Confessions of an Ice Princess
Summary: Kathryn discovers some interesting things about Sebastian and her stepsister.
People Have a Way of Surprising You
His smell was everywhere. On the sheets, the pillows and hell even me his musky smell resonated over everything. Turing my still slightly soar and throbbing body over I realized that I was alone. When had he left? I couldn't remember but it was probably for the best. No need worrying how to sneak him out of hear or anyone finding us together. Still I wouldn't mind waking up to his sleeping body.
A smile came to my lips as memories of the previous night came back to me. Sebastian managed to fuck, lick and suck me senseless. My body ached from our night together but I didn't regret a minute of it. Yes it might have been stupid on my part to give in up to him when he still hadn't completed his end of the deal but I wasn't worried. After our little fuck fest I was sure I would be able to persuade him to do as I wanted.
As my eyes started to flutter shut I just started to drift off to sleep again when my bedroom door flew open and my mother came in as if this was her bedroom. "Kathryn" she called out in an annoying sing song voice "time to wake up. Mass starts in forty minutes."
Hiding my head under the pillow I groaned "are you fucking crazy? It's Sunday."
A half a second later she grabbed my pillow and snapped "I'm very aware what day it is dear. Now get your ass out of bed, shower and be ready in twenty minutes to go to church."
I bolted up suddenly awake "mother we aren't even Catholic!"
"Yes but Roger is and this is important to him which makes it important to me which means you're going and I don't want to hear anymore arguments."
Yanking my pillow back I told her simply "no way. Last time I checked I was eighteen which means you can't tell me what to do mother. So if you don't mind I'm going back to bed."
Turing away from her I laid back in bed and closed my eyes hoping she'd get the hint and leave. When I heard her starting to retreat I thought I'd won until she called out "fine have it your way. However don't come crying to me if Annette finds out about what happened between you and Sebastian the other night."
Immediately I sat up and regarded her with shock "are you actually going to blackmail your own daughter? That's not fair!"
"Life never is dear" she said with a hint of a smile "so what will it be? Should I tell them to hold the car for you?"
Even though I would rather saw off each of my fingers with a switchblade then attend church I knew I had little choice. "Fine" I muttered grudgingly.
"Good" she said brightly "now Roger and I have to leave right now which means you and Annette will ride together."
"Oh goody" I replied sarcastically.
As she turned to leave she stopped suddenly and bent down to pick some things up. Holding up a pair of handcuffs in one hand and an empty bottle of scotch in the other she asked "I thought you weren't interested in Sebastian?"
Looking at the items I almost smiled as I recalled how they were put to use the previous night. However I merely shrugged and told her "I'm not."
"Right" she said setting them down on a table. "You just better hope this all doesn't blow up in your face."
Rolling my eyes I asked "aren't you leaving?"
When she finally left I got up from bed and climbed into a hot shower. I took my time getting ready hoping that it would put out Annette and maybe she would leave without me. After getting dressed in a simple but elegant black Calvin Klein suit with a black lace corset underneath I slipped on a pair on sunglasses and walked out. The sight that greeted my made me want to hurl. "Oh fuck me" I muttered under my breath at seeing Annette standing there in her Sunday best wrapped in a kiss with Sebastian.
At the sound of my voice they pulled apart. "Finally" Annette said "we can go. We're already going to be late."
"Well I'm sure we'll all go straight to hell for that Annette." Walking up to the car I glanced at Sebastian and asked "what are you doing here?"
"Annette invited me to come" he said with a cool smile as he took his beloved's hand.
"Great" I replied sarcastically before climbing in the limo.
For the first ten minutes of the ride I pretended to be enthralled with the New York Times while the happy couple practically made out in front of me. Finally I snorted in disdain and said "can you not do that? I haven't even had breakfast yet."
"Oh please" Annette sighed "on the way to the Hamptons last summer you were practically dry humping Michael Haynes when I was sitting right next to you."
I shook my head "like you even know what dry humping is. Besides you're beyond exaggerating."
