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Harry

I guess this question is a bit obvious. Why? Why Neville? Friggin hell no one thought much of him. That's what makes it so sad. When Dumbledore announced it a few hours ago, I looked around. My heart sank when I could see a few people saying unmistakeably, "Who's Neville Longbottom?" I wanted to go around the world and spread the word about the guy named Neville Longbottom. That's how sad it was. They guy who made Gryffindor win in our first year. I still remember that bewildered look upon his face. Like, Confusion and happiness mixed together. Like he knew he had made a difference. I wish I had done more to get to know him better. But now it's too late.

And I regret that.

His last words to me will haunt me for the rest of my life. "Ok, I have to go Harry, I'll cya around then yeah?" I can't believe my reply was so uncaring. "Yeah, later."

If only I knew. That's how weird life is. One minute someone's there, one minute they're not. It sucks.

I also wish Hermione would try and understand me more. She's so preoccupied. Even more then everyone else. You'd never expect that from Hermione. Doesn't she know I really really like Cho? I just want her to get to know me better. This is sad, I'm thinking about love or whatever in the middle of the worst time of the year. Pathetic, aren't I. I wish I could talk to Sirius. He would know what to think and what to do. Neville's funeral is next week. I seriously don't want to go. Why is it always the Gryffindors who have to suffer through the depressing funerals. No one says anything. Well, maybe this time Neville's grandmother would come and deliver a euology. Hope she's ok though. From what I've heard, when she found about about her grandson's death....she fainted. Before she hit the floor. Actually she didn't hit the floor someone caught her. I think.

I got Quidditch practice soon, but I hope it's cancelled. No one's in the mood to practice at the moment. Maybe they'll cancel the game to. Sheesh now everyone's gonna be even more depressed. At least I hope Flitwick would stop trying to get us to SMILE so badly. He gets on everyone's nerves now. At least I know he gets on the student's nerves. Stupid. Anyways, I think I'd probably have to go now. I need some time to myself.

Some closure.

I know, I know, I really should write more for Harry, more stuff about yeah whatever, but I'm in computer class and bell is gonna ring in like, 5 minutes so yeah..hope u have 5 minutes so you can press that little button down there and review!!!! Cyaz all later!