Confessions of a Heartbreaker

            Okay … this isn't really a new story … it's more like a revised version of Round & Round in a Circle of Madness, without all the people being horribly out of character and the result of my imagination running wild … in fact, this was what I wanted Round & Round to be, this is what Round & Round was supposed to be like before I ruined it … (if you notice, Chapter 1, which was the only real chapter, was very much different than all the other chapters) … and anyways … this is what I had in mind … and this is what I want you *points to readers* to enjoy reading.

            Er … ^^;; well … Pan will be a bit … OOC here? But nobody else … kay? *crosses fingers*

                                                                         Chapter 1: Returning

            "But why?" Stuttered the boy, "I-I thought you liked me, Pan … I thought that-"

            "That's right." Interrupted the ebony haired girl standing in the middle of a crowd composed entirely of giggling girls, "You thought I liked you … but really, even a dense head like yours can figure it out, why would I want to go out with a freak like you?"

            "Who do you think you are anyway?" Piped up a pretty redhead in the crowd, her arms were folded and about three-dozen shiny bangles dangled from her wrists, "And you really thought that you, of all people, had a chance with Son Pan? The most popular girl in school? Dream on, freak!"

            The ebony-haired girl, now identified by the name of Pan nodded approvingly, a superior gleam in her large and mesmerizing eyes, "Well said, that pretty much sums it up, now if you'll excuse me, I have to get home early today." She started to head out of the school and she heard some of the people around her murmuring. She only smirked harder at that, and as she was about to push open the heavy metal doors a cold hand grasped on to her shoulder.

            "What do you want?" Pan spun around and stared into the startlingly pale blue eyes of the unfortunate poor boy that she had just dumped.

            Well, technically, she was never going out with him, so it didn't really count, but still, it gave her the satisfaction of thinking so.

            "I just want to know … why?" Asked the boy, with hurt in her eyes.

            Pan narrowed her eyes and threw her hands on her hips, of which were adorned by a pair of tight, low-stretch designer jeans, "Fine, you want to know? I'll tell you, I never said that I liked you, you probably just have naturally assumed that, I might have been friendly to you, but then again, how can I help it if someone like you have a crush on someone like me, and anyways, the only fun part of a relationship is the break-up, of course, we never did have a relationship, so what if I asked you to come to a few movies and dinners with me? That doesn't mean anything at all! I only tolerated you to break up with you, god, why on earth would I possibly go out with you?" She stopped for a second to let the full intentions of her words sink in, and her usual smirk re-appeared on her face as she saw that anger and hatred had resided in the boy's eyes.

            "And besides." The final insult was thrown, "You should have seen the look on your face, it was hilarious." Pan was about to turned around, her job was done and she was fully satisfied. But the boy stepped in front of her and stared straight into her eyes.

            "Get away from me, freak!" Protested the girl as she tried to avoid his gaze … to no avail, those shocking blue eyes of his bore into her skin and she shivered when she heard him spit.

            "You don't deserve anyone, you think it's such a fun thing? Going around, crushing people and their hearts? It's all just a game for you? You're the almighty queen and everybody else are just your puny pawns?" The boy spat, venom lacing each word, "Well, you know what? You're going to lose at your own game, and one of these days, you will know how it feels to be heartbroken. No one will ever love you, simply because you are incapable of the greatest thing in existence."

            "Whatever." Pan rolled her eyes, "I have to go, goodbye, loser!" She slung her backpack over one shoulder and pushed open the door, stepping out facing the full glory of the afternoon sun. As she passed by a group of kids down the few marble stairs of her high school, she heard a girl with long braids mutter to her friend, "Look, there she is, the heartbreaker."

            Pan smirked as she stepped into the parking lot, that's right, isn't it? She was the heartbreaker, known for shattering boys' hearts into little tiny pieces, they all try to avoid her at first, but it just wasn't possible to resist her. She reached for her car keys and stepped inside her silver Lotus Elise, of which she had christened Prince Ezra II, one of the only males that she could stand, but then again, it was just a car, so it didn't count as being a male. As she started the engine, she heard a group of boys whistle at her from the top of the bleachers, she in return, gave a playful wave and wink as she drove out of the school grounds and started for the way home.

            The boy's words began to drift back into her head, you're going to lose at your own game, and one of these days, you will know how it feels to be heartbroken. No one will ever love you, simply because you are incapable of the greatest thing in existence …she shook her head and laughed, god, he really is a freak, only some idiot like him could say that, she felt the wind toss her hair over her shoulder as she turned the corner in her beloved convertible and drove up the glinting driveway of her mother's California-style mansion.

