Chapter 5

I couldn't believe it...not yet…..

What the hell is this all about???

I cried out loud.

Who is the one kidding me? Is that a dream???

I was surprised be my high and shrill voice and indeed I was very close to a nervous breakdown….Oh God……..

Still hovering in the air, I slowly realized my that my power was fainting….

With every second I got weaker and suddenly I felt like falling down from a very high position. I didn't know whether I was dreaming or not, all I could feel was that I fell.

It seemed to be a never ending fall, but the same moment I thought that something suddenly stopped me. Had I already reached the ground? Would I wake up every second? Or would I be dead right now?

I felt nothing, everything around me was could, when I carefully opened my eyes, I twinkled.

There was a light, directly in front of me, it was so white, that it hurt my eyes.

Slowly the light got weaker. Now could see clearly and I saw……..

What??? I wasn't sure if I was dead, but I couldn't be alive at all!

An other guy(I don't like to admit he was good-looking…) held me in his arms, all his clothes were white and he had wings as well, but his were…….white unlike mine, which were  pitch-lack. I starred at him but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't see his face………

He seemed to look at me as well and suddenly he said something…..or to say it better…he shouted at me…..

Niwa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What the hell you're doing here?????? Are you totally crazy??? You might have died!!

Before I realized it, Riku grabbed my arm and pulled me back from the….roof!

What? Where the hell was that guy? And…..my wings….???

Where are my wings??

Riku stopped pulling me back into the hospital and looked at me as I were a lunatic.

Niwa? What is the matter with you? Why are you talking such a non-sense stuff?

First she was totally angry but now Riku seemed to be really concerned.

Ni-Niwa…….Tears came out of her eyes.

What's the matter with you? Firstly I find you in total trance, being close to jump from the hospitals roof, and now…..you….you ask for you wings?

Now it was totally over, she started to cry unrestrained.     

I couldn't stand it anymore, seeing her crying hurt me so much that I took her in my arms.

Oh Riku, I am so sorry, I even don't know on my own what's the matter with me….

It must have been nightmare…I dreamed, that I climbed out of the window and then I jumped down, but suddenly I had wings and my fall stopped but then…..

I gulped……Could the really been a dream? But it was so realistic…..And the other guy with the wings….? And how the hell did I got up here on the roof?

To many questions, and since Riku seemed to be totally dissolved I decided not to bother her with them….

I don't even know, how long we stood there, but it must have been a while, cause I couldn't feel me legs anymore…

Maybe Riku felt the same way, cause she started to shake her legs a bit.

Then she looked up to me-

Niwa?

When I looked at her, I saw that she was really scared.

Yes?

Now she fixed me and her facial expression got really serious.

I-I don't know what happened, but please, whatever it was, please promise me to take care of you…

Though she couldn't know a thing about all the stuff that happened last night, something in her eyes made me believe, that she understood…..

Cause….I…I She broke off.

I…I don't wanna lose you Niwa, you hear me? Never!

Finishing that sentence she started crying again…

I smiled at her warmly, hoping to make her feel a bit better.

Of course I would never leave you, you know I love you, I couldn't stand being without you…

She really seemed a bit happier and hugged me.

Oh God…..slowly but sure I felt like in a bad movie….What was this all about?

I was quite sure that this white guy and this fall from the house could be no dream