Rememberance
Chapter 2: One more Year
Inuyasha woke up with a jolt. Damn dream. He hated that memory, it ended up that in the end they would fight, more than fight, long to kill eachother. Partly over a sword, but mostly over hate, a hate that had lasted for 63 years.(hope that's right)
He sat up, and to his shock saw Kagome staring at him. Oh great, now Kagome will want to know what's wrong, just what he needed. He didn't feel like explaining anything to her, what was the point? What was one more year going to do?
Kagome now more than ever wanted to know, do to the fact he growled his little "feh" at her. "What, Inuyasha?" She finnaly asked. Now he had to lie, or tell the truth.
What truth, that he once loved his older youkai brother? That he once dreamed to be like him, strong, handsome, and fearless. No, he couldn't, Kagome would think he was soft, that he didn't fully hate Sesshoumaru, and bring it up then they would fight.
"Nothing," he snapped. His answer was a little too slow, and Kagome saw through his sheild. He good at hiding a few emtions, but love, and compassion, nah, he was horrible at it. Kagome raised an eyebrow, something she didn't do to often to him.
"Tell me," she coaxed, with her sugary sweet voice, a voice Inuyasha loved. He felt a tinge at the spot where that love for her was, but blocked it.
"No." It was a simple answer, but he was simple, simple in many ways, but complicated in many more. He felt the need push up. Damn human emtions, that was all that crossed his mind.
"If yo don't tell me, I'll wake everyone up with that one word," she teased him. He liked it, she was more atractive when she teased him. Though she liked like Kikyo, Kagome seemed more beautiful.
Fine, his mind gave in. "You know how Sesshoumaru and I hate eachother?" That was a simle duh, of course she knew. He mentaly smacked himself. "Well, of course you know. But I didn't ALWAYS hate him." He swallowed a lump. Why was this so hard? Why did he feel the need to hide this, weakness crept into his mind. The word thing he hated more than Sesshoumaru, more than Narraku.
"Really?" Kagome asked shocked but secertly wished they liked eachother at one point. It would make his past more pleasant, she hated the saddness within him.
"Once, about 63 years ago on my birthday he was nice. We talked. Kagome we weren't snapping at eachtoher! Think about it, that's alittle hard to think, isn't it?"
"Yeah...it kind of is..."
"Well in the end I felt like I loved him...I cared and the worse part--"
"YOU LOVED HIM?!" Kagome almost woke everyone up.
"Don't rubb it in... I never stopped kind of. I mean I do hate him, but I hate that he was never like that again," he paused. He would have to tell the WHOLE memory for her to understand. So he began. It seemed to hurt him, like the poision withing his youkai brother's claws. It took some time, with Kagome asking questions durring the whole time.
"Then he carried me to my room, and I don't remember anything else bout that day..." His voice trailed, cover with regret.
"Well, why dose that haunt you?" Kagome didn't understand. She probably wouldn't. Maybe his matters were too confusing.
"It matters because...Kagome what time is it?"
Kagome checked her watch. "3:00, why?"
"How old do you think I am?" He laughed at his question. Like she knew it.
"67."
Inuyasha gasped, damn she was good. So quick with the answer, he jumped back a little. "Wha? How did you know? I never told you! But you're wrong, 68."
~~~~Somewhere far, but not too far~~~~
"Happy birthday, little hanyou," Sesshoumaru said as he stared up at the sky. He always said happy birthday to that hanyou.
~~~~Back at the hut where Inuyasha stayed~~~~
"Huh? 68? But you were 17 when you got killed by Kikyo...Inuyasha?"
Inuyasha got up and walked out of the hut, avoiding Miroku and Sango. Miroku was feeling Sango up, even in his sleep. Shippou was curled up in Kagome's sleeping bag. He wanted to leave the hut.
Inuyasha smelled the sweet air. Kagome followed and then leaned on his shoulder. "Happy Birthday, Inuyasha," she said it kissing Inuyasha's cheek.
He reacted by turning and staring at her. "Uhhhh...Kagome..." She kissed him on the lips.
"You are a very old teenager, Inuyasha."
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A.N: And how was it? I'm doing another chapter with Sesshoumaru, with his feeling now. Hopefully Rin helped him keep that part! Please Review, plus reviews, I love you guys you are soo nice, 4 nice ppl are alot!
