Author's note: Is anyone even still reading this story? Should I just stop updating it? I haven't gotten any reviews recently, if you like the story, let me know. I won't update unless I know how you like the story.

Disclaimer: FF.Net administrators want me to put em, so I will. Don't own em, all 7th Heaven characters and locations belong to Brenda Hampton and the Spelling organization, I'm just borrowing them for the purpose of the story. Any characters you do see that you don't recognize are property of me and may not be taken with out permission.
Back in N.Y, Shana was sitting on the couch in her apartment staring

out the window. She was confused. She didn't know what to do. She

put a hand on her stomach and sighed. She knew they hadn't meant

for this to happen. She wasn't worried about her parents because she

hardly ever saw them. She was more worried about Matt's parents,

and what they would do to him once they found out. Having been

raised a strict Christian, with a minister for a father, she didn't think

Annie or Eric would be too pleased with their eldest child. She sighed.

'Well baby, I guess it's just you and me. Maybe Matt will be like all the

rest of those teenage fathers and take off. Not that I want him to, but

it

would work out for the better.' she thought. She knew Matt wanted to

do the right thing, but she was even considering not telling him when

the baby was born. She didn't want to cause trouble between him and

his family. Especially since his parents had just had twins. She didn't

want her child to be close in age to Matt's own brothers. In a way, she

wanted him to not be there because she knew it would be better. But

she also wanted him there because she knew she could never do it on

her own. And Matt had more experience with babies then she did. He

had 5 brothers and sisters, after all. She wondered what had happened

that night. All she remembered was telling Matt to stay the night

because it was so late. Then she remembered waking up in the

morning to the breakfast he had made. Then she felt sick. Then she

kicked him out. She didn't remember even being in the same bed as

him. As a matter of fact, he had slept on the couch. 'How could this

have happened?' she wondered. She considered the possibility of

another guy, but decided against it. 'No. Matt is the only guy I have

ever been with.' she scolded herself.