"Yeah right" getting up suddenly Annette leaned over and pulled my jacket off my shoulder. "What's that?"
"What you're trying to undress me now lesbo?"
Ignoring me she sat back and said "there's a huge red mark on your shoulder."
I looked over and noticed she was right. How the hell did I not notice that? Looking over at my step sisters smug expression I shrugged "so what?"
"So which one of your scum bag boyfriends gave you that?"
My eyes locked with Sebastian as I said "no one you know." Judging by the amused expression on his face I could tell he was enjoying the hell out of this. I'm sure Sebastian got the same perverse thrill from watching me and Annette fight that I got from seeing him and Nicholas fight. We were two of a kind in that respect.
At this point Annette was giving me a lecture on STD's and teen pregnancy and a bunch of other crap I could care less about. Instead my attention focused on Sebastian who was smiling at me. Some how his idiot girlfriend failed to notice when he rolled his tongue over his lips and winked at me which managed to make it all the more funny.
"Are you even listening to me? Look as much as you annoy me sometimes I really rather not see you throw your life away Kathryn."
Glancing over at her I asked "are you still talking?"
Gawking at me she said "you're unbelievable. Why do I even bother?"
"Got me" finally the car came to a stop and I looked out the window to see we had arrived at St. Timothy's. "Thank god we're here."
"We better get in there, we're already late."
"Yeah I'm going to finish my cigarette first" I told her as I slid one in my mouth and lit it up.
Annette only rolled her eyes in response as she started to get out. "Sebastian are you coming?"
"I'll meet you in there. I'm just going to wait for my father to arrive, he said he was running behind."
A flash of doubt clouded her face momentarily but then she smiled weekly getting out. "Ok I'll see you in there."
Watching as she disappeared into the church Sebastian remarked "she's so sweet."
"You're so full of shit" I replied.
Giving me that familiar cheshire cat grin of his Sebastian slid over to me and sat close. "Kathryn are you jealous?"
"Are you high?" I volleyed back.
Slipping a hand around the back of my neck he flicked his tongue across my bare skin sending a shiver down my spine. "You sound jealous" he whispered.
Facing him I said sternly "this is business Valmont. Now since I have given you an early advance on your prize I am to assume that you will be finishing you're part of the bargain. Am I correct?"
He nodded "a deal's a deal and you more than held up your end...and what a nice end it is."
I smirked as I allowed Sebastian to move closer to me "you enjoyed your self ?"
"Lets put it this way" he said sliding his hand up my thigh "I have bruises in some pretty interesting places. You were incredible to put it lightly."
"I know" I replied in a husky whisper as he continued to kiss my neck.
"You are by far one of my favorite conquests."
My eyes fluttered open as the words began to register. His wording rattled me slightly "is that what I am? Another conquest"
"I don't know I haven't decided yet" he quipped. Pushing him away I glared at him and he sighed "Kathryn I'm trying to fuck your sister, we are hardly what you'd call exclusive."
I knew he was right but it still bothered me for what ever reason. I liked Sebastian and I wondered in that moment if he felt the same or if I was just another amusement to him. Wanting to save face the best I could I responded coolly "you have a point."
Smiling he leaned in and slid his hand all the way up my skirt until his fingers brushed my panties "good I'm glad we agree now back to business..."
Grabbing his hand I pulled it out from my skirt. "I don't think so."
"Excuse me? Sweetheart we fucked just about every way humanly possible last night. No need for this tease shit anymore."
Leaning forward I licked his bottom lip before explaining "yes and if you ever want what happened last night to happen again you better destroy my whiny step sister. Until then" I removed his hand which was creeping back up my leg "no."
With a huff Sebastian collapsed against the leather seat and grumbled "fine."
I watched in amusement as he pouted like a little boy who was refused his favorite toy. Finally taking pity on him I straddled his lap while pulling him into a kiss. Breaking away he said breathlessly "I thought..."
