Taking Chances
Author: Ellie
E-mail: Kaniele@eircom.net
Status: complete
Category: Sam and Martouf/ Romance with a hell of a lot of angst.
Rating: PG.
Season: Season four -five. Divide and conquer did NOT happen okay? Anise is in it though bleugh!!!!
Summary: Sam goes to stay with the Tok'ra. awkwardness ensues. Answer to a challenge. Can't remember who's but you rock!!!!
Disclaimer: Martouf and Sam and
all the rest of the Stargate Bunnies belong, to MGM, World Gekko
Corp, Double secret Productions and Showtime. This fan fic was
created for entertainment purposes only. No money made at all.
You know the rest.. don't sue please I'll give ya a cookie...
Archive: If you want it, here ya go, just ask, happy to give it to you!!!! Really!!!
Ps: Ending is entirely for me to provoke widespread anise bashing so i apoligise!!!!!
Anyway have to get rid of this fic so on with the show!!!!!!!!!
Sammie!!' Samantha stumbled slightly as she exited the Stargate. Dropping her bags immediately she ran down the steps and into the safe harbor of her fathers arms. Everything would be alright now.'
Hello Samantha'
Whoops! I guess I spoke too soon' Sam turned in her father's embrace to face the object of both her desires and discomforts.
Martouf' Sam gave a forced smile.
Do not blush, do not say something stupid God he looks good' She thought.
It is nice to see you again Samantha'
Very nice to see you' Lantash added silently. Very nice indeed'
Shut up!!!'
What???!!!!!'
Martouf looked up in shock and froze as he realized Sam and Jacob were looking at him with confused and shocked looks on their faces.
Did I say that out loud?' He stuttered, his face turning ninety shades of red, pure panic displayed on his face.
minor disagreement with Lantash, nothing serious anyway.' He looked at the others mortified.
Right okay..' Sam turned back to her father.
So it is so good to see you kiddo, how've you been doing?'
Good Dad'
Really? You look kinda tired'
No Dad really I am fine' she said reassuringly. I've just been working hard, you know? I have been on a few missions that have been pretty hard and tiring and you know me, I love to work'
Yeah' her father agreed. Don't I know it, well this may be officially a business trip but I want us to spend some time together, it's been too long. I miss you'
I miss you too Dad'
It was at that point that both father and daughter realized Martouf was still there standing off to one side in obvious discomfort at the fact that he was present during a moment that was clearly between parent and child.
Sorry Martouf, I'm just glad to see my daughter, Sammie' Jacob turned taking her hands in his I am afraid I have some business to attend to before we can spend some time together'
Serious?'
No, no nothing like that' he said reassuringly. Just some "paper work".' Sam smiled. So while I am gone, I thought Martouf' Martouf's head lifted at the sound of his name been mentioned. ..Could show you around.'
Sam looked at Martouf. Breathe deeply, just keep breathing and you'll be fine'
Well, I don't mind but I am sure that Martouf has business to attend to as well' She said.
Well..' Martouf began before bowing his head. As he raised it his eyes glowed momentarily as Lantash took control.
We would be honored to show Major Carter around' Lantash finished.
Lantash you are in so much trouble!!'
Lantash just smiled.
Hello Samantha'
Sam smiled back. Hey Lantash Umm okay'
Great, I guess that it's settled then' Jacob said. Sorry again about this, now let's get your bags'
Lantash and Jacob walked up the few steps and collected up the bags that Sam had abandoned.
Okay, just through here' Jacob led the way out of the cavern and walked halfway down a long dark
corridor before stopping. Come a little closer sweetie'
Even though she had been expecting it, the flash of light that lit up the cavern as the rings activated startled her. In another flash of light she found herself in the familiar blue-green crystal tunnels.
Now' Jacob said. Here we are, I better get going'
Okay Dad I'll be fine'
Jacob lowered his head momentarily.
Hello Samantha'
Selmak' Sam said with pleasure. How are you?'
I am well, it is good to see you again'
And you'
I just wished to welcome you on behalf of the Tok'ra high council and I hope that you will enjoy your stay with us as much as we will enjoy having you'
Thank you' Sam said touched.
