Rememberance
Chapter 2: An Evil Youkai, With A Soft Spot
A.N: Okay crappy chapter name -_-;! Oh well, this is about Sesshoumaru, and he way he strugles with his memories(on the same night!!)
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Sesshoumaru looked up to the sky. He knew it was that day again, the day that always made ppert of him softer, but bringing him more toward hate. He always had that memory on this day. That memory haunted him for 63, or 64 years, he lost track of the time.
He looked about their post. Little Rin was curled up on his tail(isn't it a tail?) and Jaken was asleep on the other side of the fire. Thank god too, he could stand that little toad, but most of the time wished he could just kill him.
His eyes went back to Rin. God did she make the memory worse. She was just like little Inuyasha, playful, and always seemed to be happy, but most of had that weak spot inside of his cold shell of a youkai. She was making him weak, and that haunting memory didn't help much. It could drive a youkai crazy, and it was driving him crazy.
But the memory was sweet. It had a bitterness to it, but still sweet as ever. He enjoyed having someone look up to him. Did he still look up to him? Probably not but it was a thought worth his time.
Then he luaghed. It wasn't a cute laugh like Inuyasha's more of laugh that had an evil twinge to it from years of hate. Though why he laughed was yet unknown to him.
He was a youkai, but he still held some emtions. If he did not hold any then why was Rin there.
He needed to stop. He needed to leave the memory behind. He wanted the Tetsusaiga, and that hanyou had it. He also tainted the blood of his family. His mother replaced his own, and she was meerly human. He was also first born, the wepon should be his. He did have Tenseiga, it was his brith right, but it was useless.
But then again it braught Rin back, and has saved his life.(that part based on anime not sure in manga) He was a youkai who craved power, he needed power. Without that craving he would be weak.
Weak, again, that word. Thinking about his weakness, he found it was once again his memories. That one day changed part of him forever. He has yet to take whatever he lost back to him.
What he lost was in Inuyasha. Why think like this? Why not plan the death of that hanyou. He couldn't tonight. On his birthday of all days, he couldn't. What dose age matter? He seemed to just count the fights.
He was old, but not yet wise. If he was wise he'd stop with the nonsese over the Tetsusaiga. Let him have it. He couldn't though. Evil began to flow again, but he pushed it down.
The he heard something move. It was Rin, she was waking up. Hw ondered why she was. "What wrong Sesshoumaru-sama," she asked her voice quiet, probably to not wake the toad. He shook his head no, to single a nothing.
The he whispered, staring up at the sky, "Happy Birthday, little hanyou." He stared up at the sky. He always said happy birthday.
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A.N: It's over! I ended with the Fluffy baby. This chapter isn;t that good but oh well. Please review. (thinking about another sweet inuyasha and sesshoumaru memory thingy ma bob!!)
Chapter 2: An Evil Youkai, With A Soft Spot
A.N: Okay crappy chapter name -_-;! Oh well, this is about Sesshoumaru, and he way he strugles with his memories(on the same night!!)
~~~~~
Sesshoumaru looked up to the sky. He knew it was that day again, the day that always made ppert of him softer, but bringing him more toward hate. He always had that memory on this day. That memory haunted him for 63, or 64 years, he lost track of the time.
He looked about their post. Little Rin was curled up on his tail(isn't it a tail?) and Jaken was asleep on the other side of the fire. Thank god too, he could stand that little toad, but most of the time wished he could just kill him.
His eyes went back to Rin. God did she make the memory worse. She was just like little Inuyasha, playful, and always seemed to be happy, but most of had that weak spot inside of his cold shell of a youkai. She was making him weak, and that haunting memory didn't help much. It could drive a youkai crazy, and it was driving him crazy.
But the memory was sweet. It had a bitterness to it, but still sweet as ever. He enjoyed having someone look up to him. Did he still look up to him? Probably not but it was a thought worth his time.
Then he luaghed. It wasn't a cute laugh like Inuyasha's more of laugh that had an evil twinge to it from years of hate. Though why he laughed was yet unknown to him.
He was a youkai, but he still held some emtions. If he did not hold any then why was Rin there.
He needed to stop. He needed to leave the memory behind. He wanted the Tetsusaiga, and that hanyou had it. He also tainted the blood of his family. His mother replaced his own, and she was meerly human. He was also first born, the wepon should be his. He did have Tenseiga, it was his brith right, but it was useless.
But then again it braught Rin back, and has saved his life.(that part based on anime not sure in manga) He was a youkai who craved power, he needed power. Without that craving he would be weak.
Weak, again, that word. Thinking about his weakness, he found it was once again his memories. That one day changed part of him forever. He has yet to take whatever he lost back to him.
What he lost was in Inuyasha. Why think like this? Why not plan the death of that hanyou. He couldn't tonight. On his birthday of all days, he couldn't. What dose age matter? He seemed to just count the fights.
He was old, but not yet wise. If he was wise he'd stop with the nonsese over the Tetsusaiga. Let him have it. He couldn't though. Evil began to flow again, but he pushed it down.
The he heard something move. It was Rin, she was waking up. Hw ondered why she was. "What wrong Sesshoumaru-sama," she asked her voice quiet, probably to not wake the toad. He shook his head no, to single a nothing.
The he whispered, staring up at the sky, "Happy Birthday, little hanyou." He stared up at the sky. He always said happy birthday.
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A.N: It's over! I ended with the Fluffy baby. This chapter isn;t that good but oh well. Please review. (thinking about another sweet inuyasha and sesshoumaru memory thingy ma bob!!)
