A/N: since some of you have asked for it, here it is a Legolas POV now we can see what's in this twisted elf's mind.
Blotmath 1
Legolas's POV.
Startled by a loud noise I wake up, on the ground. In my arms I hold Li, who was still fast asleep.
I brush a strand of hair off her face. I quickly take my hand away. It's wrong ,so wrong.
Why do I feel this way? It's not right, and it's not fair.
If I could have one thing, it would be for her to realize Richard isn't good enough for her, nobody is.
She groans suddenly, and I realize she's awake and staring up at me.
" morning" she mumbles.
I give her a faint smile.
Would she hate me if she knew what went through my mind?
" we should head back to the school" I say.
She nods and starts to get up, but instantly falls back down.
I get up and help her to her feet.
Li can barley walk, so I hold onto her until we get to the road.
" where's your damn horse?" she asks, sitting on the ground.
I give a whistle and a minute later, my horse pops out of the bush and comes to us.
I help Li onto the front of the horse and I climb on behind her.
She leans into me, and I put my hand around her waist.
I'm glad this ride is so long, in fact I wish it was longer, then I could hold to her forever.
I have to stop that, it will never happen. Of all the years we have known each other, has she ever liked me as more than a friend? That's very unlikely.
" how are you feeling today Legolas?" she asks breaking the silence.
" I'm all right. You?"
" I think I'm going to talk to Richard today. I hope he's not still mad at me"
" O.K." I say, without emotion.
I wish I could tell her not to, I'm all she needs.
" I wish he liked you" she moans.
I don't, it would be worse for me. if he was perfect, then Li would probably marry him or something. God I hope that never happens.
" oh well, if he hates me that's his problem." I say.
Li is silent for a few minutes.
" you don't like him either.....I hate this. Two people that I love hate each other" she cries.
This stuns me.
" you love him?" I ask.
She takes a moment to answer.
" I....Yeah....I guess I do" she whispers.
This is probably the moment that you can hear my heart smashing into little pieces.
Without knowing it, Li has made me the most miserable person, in all of middle earth.
The rest of the way, we barley talk.
She doesn't even notice that I'm upset, probably off in her own little world thinking of that prick Richard.
When we get back to the school, she runs to her room to have a shower so she can go to town.
I sulk through the school grounds.
It takes me awhile to notice that someone is behind me.
I turn around and see Cassie, I really don't want to talk to her right now.
" hi Legolas" she says, as she falls into stride with me.
" this isn't the best time" I growl.
" are you and Li having a fight? I saw her take off, when you two came back." She says.
I glare at her.
" I'm not fighting with Li, everything is all right with us"
She smirks at me.
" what are you doing tonight Legolas, we haven't done anything since summer" she says.
" I'm busy" I snap.
I wish she would just leave me alone.
" what about another time?" she asks.
Does she ever give up.
I stop walking and so does she.
" look Cassie, I may have been nice to you in the summer, but I was bored and had nothing to do. I have my friends now, so I'd like it if you would just leave me the fuck alone" I shout at her.
She stares at me for a moment, then her eyes turn into slits.
" you are going to wish you never said that to me" she says, then walks away.
I did it! I got her to go away. This is probably the only good thing that will happen today.
I wander to the back of the school and sit by a tree, leaning against it.
After what feels like an eternity, I hear a person walk up.
Aragorn comes and sits beside me.
" you and Li fighting?" he asks.
I peer at him.
" no, what makes you think that?" I ask.
" I don't know, well she's up there and your hear. You two usually are together..... O.K. O.K. so I knew you two weren't fighting, but something's wrong with you that involves her."
I look away.
" Legolas I know you like her, so why don't you tell her."
I smile.
" is it that obvious?" I ask.
Aragorn shakes his head.
" not at all, but remember I went through the same thing with Arwen, so I understand"
" Arwen didn't have a boyfriend, and everyone knew she liked you to.....besides Li loves him, she told me that herself."
Aragorn gets up.
" I still think you should tell her, some people don't realize their feelings for others until an opportunity opens for them" he says then leaves.