"I said I wouldn't fuck you until you finished your part of the deal. Doesn't mean we can't do...other stuff."
I ground my panty covered crotch against his burgeoning hard on causing Sebastian to groan. "Oh other stuff...that'll work."
We resumed kissing while he pulled open my jacket and massaged my breasts through the lace material. I moaned softly in his ear "besides I like getting you all worked up."
"You're such a bitch" he said with a hint of a grin before giving me a bruising kiss on the mouth. As I continued to grind myself against him Sebastian hands remained on my ass and he alternated between kissing me and sucking my nipples which were all but popping out of my corset. I knew all of this was having the desired affect on him but it was also making me hot as well. Another five minutes or so of this and I would have let him fuck me.
However that wasn't meant to be because before anything could happen the limo door opened. Sebastian and I turned around in shock to find my mother on the other side with a slightly put upon look on her face. "I thought I'd find you two in here."
"Mrs. Merteuil-"
My mother was in no mood for explanations and only said "church. Now. Both of you"
When she closed the door I climbed off Sebastian's lap and groaned "such a pain in the ass."
Fixing his suit he asked "she's not going to say anything is she?"
"Oh not as long as she can use it against me she won't" I remarked somewhat bitterly as I buttoned my jacket.
Watching me dress Sebastian smiled and gestured to the mark on my shoulder "did I really do that?"
I shrugged "you or your brother. Did he say anything about me by the way?"
Frowning he replied "only that he'd kick the shit out of me the next time I interrupted you two"
"That's sort of sweet" I smiled.
"Yeah or sort of deranged. I don't suppose you'll listen to me and stay away from him?"
Leaning into him I gave his a soft kiss "what do you think?"
"Kathryn don't...just be careful" was all he said in a strangely serious tone.
Getting out of the car I remarked "I almost think you care Sebastian."
I couldn't be positive but as I closed the door behind him I thought I heard him mutter "I do."
* * * * * *
If it was possible church was even more boring than I could imagine. The whole time I tried my hardest not to fall asleep all the while my mother gave me glares when my attention started to deviate or when I tried to get up to go to the bathroom so I could escape. When the nightmare was finally over I waited outside while everyone socialized. From my spot on the church steps I was able to look out at the crowd and almost right away spotted Annette and Sebastian. They held hands as they talked with Roger and the reverend about something. A voice in my right ear suddenly grabbed my attention. "Are you here to confess?"
I spun around and smiled when I saw it was Nicholas "hey I thought you might be hear."
"Really? I strike you as the choir boy sort?"
"Hardly but your brother mentioned your dad coming so I was hoping you'd come as well" I replied coyly.
"Well usually I don't but I thought I might run into you. I was watching you inside and you looked a little..."
"Bored shitless?"
Nicholas laughed "well I was going to say tired but that too. Church not really your thing?"
"You could say that"
"Well there's nothing wrong with that. Now I was thinking since we were so rudely interrupted last night that I might make it up to you."
"Oh?"
"How about brunch?"
I smiled "right now?" When he nodded I took one more glance over at a smiling Sebastian who was nuzzling Annette's neck and nodded in agreement "ok that sounds great."
"I know just the place" he told me as he took my hand and guided me to his awaiting car.
* * * * * *
"That was delicious" I remarked as Nicholas and I entered the Valmont townhouse. We had just spent the past two hours dinning at this amazing bistro where we talked about everything including our somewhat dysfunctional families. I really did like Nicholas but I wasn't sure if I would or could give up Sebastian for him.
Sliding his hand around my waist he told me "believe it or not we have the place to ourselves."
"No Sebastian lurking about?"
"No I think he's off with your sister."
I gave him a tight smile "so where's your room?"
Taking my hand he guided me upstairs to a room that was about the size of Sebastian although unlike his brothers Nicholas's was as neat as a pin. "You like it?"
Leaning back on his large bed I grinned "I like your bed."
