I hated this. I hated that he would never see her bright smile agian, I hated that I would never have a chance to fill a house with kids with Elizabeth, I hated that I would never see her walk down the alse towards me in a white gown, ,The thing I hated most was that it was my fault.
A few hours later
I opened my eyes, and all I could see was a blur. "Elizabeth" The voice said. "Jason" I manged to whisper. "she`s awake" the voice said. "Jason" I asked agian. "No, this is doctor Eve Lambert Tornhart. Elizabeth, how do you feel" the voice answered. "sleepy" I whispered, and then I asked agian "Jas". She brushed a curl away from my face, "Elizabeth do you remember what happened?" she asked. A smile crept to my face "Jason said he loved me". I heard laughter "Any thing else hun". "My chest hurt" I admitted "Jason?" I asked for the third time. "He isn`t here" She answered. "Get him" I mumbled. I felt my eyes starting to close agian "Please"
I walked slowly into the hosptal waiting room. I knew she was probley gone by now, Brenda was probably crying in Jax`s arms by now, And Lucky and Summer were maybe crying in each others arms. It took all my courage to walk into that room. To my suprise Sonny was sitting in a chair. "Jason" Brenda cried running up to me. To my suprise nobody was crying. "She`s gone, I know" I said sadly. "No she isn`t" Breda said confused. My heart soared, but only for a moment. "Jason she is alive. She made it through the surgery. "She what" I asked shocked. "Jas she`s alive". "and awake" A voice said. "I manged to have a little talk with her before she fell back asleep. She could only mumble a few words, mostly 'Jason'". Dr Eve Lambert Tornhart smiled "She made me come look for you. I guess you just made it. She wanted to see you, but she`s asleep now". "I`m going in any way" I said.
I walked slowly into Elizabeth's private room. She look the same as she had earlier, except much whiter. I gulped, and walked over to her bedside. I sat down in a hard chair and watched her sleep.
I opened my eyes to bright sun light. I had to blink to see right. I felt a little pain shoot up my leg "must be from the bike" I whispered. The sun was so bright that I turned carefully on my side. I let out a small gasp. Jason was sleep, in a chair next to my bed. I smiled, 'he came' I though. "Jason" I whispered "Jas". "huh.." he mumbled. "Jason, wake up" i said gently. "Where am I" he asked his eyes still shut. "The hosptal" I answered. "Elizabeth?"He asked shooting up "How is she". "She`s fine" i giggled. "Elizabeth" he said softly, he reached over and ran his hand down my face "I though i lost you". "You`ll never lose me, Jas" I sighed. "I love you so much, Liz" he said. "I love you to Jas" I answered.
I walked out of her room. I looked back at her sleeping soundly. I smile to myself 'Elizabeth`s alive. Elizabeth loves me. I love Elizabeth'. I walked through the double doors. "Jason, can I talk to you for a mintue" A voice asked. I new that voice, it`s owner was my best friend for many year. "Sure Sonny" I answered. He took my out side the waiting room. He rubbed his forhead "Jason what the hell did you do?" he asked me. "What? I asked knowing he was talking about Courtney or Elizabeth. "Elizabeth`s heart failed" he reminded. "Sonny listen..." I started."Jason don`t even. I love Elizabeth like a sister...". "Sister!!!!!" I exclaimed "You don`t even know my Elizabeth". "For one, she isn`t 'your' Elizabeth, and for another me & Elizabeth have grown close over the last few months". Sonny & Liz. Close how did he mean 'close'. "You better not have lane a hand on her" I warned. "Jason I said a sister, not a mistress. And besides I`m married to Carly, whom I love" Sonny said. "sorry" I mumbled. He looked hard at me "Jason what did you do to her. Her heart failed, what the hell did you say to her" Sonny asked. "I told her I loved her" I admitted.
"Can I come in" Brenda asked "Of course
i can what am i thinking " Elizabeth laughed "Hi Brenda". Brenda
smiled warmly "How are you?". "better" Elizabeth answered. "I`m
sure you are" Brenda winked sitting beside her friends bed. "Brenda"
Elizabeth laughed. "Honey, he loves you. Trust me, I was married to him"
Brenda laughed. "Yah great marriage you guys had" Elizabeth pointed
out. "He loves you" Brenda said "I can see it in his eyes everytime
he says your name". "I love him so much Brenda. I do, it`s just every time
I`m with Jason i get hurt" Elizabeth explained. "But this time will
be different. Because this time it`ll be forever".
