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Quatre opened his aquamarine eyes as something crashed outside. He listened carefully for a few seconds before hearing it again. He sighed softly. He still wasn't use to thunder storms. He let out another soft sigh as he closed his eyes. It was then something hit him; his head wasn't resting on Trowa's shoulder anymore. He opened his eyes and quickly sat up and turned to stare at Trowa. To his surprise his sudden movement hadn't disturbed his friend's sleeping. Quatre blushed slightly. ~I can't believe I feel asleep like that! Oh Rasid would have killed me.~
He jumped when a incredibly loud thunder bolt struck. He blinked away the glare before sighing again. ~Why am I so jumpy this morning anyway? It is morning right? Why haven't I gotten a watch?~ He shook his head as another bolt came down. Trowa lifted his head and eyed his friend. "It's only thunder Cat. It can't hurt you." Quatre turned. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you.I." "It's ok Cat." Trowa assured him stretching. "Do they always sound like that?" Trowa nodded. "Yeah they're very common this time of year." Quatre nodded as he eyed the book on the floor. The black haired man clinging to a clam looking white horse in the middle of a thunderstorm on the cover seemed to speak to him. ~How appropriate.~ Quatre mussed.
"Is that Van?" He asked pointing at the fallen book. Trowa followed his gaze and picked it up. "Yeah that's him. His full first name is Vanyel." "Pretty." "Yes well Vanyel Ashkveron is a very pretty man." "What is he like?" Quatre asked leaning forward like a curious five year old. "Well he's very confused." "About what?" "Life, who am I, the usual. He is not the kind son his father wants so there's a lot problems between him and his family." Quatre nodded remembering his own relationship with his dead father. "Cat I'm sorry I." "No it's ok go on." Trowa nodded. "Well Van get's shipped of to his aunt Savil. That's when everything get's very confusing for him."
"You aren't going to tell me are you?" "Why do you say that?" "You can be such a tease. Duo's been teaching you bad habits again." Trowa grinned. "Well if you really want to know." "I do, I do!" "Vanyel meets Tylendel. They have a very Heero Duo relationship at first." "Why?" "They fall in love with each other and Vanyel is scared." "Why?" "It was frowned upon just like it is now Cat." "But if you love some one shouldn't you be with them?" He thought about that ~Shouldn't they?~ Trowa looked at him for a long moment before looking away. "It doesn't always work out Cat." Quatre lowered his head. ~Is that your way of saying it would never work between us? Would you be that cruel to me?~ Trowa toke Quatre's hand and closed around the book. "You should read it Cat." Quatre stared down at Trowa's hand. ~I would do anything for you.~
He looked up at Trowa who only smiled at him. "Cheer up Cat it's only a book." He laughed softly. Quatre couldn't help but smile back. Quatre grabbed his arm as Trowa started to leave. "Trowa where are going?" "Kitchen, why you want something?" Quatre shook his head. "No I.I was just being silly. Sorry." Trowa gently toke Quatre's hand. "Don't worry so much hun? You'll turn gray before you're twenty at this rate." Quatre laughed. "You don't think I would good as a gray?" "No that's not it." "Oh then what?" "Rasid would kill us. Speaking of him where is he?" "He said something about going to a base but I can't remember." Trowa nodded. "Well I'll be back." Quatre watched him leave before flipping threw the book.
Trowa sighed as he started the Mr. Coffee. He was staring to feel like Vanyel. He leaned against the counter before throwing his head back. ~I don't think I can do this anymore.~ He sighed again. ~I'll end up hurting Cat at this rate. He thinks of me as a big brother. Why did I have let him in? Why didn't just push him away like everyone else? Because you're a fool Nanashi. You just had to take your mask off.~ He lowered his head with a long sigh. He glanced outside. ~Why would Cat ever want a person like me? I'm not even human.~
Quatre gasped. "Allah?! How could that had happened?" He lowered the book. ~Trowa...This was almost me!~ He shivered. He felt the same way after he though he killed Trowa, if wasn't for Heero he might of jumped to. ~Trowa where are I can't sense you anymore!~ Quatre jumped to feet franticly searching for his friend's mind. He almost collapsed in relief when he sensed it again. He set the book down deep in thought. ~I have to tell him now. I can't let something like happen.~
Trowa turned when Quatre walked into the kitchen. Quatre noticed something wrong with his friend's eyes the moment he looked at him. They seem hauntingly familiar but he couldn't place them at first. ~They're the same as when I first meet him..but why?~ "Trowa are you ok?" Trowa looked away. "Trowa what is it? You can tell me.can't you? " Quatre asked sounding hurt. "You wouldn't understand Quatre." ~I wouldn't understand?!~ "What wouldn't I understand?" He asked pleadingly before reaching out for Trowa. Trowa turned his back on him. "You just wouldn't ok?" "No it's not ok! Don't shut me out like this! Please Trowa?" Trowa didn't move. "Trowa..?" Quatre begged one last time before hugging him form behind. "I won't just abandon you just because you ignore me." He buried his face into Trowa's back. "Talk to me?"
