Chapter 3

When I  regained consciousness again. I lay in a bed and the whole room was white…

Why the hell white? Maybe I was dead? But if so, the room must be red or black, cause I am pretty sure that I would never be able to go to heaven after all the dumb I did….

I looked around , which was quite senseless, cause everywhere I looked, there were white walls….But hey…..there! As I turned my head far right I recognized that there was a window!

But that seemed to be pretty strange…why are there any windows in heaven, or wherever I was…..

I tried to stand up to go to the large window, but I couldn't move, hey, what a shit is that?

I can't move!!!! I must have cried louder than intended and suddenly someone came to my bed, it was a….. white habit….oh, was this an angel? I stopped crying to hear what he/she/it wanted to tell me….Anyway he remembered me at someone….

The white habit looked pretty strict, and I wonder what he wanted from me…..  

Now Mister…. He looked on a pad.

Häh? Do angels have "newcomer" lists or what?

I was totally dumbfounded.

…Ah, Mister Niwa, right? he smiled shortly and glanced over his list.

Now,  an arm fracture, a light concussion and…a brain tumour….

Oh wait, the brain tumour isn't yours, it's from the man next door…..someone must have mixed it up….

The white caped man inspected the list carefully…

Hey, what the hell is that for? Why does he inform me about my injuries? At long last I am dead and it really doesn't matter why!(I had to thought at the poor guy next door….a brain tumour…uh-uh…)  To say I was irritated is not the right word….. I was totally confused!

He seemed to be ready with checking his list, cause now he started to inspect me, I was still upset about that farce….

Now Mr… Niwa….I guess you may leave us in around…2 days….well, how about that?

He seemed to wait for an answer…….

Well… I wasn't sure what to reply, cause I didn't understand his question at all….

What does that mean "leave us" does he mean going da hell? But that would be ridiculous…

I wondered, if they have an employment exchange, or a   registration office, here in heaven….

Oh god, what job should I choose? I wasn't sure if it would work in heaven like on earth…cause if it was the same way, I would never get a job…You know, I didn't finish school, and who would take someone without any references?

*Arg*…I was angry, although I am dead and in heaven I still I keep struggling with such dumb problems….

Oh Mister Niwa…I forgot to tell you that the paralyses of your body, caused by the heavy anaesthesia, should disappear in about 10 or 20 minutes…Just keep laying quietly

He laughed horribly….Ha-ha after all you can't move anyway…ha-ha understood the joke?

He was still laughing, what an idiot…..

Cause I didn't react, he left the room and his hysterical laugh got more quite with every footstep he made….

Oh, oh poor Niwa, he still didn't understood what was going on…..

I kept looking around and thought about the silly doctor…..Hey! That's it! Now I knew what he was! He was a doctor! A stupid ordinary doctor!!! That would mean that…….

They got doctors in heaven? No.... Now something quite ridiculous came to my mind....maybe

I wasn't dead???? But that seemed to be much too crazy…

The same moment I thought that, suddenly my whole body started tickling…

Cause I wanted to scratch me I moved my hand and, wow! I was finally able to move again!!

I jumped out of the bed, but unfortunately I was still a bit shaky on my legs and therefore I fell down as fast as I got up….Laying on the floor I felt the cold lino, it was such a delightful thing to feel that you are still alive….but I wasn't sure yet if I was really alive….

To test it I stood up carefully and walked towards the large window….

Short in front of it I stopped….If I look out of it and would see clouds and happy angels flying around it would mean that I am dead…..but if I see streets and trees I must be alive….

Okay…..I took a deep breath...and walked ahead to the window….I felt like a boy who had his enrolment in elementary school….Okay, now I was in front of the window, shortly before I arrived there I had closed my eyes, but now I opened them slowly and…..

Cars, smog, crowded streets, dogs pissing on the street…Yep I was certainly alive…..

After all I wasn't sure if I should be glad about that or not…..

The first thought coming to my mind was: Hey, what's about Riku? How long have I been in hospital? Does she know I am here?….I wasn't able to continue thinking, since someone behind me squeaked and hugged me…When I turned around, I saw Riku smiling at me…..

Okay, that was the answer to my question….

Niwa-chan! Are you all right??? She examined me the way the doc did before.

Oh Niwa, I was really concerned about you…You little fool….always so stressed that you can't walk down a stair without falling asleep.. She smiled again and lead me back to my bed.

[ the whole chapter 3 seems to be quite...crazy ^-^ I am sorry if it's much too ridiculous, but please  tell me how you think about it

^-^!! Bye bye yours Misaki!]