DISCLAIMER: SM NOOO OWN YUGIOH! GOT THAT! . The song snippets is from Brandy "Apart". Didn't like the song, but it umm suits the umm Mood of the Story!

Just a minor detail, I'm surprised some peeps didn't know. In the Japanese version it's Yami no Gemu. That be the Game of Darkness, Dark Games. Point is. Dark! English version they say Shadow Games. @.@ Where is Blazes did they get that from? Don't tell me the word Dark is a Censored Word too?! . Next thing you know you can't use the word Purple! Or umm Pink! (Which I don't mind really.) Just Had to Point that out. Oh Yami's over 3,000 yrs old, the Game was born 5,000. ^.^ Hope that helps?

Now on with the Ficcie!

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Alone ~~ *dream sequence*

You used to spend time with me

You would never leave

But now the time you used to give

You spend with your friends

Lately I've been feeling like you're taking me for granted

You do not appreciate any thing I do

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Yet again I'm walking home alone. The others and my Yami are way ahead of me, completely forgetting that I'm not there with them. I looked before me as they disappeared into the arcade. None bother to ask if I wanted to go, none even bothered to look back. I saw them laughing, joking, and telling secrets. They used to be my friends now they are my Yami's. All of them had forgotten I Am Here. Behind them waiting for someone to speak. It never came.

Days became weeks, weeks into months and soon it was Summers Vacation. My loneliness only grew more. I was always in my room or in the library, or just sitting at the park benches gazing at the lake. My heart was shattered my soul gone. He forgotten me, after all those times he Promised to Stay with Me, Always. That Promise broken, my spirit barely whole, I became withdrawn to all things around me. I am now completely Alone.

Things just got worse during my vacation. My friends and my Yami went out more and to a lot of places. Never once was I invited, not even one remark of suggestion. Maybe they thought Yami and I came as a Package, or maybe they thought me to small and innocent to even bother. Even if it weren't true, he Never once asked me If I wanted to go. I was Completely Ignored and Abandoned. No one calls for me no more. So I never answered the phone. Why bother? It's never for me anyways. It was either Yami or for grandpa.

My days just gets more miserable and lonely. No one cared for me, not no one, not even my Yami or grandpa noticed me. I was like a shadow hiding away from the light. There, but not there. I laughed to myself. I'm the shadow not my Yami. I looked in the mirror, and looked at myself. My hair is droopy, my eyes no longer shines. I think I look like one of those old priest in some old temples reading from a thick dusty book.

Day after day. It was Yami, Yami, Yami. Even my grandpa was worshiping him. His business went up after they found out He was family. I happen to help in some of his games, yet I am not acknowledged.

Then one day. After being ignored for so long, I found the courage to ask my friends. Why? Why did you forget about me?

That is why I'm leaving you

Sorry cannot fix it

You'll regret everything

You'll be looking for me

You never listen to me

You never love me

I've done everything I could

You did not meet me half way, why?

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Their answer was, "Oh Yugi. Sorry. We completely forgot about you."

My Yami had a complete shocked look in his face, as if He just Noticed I was there.

I did a 180 and ran off. I heard them crying after me, but it's to late. To late to be sorry, to late to make it up. Half a year went by and I finally found out, I Really Didn't Matter. They had Him! He is everything that I am not. Cool, Suave, Confident and Brave.

That night, Yami returned to his soul room, after such along time I felt his presence in Puzzle. So I went to my soul room to look for him. Wondering Why he was here. So I knocked in his soul room's door and he answered. The look on his face was something I couldn't even recognize. Hurt? Or is that Annoyed? That set my heart to stone. He really Didn't care did he? "I'm sorry. You haven't been in your soul room for awhile and I felt.....something. That's all. I'll leave you alone." I went back to my soul room. And he closed his door. He didn't stop me to talked. Not a word passed between us. It's as if I wasn't there and I meant nothing to him.

I made up my mind. After being Abandoned by everyone, I made a conclusion. I am not needed nor am I wanted.

I waited till Yami left the puzzle. And I took it off and stashed it my bag along with some clothes. And out I ran into the cold rainy night.

Midnight Sweats ~~~

I woke up in a start. I had to relive my pains. My eyes were wet and my heart ached. Why did I dream this now? Why is He still in my mind!

Well now you know. Some of it anyways.

And that's when everything changed for me. My Enemies had become my Friends. A true Friend. And This is my home.

I haven't really told them everything that happened. The Real reason. But, when I'm ready. I'll tell the whole truth. Until I come to terms with my Yami. I'll keep it to myself for now. Though, that day seems to draw near. Once I'm in school. I'll have no choice But to see Him again.

I settled back to sleep. Hopefully my nightmare will cease. And so I let the darkness take me, to my dark and lonely place.

My Soul Room? ~~~

I opened my eyes to find myself in my soul room. But as I looked again. It's not the messy room of toys like the soul room in my puzzle. But that can't be? My puzzle is kept in a box hidden far in the depths of my closet. This new room is full light and the walls are full of books, and sculptures of angels and mythological beasts. Is this my soul room? My Real Soul Room? I looked around even room. It's bigger than the one I had in my puzzle. It had a bedroom, a sitting room and a study room. I went to the bedroom. It's bright and yellow-orange in here. Like the rising sun coming out of the sea in the mornings. Bright lively and new. The bed had golden sheets and fluffy white pillows. The canopy is a pale see through yellow with golden sparkles in them. On the walls are paintings of angels, scenes of the ocean and forests, and even an underwater painting of a golden palace under the sea with fishes swimming all over. Then to the sitting room. It's simple enough. A sofa and coffee table and a cabinets full of little crystal figurines and more sculptures. Then last is the study I believe? It had a big desk and a cushy chair. And the walls were packed wall to wall with books. If the soul room is a reflection of your soul. How is this me? Or is this the real me that I have forgotten? I went to the desk and there is a open book. I decided to read what's it about, and to my amazement, it's written in a scripture I never seen before. And the weirdest part is, I Can Read It. And so I read the first page.