Trowa closed eyes. "Quatre.." "What it is let me help you? I want to help you." Trowa sighed. "Quatre you can't always fix everything just by knowing about it." "Trowa let out. Keeping it inside will only cause you more pain." Trowa placed his hands on Quatre's and removed them before turning to face him. "I'm not worried causing myself pain." Quatre looked up at him. "You're worried about me?" Trowa looked away. "Oh Trowa..." "There's much about me that you don't know." "Then tell me?" "No. Quatre you don't want to know.." Quatre gently turned Trowa's face to face him. "I want to know. You won't scare me way." "Ok fine. I killed my family." Quatre toke a step back. "They were an adoptive family but I still helped to kill them.. .In fact I've been killing people since before I was ten."
"I'm so sorry." "Why? I'm not. I don't feel anything remember?" "That's not true." "Yes it is Quatre. I don't feel remorse like you. I kill, and kill, and I feel nothing." "I DON'T CARE!" Trowa blinked at Quatre's outburst. "I wish I was like you and didn't feel so much pain. I have empathy Trowa I know what others feel. You feel." Trowa looked away. "I know you don't what to hurt me Trowa. You never have, but I have hurt you." Trowa winced. "I know it was the Zero but still I almost killed you, and you never abandoned me." "Quatre." "I know you have a lot of dark secrets in you so do I, but I would never turn on you Trowa." Trowa looked up at him. "I know something's bothering you so why don't you just tell me?" Trowa shook his head. "I can't" "Why?" "It would." Quatre put a finger to his lips. "You think I could never love you because you're you? Did that stop Duo?" Trowa lowered his eyes. "And here I thought you didn't love me." Trowa blinked. "Wha." Quatre smiled. "I some of the book. I didn't want that to happen to us." He toke a step forward. "I got you back and I don't want to risk losing you again."
"Cat I." "I know you only wanted to protect me form your daemons. But if Heero and Duo can pull it of then so can we." "I'm not so sure." "Why?" "Rasid." Quatre threw his arms around Trowa's neck. "You let me worry about Rasid." "Yes Cat." "Quatre smiled as he pushed himself up on his toes and kissed Trowa. He smiled to himself when Trowa wrapped his strong arms around him holding him close.
Ok end of part two. Cute hun? Conflicting emotions are fun. It may seem like I'm promoting the book Magic's Pawn, well I am. It also inspired me. Well chapter three will be much longer and not so dark. Keke. Also the other two will be making their appearances. Well Till next time hun? Oh yeah I put the link to the AMV in my Bio so go look it up kay?
Quatre opened his aquamarine eyes as something crashed outside. He listened carefully for a few seconds before hearing it again. He sighed softly. He still wasn't use to thunder storms. He let out another soft sigh as he closed his eyes. It was then something hit him; his head wasn't resting on Trowa's shoulder anymore. He opened his eyes and quickly sat up and turned to stare at Trowa. To his surprise his sudden movement hadn't disturbed his friend's sleeping. Quatre blushed slightly. ~I can't believe I feel asleep like that! Oh Rasid would have killed me.~
He jumped when a incredibly loud thunder bolt struck. He blinked away the glare before sighing again. ~Why am I so jumpy this morning anyway? It is morning right? Why haven't I gotten a watch?~ He shook his head as another bolt came down. Trowa lifted his head and eyed his friend. "It's only thunder Cat. It can't hurt you." Quatre turned. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you.I." "It's ok Cat." Trowa assured him stretching. "Do they always sound like that?" Trowa nodded. "Yeah they're very common this time of year." Quatre nodded as he eyed the book on the floor. The black haired man clinging to a clam looking white horse in the middle of a thunderstorm on the cover seemed to speak to him. ~How appropriate.~ Quatre mussed.
"Is that Van?" He asked pointing at the fallen book. Trowa followed his gaze and picked it up. "Yeah that's him. His full first name is Vanyel." "Pretty." "Yes well Vanyel Ashkveron is a very pretty man." "What is he like?" Quatre asked leaning forward like a curious five year old. "Well he's very confused." "About what?" "Life, who am I, the usual. He is not the kind son his father wants so there's a lot problems between him and his family." Quatre nodded remembering his own relationship with his dead father. "Cat I'm sorry I." "No it's ok go on." Trowa nodded. "Well Van get's shipped of to his aunt Savil. That's when everything get's very confusing for him."
