Ross'/ Phoebe's Apartment
"I'm gonna open the curtains" Phoebe stood up "they can be so stubborn!" sure enough Rachel, Monica, Chandler and Joey were at the window trying to see Ross, Phoebe had made sure that Ross wouldn't be seen out of the window by turning the sofa to face the door "I told you, they are standing at Monica's window" at this point I want to turn round, I know I cant but it doesn't stop me wanting to see everyone.
"He has lost a lot of weight" Rachel sounded worried "Yes he has" Monica looked at her brother through the window, by this time Phoebe was hugging him and trying not to look at her friends across the way. I didn't want their pity; I wanted them to come over on their own. Within a few hours I had forgotten about the on lookers as I went to help Phoebe with the dinner, it felt strange making dinner with Pheebs; I must admit that I have never cooked a vegetarian meal before but this was good and the whole thing felt right.
I have missed everyone so much; maybe I was wrong to leave I don't think I could have taken it "Penny for them?" Pheebs offered "Just thinking about everyone; I've really missed them and I was just trying to work out how to. I don't even know what I want to say!" God I'm soo stupid; yep stupid. "Ross everyone will be fine, it's up to them and you have to realise that you missed some really big events while you were away; I know that you had reasons which I can understand but they have no idea what you have been through. Just give them time OK?" I nod and reach down for my medicine, I hate myself; Pheebs is right I have missed soo much of their lives. What am I doing here? I should have just stayed away.
Monica's apartment
"So what are they doing now?" Chandler asked the others standing at the window "They've been in the kitchen for ages. I think they are cooking" Monica looks at him "Speaking of food; Mon any chance for some?" Joey looked at her "Joey I'm trying to see my brother. Not now" Mon stood in front of the window with Rachel "God, come on get your coats" Chandler stood up and walked to the door "Where are we going?" Rachel asked "Well, seeing as you two have been glued to that window since 12 and it is now 6 I think that maybe we should go over there and see him before everyone dies of hunger! Joe they have food" Joey grabbed his coat "Food, I'm there. Come on girls what are you waiting for?" Rachel looked down "I'm not going. I can't do this" Monica nodded "I agree with Rach; you two go if you want"
Ross' apartment
"It's nearly ready. Pheebs I think it's a bit burnt" I can't believe that its like charcoal; it's black I take it to Pheebs "See? I told you I should have taken it out half an hour ago" Pheebs smiled "Pizza?" As she lifted the phone to her ear I feel slightly sick; it's quite normal the tablets usually trigger it off. I nod and head to the bathroom. I could swear that I heard the doorbell; well pizza delivery got faster since I left "Pheebs was that the pizza?"
"I'm gonna open the curtains" Phoebe stood up "they can be so stubborn!" sure enough Rachel, Monica, Chandler and Joey were at the window trying to see Ross, Phoebe had made sure that Ross wouldn't be seen out of the window by turning the sofa to face the door "I told you, they are standing at Monica's window" at this point I want to turn round, I know I cant but it doesn't stop me wanting to see everyone.
"He has lost a lot of weight" Rachel sounded worried "Yes he has" Monica looked at her brother through the window, by this time Phoebe was hugging him and trying not to look at her friends across the way. I didn't want their pity; I wanted them to come over on their own. Within a few hours I had forgotten about the on lookers as I went to help Phoebe with the dinner, it felt strange making dinner with Pheebs; I must admit that I have never cooked a vegetarian meal before but this was good and the whole thing felt right.
I have missed everyone so much; maybe I was wrong to leave I don't think I could have taken it "Penny for them?" Pheebs offered "Just thinking about everyone; I've really missed them and I was just trying to work out how to. I don't even know what I want to say!" God I'm soo stupid; yep stupid. "Ross everyone will be fine, it's up to them and you have to realise that you missed some really big events while you were away; I know that you had reasons which I can understand but they have no idea what you have been through. Just give them time OK?" I nod and reach down for my medicine, I hate myself; Pheebs is right I have missed soo much of their lives. What am I doing here? I should have just stayed away.
Monica's apartment
"So what are they doing now?" Chandler asked the others standing at the window "They've been in the kitchen for ages. I think they are cooking" Monica looks at him "Speaking of food; Mon any chance for some?" Joey looked at her "Joey I'm trying to see my brother. Not now" Mon stood in front of the window with Rachel "God, come on get your coats" Chandler stood up and walked to the door "Where are we going?" Rachel asked "Well, seeing as you two have been glued to that window since 12 and it is now 6 I think that maybe we should go over there and see him before everyone dies of hunger! Joe they have food" Joey grabbed his coat "Food, I'm there. Come on girls what are you waiting for?" Rachel looked down "I'm not going. I can't do this" Monica nodded "I agree with Rach; you two go if you want"
Ross' apartment
"It's nearly ready. Pheebs I think it's a bit burnt" I can't believe that its like charcoal; it's black I take it to Pheebs "See? I told you I should have taken it out half an hour ago" Pheebs smiled "Pizza?" As she lifted the phone to her ear I feel slightly sick; it's quite normal the tablets usually trigger it off. I nod and head to the bathroom. I could swear that I heard the doorbell; well pizza delivery got faster since I left "Pheebs was that the pizza?"
