a moment watching as his attractive features tensed up. Finally I told him "you want the truth? Well here it is: I like your brother. He's handsome, intelligent and refined. In many ways everything his brother isn't." Stepping closer to him I touched his face as I continued "don't get me wrong I do like you Sebastian and I have every intention of honoring our agreement so long as you do the same. However I like Nicholas and plan on seeing him again whether you like it or not."

"You have no idea what you're getting yourself into Kathryn"

"So tell me"

For a second I thought he might but instead he wiped a strand on hair behind my ear as he smiled slightly. "You won't go to bed with him."

"Says you" I replied

"I won't let you"

His arrogance was starting to bug me not to mention turn me on a little bit. Still I was determined to have the upper hand. Leaning into him I let my lips brush his and he kissed me back with his eyes open. Pulling away from him I grinned "try to stop me."

As I started to walk out Sebastian called out to me "that sounds like a challenge."

I said nothing only laughed as I left him alone with the image of me and Nicholas.

* * * * * *

After spending another couple of dreadfully dull hours at the party Nicholas and I left. When his limo dropped me off I immediately invited him up the whole time thinking about Sebastian's ridiculous threat to make sure it would never happen. Did he honestly think he could prevent me from fucking Nicholas? He was out of him mind if he thought so.

Luckily my mother and step father were still out so there was no need for awkward introductions. Leading Nicholas by the lapels I pulled him into my room and wasted little time with foreplay. When I pulled him into a kiss he seemed momentarily surprised and broke away. "Um are you sure..."

"Aren't you?" I asked coyly.

He only grinned before yanking me back to him forcefully. I had to admit I was surprised at that side on him not to mention the fact that he was a fantastic kisser. Strangely I hadn't even considered what the sex would be like I was just so hell bent on sticking it to Sebastian but now I realized I might have some fun after all.

As his hands began to slid down my ass I led him to my bed where we immediately collapsed back with me on top. We groped and fondled one another and continued to make out for a little while before he started to unzip his pants. It was just as he was pulling up my dress that my bedroom door burst open and Sebastian staggered inside. "There you guys are...been looking everywhere"

Quickly I sat up and spun around. "What the fuck? Get out Sebastian!"

"Before I throw you out" Nicholas told his brother menacingly.

Raising a bottle of gin to his lips he took a swing and staggered back and forth. "Oh am I interrupting something? So sorry" he laughed and took another drink.

"Yes you are" I told him pointedly "now leave."

"Oh come on don't be like that Kat" he whined.

"Jesus Christ" Nicholas spat "you're drunk aren't you?"

"What makes you say that?" He asked before bumping into one of my glass tables and knocking several things to the floor. "Oops...sorry about that." Sebastian walked over to the bed and leered at us "were you two fucking?"

"That's it" Nicholas said getting up suddenly "I don't know what you're doing here but your leaving."

Before he could pull him away however Sebastian collapsed back on the bed next to me "hey gorgeous" he said slurring his words.

Leaning down I hissed "I'm going to fucking kill you for this."

Sebastian hardly seemed fazed, he only smiled lazily and replied "maybe later baby I'm tired."

"Enough Sebastian" Nicholas said coldly "now get your ass up, I'm taking you home."

I looked up at him disappointed "what?"

With an apologetic smile he explained "I can't let him drive home like this can I? He'll end up driving himself into a tree."

Glaring down at the drunk idiot I muttered "like that would be a bad thing."

Taking another sip from his bottle Sebastian tried to sit up and look at his brother. "Hey Nick has she sucked you off yet? Cause she reeaalllly good at that!"

Immediately my mouth fell open as I glanced at Nicholas who looked at me in surprise. "He-he's drunk I never..."

He nodded "it's ok."

"Seriousllly Kathryn" Sebastian slurred as he fell back amongst the pillows "you don't...you...y-you don't know what he's done...all the thingssss..." He trailed off and closed his eyes.

I watched him for a moment and when he didn't move I poked him "Sebastian? Sebastian..wake up fuck wad this isn't funny anymore." When he didn't move I looked up at Nicholas "fabulous he's passes out."

Rolling his eyes he sighed "great. Well this is going to be a fun ride home. I'm sorry about this Kathryn but leave it to my brother to fuck things up."

"No kidding"

Nicholas bent down to grab him "well I should probably get him home."

"No don't" I said suddenly.

He looked up at me in surprise "why not?"

The truth was I didn't want a drunk Sebastian waking up and possibly telling Nicholas about the plan or our supposed relationship. Also when he did wake I wanted to be there so I could kick the shit out of him. However I told him "it will just be too much of a pain to get him to the car. Let him stay here"

"You're just going to let him sleep it off...in your bed?"

"No" I smiled reassuringly "I'm going to go wake up my fuck wit stepsister and have her deal with him. This is probably all her fault anyway."

Nicholas still looked a little uneasy at the idea "are you sure?"

"Yes I am. Now do you think we can maybe do this again sometime? Without your brother of course."

He smiled "that would be great. I'll call you tomorrow and we'll make plans."

"Deal" getting up I pulled him into a kiss before he left. "Good-bye, sweet dreams."

"Goodnight Kathryn" he said as he left.

As soon as the door closed my smile fell as I glared down at Sebastian's sleeping form. "You're so going to pay for this Valmont" I whispered as I leaned down to examine him. Actually as I watched him I couldn't help but feel a pang of sympathy for the pathetic bastard. Leaning even closer I stroked his face and just as I started to pull away suddenly his arm came out and pulled me to his mouth. He kissed me hard and I was so shocked I could barely respond.

Finally I got away and as I did he sighed "jesus that was close. I thought he would never leave." Then just as causally as could be he rose up from the bed and fixed his suit. "God what a loser. Did he actually think he could carry me to his car?"