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It is said that a man has 3 sides of itself after it dies.

It's BA which is the soul, or that part of a person that had external existence after death.

It's KA which is the double or the abstract personality of a man or woman. And is said to be able to separate itself from or unite itself to the body at will and could move freely from place to place.

And lastly, it's Khaibit which is the just the shadow of a man.

But.

What if that man is of pure Light?

What effects will it have on it's other selves?

Where there is Light there will be Shadows. And where Shadows dwells, there to will be Darkness.

All three are connected. All three always together. If one is gone, so will the others.

Then truly, that is what we call a "True Death."

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I read it over and over. Some how it . . . . it well it feels like I know this? My soul, My Ba, isn't that Yami? So then? Who and where are the other two?

Something flashed to me again. That scene I had early. Of the altar, the moon, and the two children. It felt familiar. Like I've been to that place before. Like I should know those two children. But I don't. Now it started to bug me even more. Why? Why is this happening to me? It felt like an old memory, but not mines. And definitely not Yami's. Because it Felt older than the 3,000 year old pharaoh.

The more I pondered the more lost I got. And soon I noticed everything around me were starting to fade and I was going backwards. Fast. Like falling down but going sideways. More like a jet going fast backwards. My stomach felt like it was in knots and I felt really dizzy. Then as soon as it started, everything went black and I was back in my room. In the real world. I shook off the feelings thinking it a dream. But those scriptures were stuck on my mind. Since I couldn't figure it out now, I put it back in my mind to ponder later. Right now I'm tired and sleepy. Tomorrow is Sunday. The last day of Summer vacation is almost gone. Deep in my covers I crawled. And balled up and found myself in a peaceful sleep at last.

A Place on the Moon ~~~

"Araz'il? Araz'il where are you!" A silver haired man called out in the bleakness of the moon. He was fairly young but his violet eyes seem to hold a certain ancientness to it. He wore a cloak of shimmering rainbow colors that flashed and glowed in his aura. And the most beautiful thing about him was his silver white wings that was spread out wide behind him. Instead of having one pair he had 4 pairs of them. All shimmering with rainbow like colors when the sun's ray hit it just right. "There you are! I've been looking for you!" The young angel pouted at the dark haired angel of 3 black wings.

"Raziel? I'm here by the garden ruins." Replied back the dark angel. His deep black eyes staring up at the blue planet. And his long black braided hair floating sideways by an invisible winds.

"Looking at the blue planet again Araz'il? You miss him . . . that much?" Raziel sat next to Araz'il and laid his head down the dark angel's lap.

The dark angel stokes his hands through the silver haired angel. "Yes." Was his simple reply.

Raziel wrinkled his not at his friend. Which caused the dark one to chuckle softly. "Are we jealous love?"

Raziel looked up at him and pouted. Then lightly punched at his shoulders. "I was worried about you! You've been . . . like a zombie lately. Staring at the blue planet like a lost lover or something!"

"I'll take that as a yes then." And chuckled more as he holds the silvered haired angel close. "You know I love you Raziel. My love for you and to him is different. You should know that."

"I know. It's just. Your always . . . there. Waiting. Waiting for him. What if he Never comes? What will you do then? Will you go back to sleep? And leave me again?"

The dark one cups the other's chin. "I am sorry to have left you alone for so long Raziel. I didn't meant to. You know the contract. It is hard for me to stay if he isn't here also. We are one. Life shared as One. Without my other, I cannot exist. You know this well better than any other. The only reason you were spared was because you was needed here."

Raziel laid his cheeks to Araz'il soft cool hands. "I have missed you so much Araz'il. For long have I waited for this day to come. Where we will be united again. All of us."

"The others? Are they awake to?" Questioned the dark one.

"Sariel and Remiel are already awake. Those two are always together. So naturally the both woke at the same time."

Now the dark one chuckled out load this time. "Ah. Those two. After all this time, I'm surprised they stand one another."

Raziel chuckled softly. "Yes. I wonder to sometimes. But like they say, the more one fights another, really loves the other?"

"In their case. Maybe? Hard to believe though. In the tense of some of their battles you'd think they killed each other by now. If that's how they show love. I hate to see how they show hate."

"Arazi'il? Will our others awaken? The time draws near. Already I feel the darkness trying to puncture a hole out."

"They have to. They just have to Raziel. Or all hope will be lost. Our fights will be all for nothing."

The two angel watched the blue planet together until the sun completely disappeared behind it, and went back inside a palace made of ivory and silver.

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Confusing? Wondering? Lost?

The 3 souls of man is from Egyptian text in the Book of the Dead. The names are right, and I hope the definition. was sorta right? I'll just use Yami as Yugi's Ba. He is Yugi's other soul anyways. The darker half of it?

By the way, those angel's names are really angel's name. See if you can figure who goes with who! ^.^ As a price I'll umm umm actually finish this story? *ducks as knives and duckies are being thrown* Okay!

So the question IS?

Who are those angels? What is their goals? And what do they mean by their Others? Hmmm. The plot thickens! But is it Thick enough?

And What did Yami do to Break Yugi's heart? Oh well, like he said. Once he is ready to tell, he'll tell! Mwahahahhahaaa! And boy is it Angsty! . You'll pay for making Yugi cry Yami! You Baka-yaro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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