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hope you enjoy this next chapter in MISSING YOU. . .*
Journal,
Okay, so yesterday I told you that I broke up with Ron, told Draco I love him, and asked Dumbledore to send me home . . . Damn, I was busy yesterday.
After I did all that Dumbledore announced that I was leaving and then proceeded to tell everyone Draco was going with me.
So, today, we were on the train after a tearful goodbye between Ginny, Harry, Ron, Lavender (who is going out with Ron again, in case you were wondering) and I.
Anyways I didn't see Draco till we were on the train together! What I didn't expect was to see him in muggle cloths, or for him to look so hott in it.
He was wearing a black muscle tee with a black leather jacket, and some tight black jeans. (DAMN! Does he look hott in black or what?!?) His hair was left uncombed.
Lord, he was extremely hott! The weird thing was he still looked that way after the four hour train ride. Since, I looked horrible, considering I fell asleep about five minuets into the train ride. When I woke I was warm and comfortable, then I realized I was in someone's arms. I pulled away quickly after that. Anyways, by that time it was time to get off the train, so we did.
I introduced him to my parents. I could tell they loved him just like I do. They just don't know I love him or they wouldn't have put him in the room adjoining mine. Oh well. I hope he's comfy in that room, I hear it's very comfortable, or so Ron told me! When he had Harry stayed with me last summer! Harry stayed in the room across the hall. It was the funniest summer I've had for a while . . . till now.
Now is definitely climbing the charts. I mean I am here with the man I love. The reasons aren't that good. I mean, I think my parents know I am bulimic, because my bathroom door is locked and I can't go in unless I ask! Grrrrrrrr. Draco ahs a key to the bathroom . . . I'll just have to find a way to get it from him! There's always a way! Hehehe.
Lord, Draco and I start our studies tomorrow. I am not looking forward to it. I mean, not the studying part, the part that I am with Draco for most of the day and won't be able to work on studying!
I haven't eaten all day . . . but nobody knows it except for you of course! If they did know I would be doomed.
My mother serves me breakfast on bed so it's easy to get rid of that . . . lunch, I can say I had a big breakfast . . . dinner, ummmmmm, I could say that I feel ill and go to bed early . . . now if I could do all that without fainting then I will be grateful to whoever controls my fate, besides myself, of course.
Anorexia- condition were you refuse to eat
Bulimia- condition were you eat the throw up everything you've eaten
Definitions . . . it doesn't say anything about how to cure it. I mean, how am I supposed to cure myself without direct instructions? Kay, well I have to go to dinner. Talk to you later!
LATER:
I found a really lame excuse not to eat . . . I'm gonna get on the internet tonight and look up good excuses not to eat.
Draco told meat dinner he'd be up later to talk to me. I love him soooo much! I can't help it. He's sweet, smart, and hott as hell. How could I resist that? I still think he hates Ron and Harry, though. I know Ron still hates him . . . Harry's in between kind of neutral.
DAMN . . . there's a knock on the door. SHIT . . . its Draco . . . ummmmmm . . . I'll write down our conversation when he leaves!
LATER:
Draco walks in and sees me writing, "Babe, what are ya writing?"
I reply softly, "My Journal . . . ummmmmm . . . just talken about my day and my feelings."
"Can I read it?"
"Uh . . . No . . . I mean, it wouldn't interest you!"
"What, does it say 'even though I say I love Draco, secretly I love Harry' or some other stupid person who isn't worth your time?" he asked sharply.
"OF COURSE NOT!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE ONLY YOU!!!" I answered. "How could you say that? I mean, do I hide it that well?" I nearly started crying there, I didn't, of course, I gave him a scowl worth twenty of his silly slytherin colleages.
"Just checkin' I mean you never know Potter might come around and try to steal you from me."
"Well, he could, but technically he wouldn't be stealing, because, though I love you, we are not in any other relationship at the moment, and I don't belong to you." I said that with a sweet little laugh.
"Well, then, beautiful, will you do me the honor of becoming my girl friend?"
"I don't know Draco . . . I love you . . . but the last time I was in a relationship with you, I was hurt badly with a letter."
"Sweet, don't you understand? I had too, my father was after you! He wanted you dead because I loved you. He wanted to do it as punishment for me not becoming a death eater. I had to hurt you. You wouldn't have believed I really wanted you gone, if I hadn't hurt you. I LOVE YOU, 'MIONE!!! Please give me one more chance.
I smiled, weakly at him and replied, "Of course, I'll give you a second chance! I love you!!! Ummmmmm . . . catch . . . me . . ." I gasped and fainted.
When I came to Draco was in my bed topless under the covers with me, and I was in my night gown.
"Did you eat at all today?" he asked.
"I did I just didn't eat dinner."
"You slept through lunch . . . and you weren't at breakfast," he stated. He pulled me closer to his muscular form. "Darling, you are nothing more than skin and bones. 'Mione, you have to eat and not throw it up afterwards. I want you well and healthy. I want to be able to hold you without worrying about hurting you! I love you, ummmmmm . . . but I had better get back to my room before . . . ummmmmm . . . I'd just better go. Love you! Good night." With that he kissed me, sweetly, and left.
Well, I am gonna go to sleep!
I LOVE DRACO MALFOY!!!