"I like you in it" he remarked as he pulled his jacket off and made his way over to me. Immediately he climbed on top of me and we started making out just as we had the night before. His erection brushed my thigh as I shiver with anticipation. Nicholas had my jacket off and was soon nursing on my breasts just as his brother was a few hours ago.
Then it happened. Just as I was starting to let go and get into what he was doing to me I suddenly started thinking about Sebastian. I thought about the way he touched me and the things he did to me last night and suddenly I couldn't concentrate. Suddenly something felt wrong. "Dammit" I muttered as Nicholas kissed my neck.
"Something wrong?"
"No" I said as I pushed him on to his back and straddled him. We resumed kissing and for about five minutes I was able to brush all thoughts of Sebastian out of my head. But then all his warnings about his brother began to come back to me and I recalled how serious he was and how he almost looked...concerned. I tried my hardest to forget about him but it wasn't working. "Oh god...I can't" I said suddenly climbing off of Nicholas.
Staring up at me in shock he asked "what? Why? Is it something I did?"
"No of course not" I told him while fixing my clothes. "But I just remembered I told my mother I would be home an hour ago. She's going to kill me, I better get going."
"Oh well maybe I should go with you and explain"
"No!" I said almost too quickly "no I'll go by myself it will be better that way. I'm really sorry about this Nicholas."
He nodded in understanding "it's ok but can I see you again sometime?"
I smiled "I would like that. I'll call you later" I promised him before all but running out of the house. Once I was alone I clenched my fists and screamed "damn you Sebastian!"
Getting a cab I sat in the back wondering just what the hell was wrong with me. I had the perfect opportunity to fuck Nicholas and I blew it. Why? Because of all those warnings Sebastian put in my head. I knew I never should have slept with him, now it's practically ruined me for other guys.
When I arrived home I paid the driver and headed to my room. However before I made it there I got distracted my some interesting sounds coming from the direction of Annette's room. Making my way to her door I let my ear rest against it as I heard a distinct female moan followed by a males. No way, I thought they couldn't be. Could they?
Unable to help myself I brought my hand down to the knob and started to turn it. To my delight I found it was unlocked so I slowly opened it trying to make the least amount of sound possible. When I finally got it opened enough to get a decent view I was shocked to find that Sebastian was actually fucking the virgin princess! I watched perversely as Sebastian's naked form rested between her legs thrusting gently. All the while Annette whimpered slightly and he groaned out. Finally I had enough and closed the door.
As I walked back down the hall to my own bedroom a flood of feelings washed over me. Part of me couldn't help but feel a little jealous at the idea that Sebastian and finally fucked her and so soon after he did me. However I was now closer to having the little bitch out of my life for good. At the idea a smile formed on my lips as I all but floated into my bedroom.
* * * * * *
It was a little while later as I was flipping through the latest issue of Elle that I heard Annette's voice out in the hallway. "Marie can you tell my father that I'll be back in an hour? I just have to go pick something up?"
"Of course madam"
Getting off my bed I waited until I heard her retreating footsteps before coming out of my room. Since I hadn't heard Sebastian leave I was sure he was most likely still in her room. I went to her room, opened the door and sure enough there he was sitting on her bed writing in his journal. Without looking up he asked "enjoy the show?"
I smiled as I made my way over to him. "So you finally did it?" Sebastian gestured to the messed up bed as I sat next to him. "And how was it?"
"How did it look?"
I turned my nose up "very PG13"
He smiled "it wasn't bad. As a matter of fact it was quite satisfying."
"Spare me"
"No I'm serious with a little time...who knows what she could be capable of."
"It won't work" I told him "stop trying to get a reaction out of me Sebastian it's juvenile."
"Is that what I'm doing?" He asked coyly as he resumed his writing.
"Writing up your latest conquest?"
"Mm hmm"
"Am I in there?"
Sebastian looked up and grinned "but of course."
"Can I see it?"
He laughed "not a chance in hell."
