Disclaimer : not mine, Star wars belongs to the great George Lucus.

'I mean it would destroy us emotionally.' He replied Looking down.

Padme's heart almost stopped. 'Yes, it would. but We still can't I'm not going to let you risk your carrer as a jedi Ani.'

Anakin looked up at her. 'Can't you see it Padme, Can you really ignore the fact the we are inlove ? ?'

Padme winced. He said the words. He was the first to say them. Say that they were in love. 'I know Ani....' Padme didnt get to finish when Anakin interupted. 'Please don't call me Ani. No one has for ages' Padme smiled 'But you are and will always be my Ani. Plus, I like the way it sounds' Anakin laughed softly. That was the first time that night that the room had been lit up by her smile and his laugh. But soon, the air became tense again. 'Padme we can't ignore it. You know we can't I know we can't, can't we just give us a try ? I love you' Anakin said hopefully.

Padme moistened her lips. 'I would like to Ani' She didnt stop the tears running down her cheeks. 'I'm...I'm just scared' Anakin moved forwards and pulled her into his arms. 'Don't be, I'm here for you I'll always be.' He whispered softly in her ear as he ran his hnd up and down her back. 'I want to give it a try Ani. I want to give us a try.' Anakin leaned forwards and kissed her.

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Anakin lay in bed thinking of their long descusion. Smiling he drifted off.

Padme couldn't sleep. Horrible thoughts kept running through her mind. Thoughts of him facing the jedi and telling them, thoughts of what would happen to them. She didnt know what she was getting the into, but honestly she didnt care. Life right now seemed to perfect.

************************** 'Ah, Padme, how was it ?' Anakin asked, refering to the meeting he had with some senators.

'More boring than you can imagine.' She muttered burying her face against his chest. 'you wouldn't be able to stand it.' she sighed finding a more comfortable place to lay her head. 'Yes, true, but even if it were interesting for you, I wouldn't like it anyway' he smiled a lopsided smile. 'I guess that is true' Anakin laughed.

Padme leaned up and quickly kissed her lips. 'I've got to go' she let go of him.

'Huh ? but the ball isn't for ages' Anakin looked confused.

'Yes, it mightn't be, but do you have any idea how long it takes me to fix my hair ?' she asked.

Anakin laughed. 'An, yeah, I totally forgot'

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'Which one' Sabe asked holding up two dresses. Padme shook her head franticlly. 'Neither ! You know the blue one' She said.

'Mi'lady..' sabe began.

'Now ! none of that. its either Padme or Amidala' she sighed. Sabe laughed.

'Yes, I know that, its funny the way you react to me when I call you that. Yes, I do know the blue one, but the thing is wihc, you have one thousand blue ones'

'The one with the different blues' padme said with a sign.

'This one ?' Sabe asked holding up a beautiful long midnight blue dress.

Laughing Padme ran forwards. 'YES ! THAT ONE !' she cried in joy.

A few hours later.

The bell rang. 'I'll get it !' Sabe called from the next room. Sabe slowly opened the door. 'Hi' Anakin said.

'Um... hi' Sabe let a smiling Anakin into the Padmes room. 'Hey !' He took Padmes hand a gently kissed it. 'You look beautiful'

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