My mouth fell open in shock as I realized that he was completely sober and had been faking the whole thing. I was so angry I could barely form words "you..."

"Me" he answered back with that cocky, arrogant grin of his. "I told you, you wouldn't fuck him."

Quickly spinning around I grabbed a glass picture frame from beside my bed and chucked it at him with a angry yell. Sebastian easily ducked it and shaking his head he taunted me "now what kind of thanks it that?" Approaching me he explained "I do you a favor and what do I get in return? Objects thrown at me."

"You son of a bitch!" I yelled at I hit him hard in the face. "I'm going to kill you for that!"

When I tried to hit him again he grabbed my hand before it made contact and warned me "calm down."

Ignoring him I hit him in the gut with my free hand. His jaw clenched as he looked up at me in surprise. I was about to do it again when he grabbed me by the legs and flipped me onto my back and crawled on top of me. "Get off of me asshole!" I yelled as I struggled under his weight.

Still as calm as ever Sebastian grabbed my wrists "calm down Kathryn Annette might hear you."

"Good!"

"No not good. She sees us and your precious plan will be over before it's finished."

As angry as I was and as much as I didn't want to admit it I knew he was right so I stopped screaming and struggling. "Fine" I hissed.

"That's a good girl. Now where's my reward for keeping my big bad brother away from you?"

"Do you want me to kick you in the balls?"

"Do you want me to go wake up Annette and tell her all about your little plot against her?"

Groaning in frustration I muttered "I hate you."

"Oh no you don't. You're just not use to dealing with a guy who is smarter than you are but don't worry I forgive you." Before I could reply or spit in his face Sebastian kissed me again only this time I wasn't having any of it. Immediately I bit down on his lip causing him to yank away from me. "Christ you bit me!"

"Oh you're a quick one" I retorted. "Now get the fuck off of me."

"Umm no"

Shaking my head I hissed "you're pathetic you know that? You can't stand the idea that your brother will get me first can you?"

"Get over yourself Kathryn" he muttered.

"It's true! Oh and for the record he's a much better kisser in fact I'll bet he's much better at most things." Actually as I said it I knew it was a little bit of a lie but at that moment I would have done anything to hurt him back.

Sebastian's expression hardened at the statement. I though he would get up and leave but instead he kissed me again. I struggled at first but eventually I gave into it just for a moment. Soon he loosened the grip on one of my hands and I used it to push him off of me. Breaking away from me Sebastian went tumbling to the hard wood floor below and I snickered "loser."

Getting off the bed I started to leave when his hand came out and grabbed mine. I spun back around ready for round two when I noticed a slightly different glint in his eyes. The cockiness was gone and replaced by something else, something I couldn't quite place. "Wait Kathryn"

Stepping closer to him I asked "what is it?"

He leaned his head against my thigh and murmured "I'm sorry."

Pretending I didn't hear him I asked again "what?"

Looking up at me while his warm hand began to slid up my bare leg he repeated "I'm sorry, I was an asshole." As his hand went up further on my thigh and his fingers brushed my cunt I shivered. "But maybe I could make it up to you."

"How?" I asked my voice hard. Even though I wanted to be angry with him I still couldn't deny what my body wanted from him.

With his eyes locked on mine his hands slowly pulled my panties down and I didn't object or try to stop him. Leaning closer into me he took my left leg and placed it over his shoulder before dipping down and licking my slit. "Like this" he murmured in between licks.

In that moment my head was screaming for his to stop this. He might be apologizing but this was just what he wanted. But I knew I also wanted it too so I didn't try to stop him. Instead I let my hands rest of his head as I groaned out his name.

As he continued to tongue me I began to lose feeling in my legs, all I could feel was his talented mouth on me. I began moaning as I clutched his hair and begged him for more. "Sebastian...please"

Moments later he began sucking on my swollen clit causing me to convulse against him and let out a sharp moan. I didn't care if Annette heard me or anyone else for that matter. I came for what seemed like forever while Sebastian stayed between my legs. Finally I pulled away from him slightly as he got up and sat back on my bed. "So am I forgiven?"

"I haven't decided yet" I told him somewhat breathlessly.

"Kathryn" he sighed "he doesn't deserve you. You shouldn't even waste your-"

Before he could get the sentence out I pulled his mouth to mine for a deep kiss. I could taste myself on him but I didn't care. Pulling away I suddenly realized I was about to break one of my rules: never deviate from the plan. I told myself time and again that I wouldn't sleep with him, at least not until he gave me what I wanted. Still I hated denying myself anything and I wasn't about to deny myself him no matter how much I would regret it later on. So without a word a slid the straps of my black dress down and revealed by naked body to him.

"God" he whispered as his hand came out, slid around my waist, and pulled me to him. "So beautiful" he whispered before kissing me again. I started pulling the clothes from his body as he kneed as sucked my breasts. I climbed on his lap as he nursed my nipples and I unzipped his pants. A moment later her pulled me back on the bed and broke away from his mouth and started kissing down his now bare chest stopping momentarily to flick my tongue across his nipple. After pulling his pants away I stroked his cock making sure it was plenty hard. Then with no warning I straddled him once again and quickly impaled myself on top of him.

"Ahh" he groaned. "Your so tight"

"You seem...ung...surprised..." I said with a slight smile as my body adjusted to having him inside. He was large and I could feel him stretching me but I quickly got use to it. Soon he was all the way inside me so I began to ride him gently at first. However as his hand came up and twisted my hard nipple I soon started to ride him hard.

During great sex you usually have trouble keeping track of time or remembering much on anything which was the case after my first fuck with Sebastian. I couldn't tell you how long that first time lasted or anything we said to one another during it but I knew one thing: I was going to be sore tomorrow.

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