I apologize that we must leave so soon, your father was very much looking forward to spending time with you as was I Major Carter.'
That's okay I understand, we will get together soon, I am sure'
We will' Selmak said before letting Jacob take over.
Gotta go kiddo, see you later' He winked and then turned to go down a corridor.
As he disappeared from sight Sam turned to Martouf who had taken over.
Now how about I show you to your living quarters and then afterwards we shall take a tour of the complex and I can introduce you to the other Tok'ra? Although I am sure you already know most of them because of Jol.' He trailed off. An awkward silence descended on them as they both experienced a flash of Martouf and Jolinar together. Sam recovered first.
Right, you were going to show me to my bedroom I mean living quarters.'
That is correct.'
Martouf and Sam picked up her bags and hurried down the hall towards Sam's quarters.
Oh my God' Sam thought. How am I supposed to get through this, damn Dad as much as I love him I know he put Martouf and me together on purpose. I bet he and Selmak are probably together laughing their asses off at us.'
Having fun?'
I am not talking to you'
Martouf, I am only having a little fun you know you want to spend time with Samantha as much as I do, why can't you admit it?'
I like Samantha..' He began.
Like?'
Ok a little more than like and as much as I wish to spend time with her, I do not want to jeopardize the friendship and special connection we have until I know that the feelings I have for her are just that for her and her alone.'
I understand Martouf' Lantash answered in a gentler tone of voice than what Martouf was accustomed to hearing from him.
Jolinar was my mate too, and as much as you think that I am just doing this to make you uncomfortable which I guess I am a little, it is also because Sam has Jolinars memories and we never fully had the chance to say goodbye to our love and make peace with the fact that Jolinar is dead and is not coming back. This is a way to finally say goodbye to her and even have a relationship with a woman who is wonderful, funny, intelligent, and beautiful just like Jolinar was.'
Martouf looked over at Sam. She was all those things.
Okay I forgive you Lantash'
Good'
Martouf and Sam stopped outside a chamber.
Here we are' He said leading the way inside.
The chamber was sparse yet pretty. It had a bed, a storage compartment, and a small pool that was obviously meant to be a sink and what looked like a desk. It had a few sheets of paper on it and a small light.'
I hope these are satisfactory'
Yes they will be fine'
The bathing pools are just down the hall, I will show you'
Martouf and Sam left the chamber and walked a little way into a large chamber with four pools each large enough to fit at least three people. Steam rose from them and some bubbled as if they were hot tubs.
And just down here' Martouf led the way is the main conference hall.'
There were five Tok'ra inside, one of whom Sam recognized immediately. The tall dark haired elegant woman smiled and rushed over to greet Sam her arms outstretched. Taking Sams hands in hers she smiled widely.
Samantha Welcome'
Yosef, it is good to see you'
And you it has been too long, come I will introduce you to the others'
Leading Sam over to the large table in the center she began her introductions.
Samantha, this is Edeline' A tall stately blonde woman who looked about forty in "human" years stood up and nodded her head.
Welcome'
This is Baruch and Danton' Two men both dark haired and tall stood.
And you know Aldwin of course'
Sam looked over at the short sandy haired young man. Yes of course I'm sorry I guess I didn't recognize you.'
That's all right, I hope you enjoy your stay with us'
I hope so too'
Samantha?' Yosef said. You'll be joining us for the feast tonight?'
Feast?'
Yes it is Edeline's birthday, there will be a celebration, you will come?'
Of course! I'd love too'
Good then it is settled, we will see you tonight, Martouf?'
Martouf nodded. Let's continue on our tour'
The rest of the day went by in a whirlwind. Martouf showed Sam around the compound and introduced her to more Tok'ra than she would ever be able to remember. Soon it was almost time for the celebration. Martouf walked her to her chamber.
I will come back for you in an hour?'
That'll be great I will see you then'
Martouf flashed a brilliant smile and walked away.
Sam almost fell over. She stumbled as her knees barely supported her into the room.
Stop this! Major Samantha Carter' She scolded her self. You're a grown woman with a PHD in Astrophysics, you are an Airforce Officer not some silly school girl, get a grip!'
Sam took a deep breath and calmed herself down. That is until she looked down at her fatigues. Panic rose in her throat.
