Disclaimer, you know the rest. Thank you everyone for your wonderful reviews. Ron might not die, so don't cry just yet. I haven't made up my mind yet. OK, herez we go!

Kim sat quietly in the waiting room, her head in her hands. Suddenly a mean little voice appeared in the back of her head, and began to speak, her own voice. It sounded like a tired, quiet Kim.

"it's your fault. You killed him," the naughty little voice nagged.

"But I-" Kim thought.

"YOU did it, you know. You broke his heart. He's dead because of you!" the voice urged.

"I know! I killed Ron! I know I did it!" Kim said out loud. People were staring at her. "He loved me, and I killed him!" Kim screamed at them.

"Kimmie!" Kim heard. She looked up, to find her mother looking at her, shocked.

"What! I killed him!" Kim sobbed.

"Kimmie, they don't know if he's going to die yet! Calm down!" her mother said.

"What are you doing here?" Kim asked.

"I work here, Kimmie."

"Oh yeah. Mom, it's my fault!"

"No it's not. It's nobody's fault!" her mother said.

"It's mine! He loved me."

"Oh Kim. Don't say that."

"I'll say it if I want to! It's true!" Kim said. And suddenly she rushed out of the room and toward Ron's hospital room. Then ran over to the bed, and wrapped her arms around Ron's limp body. "I'm sorry Ron! I'm so sorry!" she sobbed. It was her fault. It was all her fault. It was all her fault. It was all her fault.

"Why are YOU sorry?" a soft voice said.

"Huh?" Kim asked.

"I said, why are YOU sorry? I tried to kill myself. You didn't do anything."

"Ron?"

"What?"

"You're alright!"

"So what? So I'm bad at everything! I can't even commit suicide right!"

"Don't say that!"

"I can if I want. I wanted to die. You stopped me. It's none of your business ."

"Yes it is my business. I don't want you to die."

"You should. Then you could be all happy with your beloved Josh. You don't give a damn about me."

"Ron never say that. If I didn't give a damn about you I would have let you die."

"Whatever."

"Ron listen. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to-I'm jut sorry."

Ron didn't respond. He closed his eyes and turned his face slightly away from her. A tear escaped his eye.

"Ron-"

"Just leave me the hell alone!"

Kim was shocked. That wasn't like Ron at all.

"What ever happened to you 'essential Ronness'?" Kim asked, trying to smile.

"I went away. Like you should. Just go away KP! Leave me alone!"

"OK Ron. Whatever you want. I'm going."

Kim left the hospital room, an empty feeling inside her. She ate some peanuts from a vending machine. But the feeling didn't go away.

Kim was beginning to realize that the feeling wasn't because she was hungry,

And it wasn't coming from her stomach.

SO SAD! I HATE MYSELF!

~Moonchild (more soon)