Maybe Aragorn is right, but I can't decide what to do right now.
Blotmath 1
Legolas's POV.
Startled by a loud noise I wake up, on the ground. In my arms I hold Li, who was still fast asleep.
I brush a strand of hair off her face. I quickly take my hand away. It's wrong ,so wrong.
Why do I feel this way? It's not right, and it's not fair.
If I could have one thing, it would be for her to realize Richard isn't good enough for her, nobody is.
She groans suddenly, and I realize she's awake and staring up at me.
" morning" she mumbles.
I give her a faint smile.
Would she hate me if she knew what went through my mind?
" we should head back to the school" I say.
She nods and starts to get up, but instantly falls back down.
I get up and help her to her feet.
Li can barley walk, so I hold onto her until we get to the road.
" where's your damn horse?" she asks, sitting on the ground.
I give a whistle and a minute later, my horse pops out of the bush and comes to us.
I help Li onto the front of the horse and I climb on behind her.
She leans into me, and I put my hand around her waist.
I'm glad this ride is so long, in fact I wish it was longer, then I could hold to her forever.
I have to stop that, it will never happen. Of all the years we have known each other, has she ever liked me as more than a friend? That's very unlikely.
" how are you feeling today Legolas?" she asks breaking the silence.
" I'm all right. You?"
" I think I'm going to talk to Richard today. I hope he's not still mad at me"
" O.K." I say, without emotion.
I wish I could tell her not to, I'm all she needs.
" I wish he liked you" she moans.
I don't, it would be worse for me. if he was perfect, then Li would probably marry him or something. God I hope that never happens.
" oh well, if he hates me that's his problem." I say.
Li is silent for a few minutes.
" you don't like him either.....I hate this. Two people that I love hate each other" she cries.
This stuns me.
" you love him?" I ask.
She takes a moment to answer.
" I....Yeah....I guess I do" she whispers.
This is probably the moment that you can hear my heart smashing into little pieces.
Without knowing it, Li has made me the most miserable person, in all of middle earth.
The rest of the way, we barley talk.
She doesn't even notice that I'm upset, probably off in her own little world thinking of that prick Richard.
When we get back to the school, she runs to her room to have a shower so she can go to town.
I sulk through the school grounds.
It takes me awhile to notice that someone is behind me.
I turn around and see Cassie, I really don't want to talk to her right now.
" hi Legolas" she says, as she falls into stride with me.
" this isn't the best time" I growl.
" are you and Li having a fight? I saw her take off, when you two came back." She says.
I glare at her.
" I'm not fighting with Li, everything is all right with us"
She smirks at me.
" what are you doing tonight Legolas, we haven't done anything since summer" she says.
" I'm busy" I snap.
I wish she would just leave me alone.
" what about another time?" she asks.
Does she ever give up.
I stop walking and so does she.
" look Cassie, I may have been nice to you in the summer, but I was bored and had nothing to do. I have my friends now, so I'd like it if you would just leave me the fuck alone" I shout at her.
She stares at me for a moment, then her eyes turn into slits.
" you are going to wish you never said that to me" she says, then walks away.
I did it! I got her to go away. This is probably the only good thing that will happen today.
I wander to the back of the school and sit by a tree, leaning against it.
After what feels like an eternity, I hear a person walk up.
Aragorn comes and sits beside me.
" you and Li fighting?" he asks.
I peer at him.
" no, what makes you think that?" I ask.
" I don't know, well she's up there and your hear. You two usually are together..... O.K. O.K. so I knew you two weren't fighting, but something's wrong with you that involves her."
I look away.
" Legolas I know you like her, so why don't you tell her."
I smile.
" is it that obvious?" I ask.
Aragorn shakes his head.
" not at all, but remember I went through the same thing with Arwen, so I understand"
" Arwen didn't have a boyfriend, and everyone knew she liked you to.....besides Li loves him, she told me that herself."
Aragorn gets up.
" I still think you should tell her, some people don't realize their feelings for others until an opportunity opens for them" he says then leaves.
Maybe Aragorn is right, but I can't decide what to do right now.