            Pan hopped out of her car and dashed up the stairs leading to the gold-framed door, she pushed it open and was immediately greeted by her other beloved male, Prince Ezra, a beautiful two-year old male collie whose golden fur gleamed from the sunbeams sneaking their ways into the mansion. The girl smiled as she gave the dog a pat on the head and tossed her backpack on the ground, "Mom! I'm home!"

            "In the kitchen!" Came a muffled reply.

            The dog trotted beside the ebony-haired beauty as she walked into the kitchen, greeted by her mother sitting on a chair in the kitchen, phone in one hand, cigarette in the other. Pan frowned when she saw the white stick clutched between her mother's fingers. She hated it when her mother smoked, she had learned in school what smoking did to a person's body condition, and she hated her mother for smoking.

            No, she didn't hate her mother, she hated her father, for it was only after he left that she started smoking … and all her other unpleasant habits.

            Her mother, Videl Satan, smiled one of her rarely seen smiles and hung up the phone, "Hey, sweetie, how was school today?"

            "Great." Pan replied as she grabbed the milk carton from the fridge and took a sip from it, not to mention breaking another boy's heart today.

            "Pan, don't drink from the carton, you should be considerate of others once in a while." Videl frowned as she puffed her cigarette.

            "Mom, don't smoke … period, you should also be considerate of others." Pan answered with a smile as she tossed her milk back in the fridge.

            Her mother smiled also and rested her hand on her forehead, Pan grinned, her mother was so pretty, probably the reason why she was also, except her mother had a sense of classical beauty rather than her lustful beauty… which is also probably the reason that she's an accomplished actress. "So? Why did you want me home so early, mom?"

            "Oh … Pan … I meant to tell you … I have another shoot next month … it's actually located someplace in West City … I think." Videl flipped through some papers, most likely a looking for a contract, "It's the first one of a series."

            "Great mom," Pan sat down beside her mother and smirked, "Don't worry, I won't forget to feed the fish while you're away." She took a look behind her into the huge aquarium behind her, about a dozen fish swam freely in the crystal water, there used to be twice that many before her mother's last movie shoot.

            "That's the thing." Videl bit her bottom lip, a habit that she used when she had something important to say. "Like I said … it's going to be the first in a series, television series, that is … and I might have to stay there … maybe a few years … or possibly, if it goes well and the show's a big hit, I might even live there … permanently."

            Pan's jaw dropped, "But what about me?"

            "Of course you're coming also …" Her mother added quietly, "We're moving … and you're going to another school … obviously, oh Pan … I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, please don't be upset … I-"

            "Oh no, that's fine. I don't mind at all. Frankly, I've gotten quite tired with my school." And just about dumped every boy in it, she added mentally.

            Videl sighed a breath of relief, "Oh … thank you so much, Pan, you don't know how much this means to me, and West City is really neat, you even have a few relatives there!"

             "Really?" A look of surprise flashed across Pan's face, but left as quickly as it came, "Yours? Or his?"

            Her mother frowned slightly as she answered, "His brother … and your uncle."

            "No, if it's his relative, they have nothing to do with me … I'm not related to them." Pan muttered angrily.

            "But he's really friendly … we were good friends when you were younger, you remember him, don't you? He used to baby-sit you all the time! You just don't really remember him because we moved when you were four. You'll like him, I promise."

            "Whatever …" Pan folded her arms as she started to stand up, "When are we leaving?"

            "Well … I don't want to sell the house … since we might come back … so I'm hiring a maid and a gardener to come every couple of days to keep the building and lot well-maintained. But if we start packing right away, I'm sure that we could catch the plane next Tuesday. I want to arrive there early to check out the houses and things."

            "Oh … plane? But what about Prince Ezra II?" Pan asked nervously, not wanting to lose her car.

            "We'll ship that … it won't arrive at West City for another month or so … but it'll still be there, alright?"

            The girl nodded once before heading up the stairs, a new school? She could hardly wait! It made her excited just thinking about all the boys that she would be able to dump! Ooooo! What fun! She snickered once as she closed her bedroom door behind her … she could not wait to meet her so-called relatives … perhaps she could break their hearts also …

            Or perhaps one of them might break hers …

           

           

                                                                          End of Chapter 1

            Okay … so … that was a real lame ending … but whatever! I'm feeling good vibrations from my psyche about this story! (Heehee … I said that about Guiding Light) Well … I won't blabber ... leave the author a little comment and such … kay?

 

                                                                          -Juunanagou4ever