"You aren't going to tell me are you?" "Why do you say that?" "You can be such a tease. Duo's been teaching you bad habits again." Trowa grinned. "Well if you really want to know." "I do, I do!" "Vanyel meets Tylendel. They have a very Heero Duo relationship at first." "Why?" "They fall in love with each other and Vanyel is scared." "Why?" "It was frowned upon just like it is now Cat." "But if you love some one shouldn't you be with them?" He thought about that ~Shouldn't they?~ Trowa looked at him for a long moment before looking away. "It doesn't always work out Cat." Quatre lowered his head. ~Is that your way of saying it would never work between us? Would you be that cruel to me?~ Trowa toke Quatre's hand and closed around the book. "You should read it Cat." Quatre stared down at Trowa's hand. ~I would do anything for you.~
He looked up at Trowa who only smiled at him. "Cheer up Cat it's only a book." He laughed softly. Quatre couldn't help but smile back. Quatre grabbed his arm as Trowa started to leave. "Trowa where are going?" "Kitchen, why you want something?" Quatre shook his head. "No I.I was just being silly. Sorry." Trowa gently toke Quatre's hand. "Don't worry so much hun? You'll turn gray before you're twenty at this rate." Quatre laughed. "You don't think I would good as a gray?" "No that's not it." "Oh then what?" "Rasid would kill us. Speaking of him where is he?" "He said something about going to a base but I can't remember." Trowa nodded. "Well I'll be back." Quatre watched him leave before flipping threw the book.
Trowa sighed as he started the Mr. Coffee. He was staring to feel like Vanyel. He leaned against the counter before throwing his head back. ~I don't think I can do this anymore.~ He sighed again. ~I'll end up hurting Cat at this rate. He thinks of me as a big brother. Why did I have let him in? Why didn't just push him away like everyone else? Because you're a fool Nanashi. You just had to take your mask off.~ He lowered his head with a long sigh. He glanced outside. ~Why would Cat ever want a person like me? I'm not even human.~
Quatre gasped. "Allah?! How could that had happened?" He lowered the book. ~Trowa...This was almost me!~ He shivered. He felt the same way after he though he killed Trowa, if wasn't for Heero he might of jumped to. ~Trowa where are I can't sense you anymore!~ Quatre jumped to feet franticly searching for his friend's mind. He almost collapsed in relief when he sensed it again. He set the book down deep in thought. ~I have to tell him now. I can't let something like happen.~
Trowa turned when Quatre walked into the kitchen. Quatre noticed something wrong with his friend's eyes the moment he looked at him. They seem hauntingly familiar but he couldn't place them at first. ~They're the same as when I first meet him..but why?~ "Trowa are you ok?" Trowa looked away. "Trowa what is it? You can tell me.can't you? " Quatre asked sounding hurt. "You wouldn't understand Quatre." ~I wouldn't understand?!~ "What wouldn't I understand?" He asked pleadingly before reaching out for Trowa. Trowa turned his back on him. "You just wouldn't ok?" "No it's not ok! Don't shut me out like this! Please Trowa?" Trowa didn't move. "Trowa..?" Quatre begged one last time before hugging him form behind. "I won't just abandon you just because you ignore me." He buried his face into Trowa's back. "Talk to me?"
Trowa closed eyes. "Quatre.." "What it is let me help you? I want to help you." Trowa sighed. "Quatre you can't always fix everything just by knowing about it." "Trowa let out. Keeping it inside will only cause you more pain." Trowa placed his hands on Quatre's and removed them before turning to face him. "I'm not worried causing myself pain." Quatre looked up at him. "You're worried about me?" Trowa looked away. "Oh Trowa..." "There's much about me that you don't know." "Then tell me?" "No. Quatre you don't want to know.." Quatre gently turned Trowa's face to face him. "I want to know. You won't scare me way." "Ok fine. I killed my family." Quatre toke a step back. "They were an adoptive family but I still helped to kill them.. .In fact I've been killing people since before I was ten."
"I'm so sorry." "Why? I'm not. I don't feel anything remember?" "That's not true." "Yes it is Quatre. I don't feel remorse like you. I kill, and kill, and I feel nothing." "I DON'T CARE!" Trowa blinked at Quatre's outburst. "I wish I was like you and didn't feel so much pain. I have empathy Trowa I know what others feel. You feel." Trowa looked away. "I know you don't what to hurt me Trowa. You never have, but I have hurt you." Trowa winced. "I know it was the Zero but still I almost killed you, and you never abandoned me." "Quatre." "I know you have a lot of dark secrets in you so do I, but I would never turn on you Trowa." Trowa looked up at him. "I know something's bothering you so why don't you just tell me?" Trowa shook his head. "I can't" "Why?" "It would." Quatre put a finger to his lips. "You think I could never love you because you're you? Did that stop Duo?" Trowa lowered his eyes. "And here I thought you didn't love me." Trowa blinked. "Wha." Quatre smiled. "I some of the book. I didn't want that to happen to us." He toke a step forward. "I got you back and I don't want to risk losing you again."
"Cat I." "I know you only wanted to protect me form your daemons. But if Heero and Duo can pull it of then so can we." "I'm not so sure." "Why?" "Rasid." Quatre threw his arms around Trowa's neck. "You let me worry about Rasid." "Yes Cat." "Quatre smiled as he pushed himself up on his toes and kissed Trowa. He smiled to himself when Trowa wrapped his strong arms around him holding him close.
Ok end of part two. Cute hun? Conflicting emotions are fun. It may seem like I'm promoting the book Magic's Pawn, well I am. It also inspired me. Well chapter three will be much longer and not so dark. Keke. Also the other two will be making their appearances. Well Till next time hun? Oh yeah I put the link to the AMV in my Bio so go look it up kay?