Lots of Love,
Hermione Granger
Journal,
Okay, so yesterday I told you that I broke up with Ron, told Draco I love him, and asked Dumbledore to send me home . . . Damn, I was busy yesterday.
After I did all that Dumbledore announced that I was leaving and then proceeded to tell everyone Draco was going with me.
So, today, we were on the train after a tearful goodbye between Ginny, Harry, Ron, Lavender (who is going out with Ron again, in case you were wondering) and I.
Anyways I didn't see Draco till we were on the train together! What I didn't expect was to see him in muggle cloths, or for him to look so hott in it.
He was wearing a black muscle tee with a black leather jacket, and some tight black jeans. (DAMN! Does he look hott in black or what?!?) His hair was left uncombed.
Lord, he was extremely hott! The weird thing was he still looked that way after the four hour train ride. Since, I looked horrible, considering I fell asleep about five minuets into the train ride. When I woke I was warm and comfortable, then I realized I was in someone's arms. I pulled away quickly after that. Anyways, by that time it was time to get off the train, so we did.
I introduced him to my parents. I could tell they loved him just like I do. They just don't know I love him or they wouldn't have put him in the room adjoining mine. Oh well. I hope he's comfy in that room, I hear it's very comfortable, or so Ron told me! When he had Harry stayed with me last summer! Harry stayed in the room across the hall. It was the funniest summer I've had for a while . . . till now.
Now is definitely climbing the charts. I mean I am here with the man I love. The reasons aren't that good. I mean, I think my parents know I am bulimic, because my bathroom door is locked and I can't go in unless I ask! Grrrrrrrr. Draco ahs a key to the bathroom . . . I'll just have to find a way to get it from him! There's always a way! Hehehe.
Lord, Draco and I start our studies tomorrow. I am not looking forward to it. I mean, not the studying part, the part that I am with Draco for most of the day and won't be able to work on studying!
I haven't eaten all day . . . but nobody knows it except for you of course! If they did know I would be doomed.
My mother serves me breakfast on bed so it's easy to get rid of that . . . lunch, I can say I had a big breakfast . . . dinner, ummmmmm, I could say that I feel ill and go to bed early . . . now if I could do all that without fainting then I will be grateful to whoever controls my fate, besides myself, of course.
Anorexia- condition were you refuse to eat
Bulimia- condition were you eat the throw up everything you've eaten
Definitions . . . it doesn't say anything about how to cure it. I mean, how am I supposed to cure myself without direct instructions? Kay, well I have to go to dinner. Talk to you later!
LATER:
I found a really lame excuse not to eat . . . I'm gonna get on the internet tonight and look up good excuses not to eat.
Draco told meat dinner he'd be up later to talk to me. I love him soooo much! I can't help it. He's sweet, smart, and hott as hell. How could I resist that? I still think he hates Ron and Harry, though. I know Ron still hates him . . . Harry's in between kind of neutral.
DAMN . . . there's a knock on the door. SHIT . . . its Draco . . . ummmmmm . . . I'll write down our conversation when he leaves!
LATER:
Draco walks in and sees me writing, "Babe, what are ya writing?"
I reply softly, "My Journal . . . ummmmmm . . . just talken about my day and my feelings."
"Can I read it?"
"Uh . . . No . . . I mean, it wouldn't interest you!"
"What, does it say 'even though I say I love Draco, secretly I love Harry' or some other stupid person who isn't worth your time?" he asked sharply.
"OF COURSE NOT!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE ONLY YOU!!!" I answered. "How could you say that? I mean, do I hide it that well?" I nearly started crying there, I didn't, of course, I gave him a scowl worth twenty of his silly slytherin colleages.
"Just checkin' I mean you never know Potter might come around and try to steal you from me."
"Well, he could, but technically he wouldn't be stealing, because, though I love you, we are not in any other relationship at the moment, and I don't belong to you." I said that with a sweet little laugh.
"Well, then, beautiful, will you do me the honor of becoming my girl friend?"
"I don't know Draco . . . I love you . . . but the last time I was in a relationship with you, I was hurt badly with a letter."
"Sweet, don't you understand? I had too, my father was after you! He wanted you dead because I loved you. He wanted to do it as punishment for me not becoming a death eater. I had to hurt you. You wouldn't have believed I really wanted you gone, if I hadn't hurt you. I LOVE YOU, 'MIONE!!! Please give me one more chance.
I smiled, weakly at him and replied, "Of course, I'll give you a second chance! I love you!!! Ummmmmm . . . catch . . . me . . ." I gasped and fainted.
When I came to Draco was in my bed topless under the covers with me, and I was in my night gown.
"Did you eat at all today?" he asked.
"I did I just didn't eat dinner."
"You slept through lunch . . . and you weren't at breakfast," he stated. He pulled me closer to his muscular form. "Darling, you are nothing more than skin and bones. 'Mione, you have to eat and not throw it up afterwards. I want you well and healthy. I want to be able to hold you without worrying about hurting you! I love you, ummmmmm . . . but I had better get back to my room before . . . ummmmmm . . . I'd just better go. Love you! Good night." With that he kissed me, sweetly, and left.
Well, I am gonna go to sleep!
I LOVE DRACO MALFOY!!!
Lots of Love,
Hermione Granger