Annoyed I tried to pull it out of his hands and he responded by pulling me to him instead. We stared at one another a moment before he kissed me and tossed the book aside. I laid back in Annette's bed while Sebastian climbed on top of me and I realized somewhat delighted that he was still completely naked not to mention hard. As he started kissing down my body I told him "it's not going to happen."
"Oh come on" he said kissing my cleavage. "Doing it in your sisters bed...it's so naughty."
I moaned involuntarily as he slid my skirt up around my waist. "Tempting but I think I prefer to torture you some more."
"Well how about this?" He asked nuzzling his face against my thighs before pulling my black thong down.
"Mmm...that's ok" I whimpered aching to feel his mouth on me.
However Sebastian had his own form of torture and instead of going down on me right away he started kissing me every where but where I wanted him mouth. "So did you have a nice time with my brother" he asked in a cold tone right before flicking his tongue over my swollen clit.
"Ahh" I groaned "yes I did. Aren't you going to ask if I fucked him?"
He gave a short laugh "why? I know you didn't"
"How can you be so sure?"
Sebastian looked up at me with an amused glint in his eyes "because if you did you'd be gloating about it."
"True...oh keep doing that Sebastian" I moaned as his tongue slid between my wet lips.
Leaning back I began to relax enjoying Sebastian's special treatment. "I can't believe you actually got her to spread her legs" I mused. "I guess I can't refer to her as the virgin princess anymore." At this Sebastian laughed and I asked "what's so funny?"
"She wasn't a virgin"
At first I was sure I heard him wrong. Grabbing hold on his hair I yanked his face up from between my thighs and asked "excuse me?"
"Annette wasn't a virgin. I hate to break it to you princess but that cherry had already been popped and not by me."
"No" I said somewhat shocked "no way. Annette was a virgin, pure as the god damn snow."
He shook his head "not as she tells it. She told me today she had sex once before but she wouldn't say who. However if I was a betting man I would say it was that ex boyfriend of yours."
At the news I pushed him away reeling in shock. It couldn't be Oliver, could it? "It's not Oliver" I said with certainty "they broke up because she wouldn't sleep with him."
"Did she tell you that?"
"No but he told me she was frigid for crying out loud!"
Sebastian smiled "well sweetheart after fucking you for over a year I'm sure a porn star would seem frigid."
I was not at all amused by this and when Sebastian slid back between my legs I pushed him away and hissed "I'm not in the mood anymore." I shook my head bitterly "god I can't believe this."
As I sat back with images of Annette and Oliver running through my head I tried to figure out how I missed this. After a few minutes I noticed Sebastian was staring at me curiously "what?"
"Nothing it's just it never accrued to me before"
Rolling my eyes I asked "what are you babbling on about?"
"You were in love with him" he said.
I wanted to laugh at him but all I could manage was a half hearted scoff "don't be ridiculous. Love is bullshit and even if I did believe in it...I certainly wouldn't be in love with him."
"Right" he said obviously not convinced. Sebastian's hand came out and brushed the hair from my face "you know you and I are such similar creatures. We are both so jaded that we refuse to believe in anything that might be good even if it's beneficial to us. Love most of all. Even when we get it we manage to fuck it up..."
This time it was I who was studying him. As his last sentence trailed off I noticed this far off look in his eyes. It was then I had my own realization. "My god Sebastian were you...in love?"
"No but I could have..." He stopped when he looked up at me. I could tell he was trying to decide whether to confess to me knowing I would most likely mock him for it. He was probably right. With a sigh he said "never mind."
"Oh I don't think so" I laughed "who was she?"
"No one" he told me getting up from the bed. "Now since you don't feel like playing anymore I'm going to take a shower."
Grabbing his hand I asked with a smile "if I let you fuck me would you tell me?"
He leaned down and kissed me then broke away with a satisfied smile "nope."
As Sebastian disappeared into the bathroom I rested back in bed. All thoughts of Annette and her non-virginity left my head as I considered this new turn of events. Could it be, was the infamous Sebastian Valmont once in love? Smiling at the thought I knew I couldn't wait to find out.
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