Ooookay, I'm going to bring back just a little sad love song. Damn, I'm doing this too many times...this one's about Maron becoming stronger every day...life is nothing but a heartache...
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Rosebud Phaerietaylez
Chapter 4:
Good Friday

It's Good Friday,
And it is all
In the name of Love.

Why, why, why, why,
I guess I'll never understand.

My life: it's one big fat lie.
And there's one too many of them!
They're like giants
That have demons inside them,
Demons that are Named,
And I cannot stop them.

I was only beginning to know him,
His face, his eyes, his body,
I feel his heart beating with mine's,
Softly, softly, softly,
And just like that,
I leave him,
Tears flowing down my face
And falling like raindrops.

Because of my selfishness,
And self-centered nature.
I betrayed him,
But I didn't know to what degree
I had done so.
Or...I thought I betrayed him.

I thought I could trust him.
My loneliness, it seemed to go away
For awhile, and then it left,
Because I thought he wasn't being
faithful to me.

Then, a few days later,
He was shot,
I fell to my knees
And screamed his name
In mournful agony.

This was my punishment
For deserting him.

And now I don't know the
Meaning of faith,
Whatever that is.

I only hope for
An act of God
To save my spirit
Tonight.

I just want to
Fly away from here.

...but the tears
just won't come out
because I'm selfish and
spoiled and useless.

I thought I had a use in this world.
I was mistaken.
So I do believe
That it's better to just burn out
That to fade away.

My heart
Has shattered into
A billion pieces.

And there's nothing I can do about it.
You might as well scourge me,
Make me become weak as a newborn baby,
Force me to carry the weight of the world,
Tie me to a cross,
And leave me to bleed like river
That turns water to wine.

I have been forsaken by the world,
And I forgive them.
I don't mind the pain,
The bleeding,
The agony
I can bear it.

It's Good Friday,
And it is all
In the name of Love.

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End Chapter 4
They can't take away my pride...