Oh God, what do I wear, I have to look good'
She rushed over to the bed and flung open her suitcase. Martouf told her that this party would be what she would call a formal black tie affair with the Tok'ra equivalent to tuxedos. Luckily she had come prepared. Her father had told her that there would be some formal affairs, so she brought along the appropriate attire.
Shaking out a dress, she began to undress and wash herself in the small pool. Forty-five minutes later, she was putting the finishing touches to her ensemble. She wore a long blue-green dress, fitted bodice and a long flowing skirt. Her hair had been brushed and pinned back. The emerald necklace and earrings that had been her mothers perfectly accentuated her blue eyes and light golden tan. Looking at herself in the mirror she had to admit I look good.'
Samantha'
Sam whirled around to face Martouf. His breath caught in the back of his throat. She was a vision of loveliness. Martouf knew she was beautiful but "WOW", as Colonel O'Neill would say.
See, I told you she was beautiful'
I would have to agree with you there Lantash'
So that is the Tok'ra version of a tuxedo. Sam looked appreciatively at Martouf who looked extremely handsome in his light green shirt and dark pants. We almost look like a couple in our outfits' She thought wistfully.
Samantha you lookbeautiful'
Thank you Martouf' Sam smiled warmly.
Shall we go?'
Yes'
Martouf led Samantha down to the conference room which had been transferred into a banquet hall, there was the long table set up for dinner with fresh fruit and flowers which had been brought in from a nearby planet today.
The Tok'ra stopped their conversations as the two walked into the room. They all had the same thought How good they looked together' before going back to their conversations.
Edeline walked up to them.
Samantha, Martouf thank you for coming'
Thank you for inviting us, Happy Birthday'
Thank you Samantha, please enjoy yourselves'
The party went well. Sam couldn't get over how much it was like a party back home. First there had been a lovely meal, then toasts and now music was been played and people were dancing. Samantha had just been in the middle of a conversation with Garshaw Yosef's symbiote when she heard Martouf say her name. She looked up to see him standing here.
Sorry to interrupt..But Samantha would you care to dance?'
Of course'
Martouf took her hand and led her on to the dancefloor just as a beautiful slow melody filled the air. Martouf drew Sam close to him and put his hands on her waist. Sam put her hands on his shoulders and they swayed to the rhythm.
How have you enjoyed you first day with us?'
It's been great, I was just thinking how alike our peoples are'
Well we are both human'
You know what I mean'
Yes I do, I am glad it makes you feel more at home'
That it does'
Sam looked deep into his eyes. She could see the attraction in his eyes and she knew he could see it in hers.
Kiss her'
No'
You want to'
Not here Lantash not now'
But no matter how much he protested, he saw it in her eyes, she wanted this as much as he did. He lowered his head slightly. She melted against him and tilted her head slightly.
This is it' she thought when the music stopped. The people around them started to clap. Martouf pulled away, the moment broken. Sam felt like screaming. No' She thought.
Martouf excused himself and almost ran away. Sam walked off the dancefloor and slumped into a chair.
Great, just great!'
Martouf tried to slow his breathing as he splashed cold water onto his face. His heart was pounding.
Why did you do that? Why did you walk away?' Lantash demanded.
You know damn well why I walked away' he replied harshly, harsher than he had intended.
Lantash silenced his angry tirade. I know I know.'
A few minutes later, Martouf re-entered the hall. The party was just finishing up. He spotted Samantha sitting in a corner by herself and walked over to her.
Samantha' She looked up.
Shall I walk you to your chamber?'
Sure'
They walked the short way in silence.
As they reached the doorway, Martouf turned to Samantha.
Good night'
Sam looked at him.
Yes, good night'
The between them screamed. Sam took a tentative step towards Martouf and put her hands on either side of his face. It's now or never'
She pulled him towards her and brushed her lips gently against his. She felt an amazing jolt of electricity run through her as she kissed him and she knew he felt it too. Then to her shock and surprise, she watched as Martouf gently pulled her hands down to her sides and stepped away.
I am sorry, we can't do this'
Sam speechless stood with tears in her eyes and watched for the second time in one night, Martouf the one She thought she loved rejected her and walked away.
