Disclaimer: can u say useless? I don't own kodocha.
Loneliness

I'm alone
and its scares me.
I'm confused
and I have no more confidence left.

I heard he loves me,
but is that so true now?
I've been away so long,
I don't know what to believe anymore.

Falling into deep depression,
I cry to much.
Seeing them together,
makes me sick.

I pretend to be happy and promise to forget,
but deep down inside,
I'm angry.
But I don't want to hurt anyone.

You said she was interesting,
but now you're a couple.
Are you that fickle-minded?
Or is this all in my head?

Isn't this my fault?
Was it because I was so clueless?
You hinted at me and I just didn't get it.
Was it really that obvious?

We've been through so much,
but what now? Where do we go from here?
You said I could come to you to cry,
but not now, not about this.

As I lay here thinking,
did she help you in your time of need?
Did she save you from your fate?
I didn't think so.

And as I drift off into dreamland,
I think again.
Will I ever have a shot to tell you how I really feel?
But I let these thoughts go, for now.