Chapter 2: One more Year
Inuyasha woke up with a jolt. Damn dream. He hated that memory, it ended up that in the end they would fight, more than fight, long to kill eachother. Partly over a sword, but mostly over hate, a hate that had lasted for 63 years.(hope that's right)
He sat up, and to his shock saw Kagome staring at him. Oh great, now Kagome will want to know what's wrong, just what he needed. He didn't feel like explaining anything to her, what was the point? What was one more year going to do?
Kagome now more than ever wanted to know, do to the fact he growled his little "feh" at her. "What, Inuyasha?" She finnaly asked. Now he had to lie, or tell the truth.
What truth, that he once loved his older youkai brother? That he once dreamed to be like him, strong, handsome, and fearless. No, he couldn't, Kagome would think he was soft, that he didn't fully hate Sesshoumaru, and bring it up then they would fight.
"Nothing," he snapped. His answer was a little too slow, and Kagome saw through his sheild. He good at hiding a few emtions, but love, and compassion, nah, he was horrible at it. Kagome raised an eyebrow, something she didn't do to often to him.
"Tell me," she coaxed, with her sugary sweet voice, a voice Inuyasha loved. He felt a tinge at the spot where that love for her was, but blocked it.
"No." It was a simple answer, but he was simple, simple in many ways, but complicated in many more. He felt the need push up. Damn human emtions, that was all that crossed his mind.
"If yo don't tell me, I'll wake everyone up with that one word," she teased him. He liked it, she was more atractive when she teased him. Though she liked like Kikyo, Kagome seemed more beautiful.
Fine, his mind gave in. "You know how Sesshoumaru and I hate eachother?" That was a simle duh, of course she knew. He mentaly smacked himself. "Well, of course you know. But I didn't ALWAYS hate him." He swallowed a lump. Why was this so hard? Why did he feel the need to hide this, weakness crept into his mind. The word thing he hated more than Sesshoumaru, more than Narraku.
"Really?" Kagome asked shocked but secertly wished they liked eachother at one point. It would make his past more pleasant, she hated the saddness within him.
"Once, about 63 years ago on my birthday he was nice. We talked. Kagome we weren't snapping at eachtoher! Think about it, that's alittle hard to think, isn't it?"
"Yeah...it kind of is..."
"Well in the end I felt like I loved him...I cared and the worse part--"
"YOU LOVED HIM?!" Kagome almost woke everyone up.
"Don't rubb it in... I never stopped kind of. I mean I do hate him, but I hate that he was never like that again," he paused. He would have to tell the WHOLE memory for her to understand. So he began. It seemed to hurt him, like the poision withing his youkai brother's claws. It took some time, with Kagome asking questions durring the whole time.
"Then he carried me to my room, and I don't remember anything else bout that day..." His voice trailed, cover with regret.
"Well, why dose that haunt you?" Kagome didn't understand. She probably wouldn't. Maybe his matters were too confusing.
"It matters because...Kagome what time is it?"
Kagome checked her watch. "3:00, why?"
"How old do you think I am?" He laughed at his question. Like she knew it.
"67."
Inuyasha gasped, damn she was good. So quick with the answer, he jumped back a little. "Wha? How did you know? I never told you! But you're wrong, 68."
~~~~Somewhere far, but not too far~~~~
"Happy birthday, little hanyou," Sesshoumaru said as he stared up at the sky. He always said happy birthday to that hanyou.
~~~~Back at the hut where Inuyasha stayed~~~~
"Huh? 68? But you were 17 when you got killed by Kikyo...Inuyasha?"
Inuyasha got up and walked out of the hut, avoiding Miroku and Sango. Miroku was feeling Sango up, even in his sleep. Shippou was curled up in Kagome's sleeping bag. He wanted to leave the hut.
Inuyasha smelled the sweet air. Kagome followed and then leaned on his shoulder. "Happy Birthday, Inuyasha," she said it kissing Inuyasha's cheek.
He reacted by turning and staring at her. "Uhhhh...Kagome..." She kissed him on the lips.
"You are a very old teenager, Inuyasha."
~*~
A.N: And how was it? I'm doing another chapter with Sesshoumaru, with his feeling now. Hopefully Rin helped him keep that part! Please Review, plus reviews, I love you guys you are soo nice, 4 nice ppl are alot!
