I sat next to a girl yesterday
with golden-copper cury locks
a soft nose and beautiful ovaline face
normal sized, a small delicate bosom
cuves that cried out for me to draw them
in elegant erotic poetry over and over again.
She smiled at my jokes.
and laughed moonlight.
I think that YHWH was a sadist a lot.
~
Bible stories, bible stories,
get 'em while they're hot with human bias
and divine viciousness. But there is no divine -
why do I repeat it? God and heaven are dreams,
ivory gold ribbons to lure the masses in
so they can chain them in beliefs.
It's true that an idea can be better than belief.
I hope Alanis isn't too angry with me then, heh.
And if one ask me to prove it, I say:
Read my stories. I have quite a collection,
and if you can do that, and somehow find no answer,
then come and bitch at me. My mind is more complex
than any one poem could envelop, and even
a library could only brush my thoughts
innermost.
But I know, dear reader, you are better than that,
to flame blindly into the night.
~
What sect was I? How silly.
I read the Bible. Isn't that all that Protestants want?
I absorbed readings, tried to adapt them. Except-
I must share a secret. Before I realized it wasn't all true,
anything after the Gospel I ignored. Because, you see,
Jesus was the son of God, right? What could another say
that he hadn't?
Now I think people ignore the Gospel and just read Paul.
He was a legalist, a Pharisee - and even after
the road to Damascus, he was still a legalist.
He twisted Jesus' words greater than any atheist could.
~
ah, but I have blasphemed the Holy Spirit.
And I don't mind the fact I have. Ah well.
There's nothing after life - so I must make this world
a heaven for all people. Simple.
~
Poor infants.
You see, even though it's argued and debated,
YHWH killed so many babies in the Bible.
And I guess I'm just too softhearted,
or too disobedient to my creator
to not question murder, even IN war, of a child.
~
They killed God in Adolescence of Utena
in one petal-strewn rush of exhaust and naked women.
I love that movie.
But this is not enough.
~~~~~
A/N: Sarathiel, if you have any money, buy the first Utena DVD. The Rose Collection. You will never regret it. And if you don't, 'tis what KaZaA/WinXP is for. ^^
with golden-copper cury locks
a soft nose and beautiful ovaline face
normal sized, a small delicate bosom
cuves that cried out for me to draw them
in elegant erotic poetry over and over again.
She smiled at my jokes.
and laughed moonlight.
I think that YHWH was a sadist a lot.
~
Bible stories, bible stories,
get 'em while they're hot with human bias
and divine viciousness. But there is no divine -
why do I repeat it? God and heaven are dreams,
ivory gold ribbons to lure the masses in
so they can chain them in beliefs.
It's true that an idea can be better than belief.
I hope Alanis isn't too angry with me then, heh.
And if one ask me to prove it, I say:
Read my stories. I have quite a collection,
and if you can do that, and somehow find no answer,
then come and bitch at me. My mind is more complex
than any one poem could envelop, and even
a library could only brush my thoughts
innermost.
But I know, dear reader, you are better than that,
to flame blindly into the night.
~
What sect was I? How silly.
I read the Bible. Isn't that all that Protestants want?
I absorbed readings, tried to adapt them. Except-
I must share a secret. Before I realized it wasn't all true,
anything after the Gospel I ignored. Because, you see,
Jesus was the son of God, right? What could another say
that he hadn't?
Now I think people ignore the Gospel and just read Paul.
He was a legalist, a Pharisee - and even after
the road to Damascus, he was still a legalist.
He twisted Jesus' words greater than any atheist could.
~
ah, but I have blasphemed the Holy Spirit.
And I don't mind the fact I have. Ah well.
There's nothing after life - so I must make this world
a heaven for all people. Simple.
~
Poor infants.
You see, even though it's argued and debated,
YHWH killed so many babies in the Bible.
And I guess I'm just too softhearted,
or too disobedient to my creator
to not question murder, even IN war, of a child.
~
They killed God in Adolescence of Utena
in one petal-strewn rush of exhaust and naked women.
I love that movie.
But this is not enough.
~~~~~
A/N: Sarathiel, if you have any money, buy the first Utena DVD. The Rose Collection. You will never regret it. And if you don't, 'tis what KaZaA/WinXP is for. ^^
