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Angels or Devils
Chapter 5
The cornfields stood firm amidst the soundless sunset in still air. There was no breeze, no whisper of some sort filling the silence of the acres of farmlands... until suddenly, emerging from the long deserted road, the infamous, sleek silver Porsche roared in a rush. Surging in speed, the convertible covered the miles ahead of it and made its way into the familiar home of Smallville. The town's quiet, yet curious people walking to whatever destination in mind turned their heads as they heard the engine die off and laughter erupt. All eyes were on the couple inside who seemed to be completely oblivious to their surroundings and continued to carelessly display their affection for each other.
It had become a usual event to see Smallville's sweetheart with the dangerously powerful Lex Luthor. At first, when they had finally arrived from their highly publicized vacation, the town was certainly not prepared for such an attractive, still unusual pair. Whispers, frowns, awing gossip followed them wherever they went. But, as the days passed, they grew accustomed, yet more fascinated with the dating couple who were often seen kissing, venturing through and out of town without a care. Lana, though, ignored all of them, finding that she needn't concern herself with the scrutinizing audience. Lex, on the other hand, would warn their voyeuristic tendencies with his intensely threatening eyes. One look of warning and they would go about their business with an uneasy feeling.
"Give me a second," Lex announced as he stepped out of his car and walked to a store near the Talon. All the while, Lana wondered where he was off to as she looked to her watch. She needed to be back at C.Z.'s house in less than fifteen minutes, and she didn't want to make this her first time late, especially since C.Z. had been very generous in allowing these hour long escapades. For the past two weeks, every since they had returned from Metropolis, Lana and Lex would take the after-hours of 5 to 6 to enjoy some time alone. That was the only time Lex could get away from the strains of Luthor business before he'd be sucked back in by his father or whomever had some qualm. Meanwhile, Lana had managed to convince C.Z. to give her that sixty minute break... it was only right since she worked overtime practically everyday.
"Hey," Lex appeared out of nowhere, next to her side door. "Lost in thought?"
"You scared me," she sighed. "Where did you go?"
"Had to take care of some business in order to retrieve a gift," he replied as he went around the Porsche and stepped into the driver's seat.
"A gift," an inquiring Lana arched her eyebrow. "What is it?"
Lex smiled, reveling in her curiosity, "You'll find out soon enough." He started the engine, knowing she had to be back at C.Z.'s before six o'clock hit.
"When?" Her eyes glimmered in excitement.
"What time do you get off tonight," he asked, instantly changing the subject as his voice reverted into a feigning seriousness.
"Lex," she persisted.
He kept his gaze on the road, "Around ten?"
Seeing as he wasn't budging, she sighed, "Maybe... I don't know how long 'Ms. Morgan' wants me to stay this time. I'm kind of tired of working overtime without reaping from the benefits."
Lex pulled up to C.Z.'s house and turned his gaze towards the clearly-exhausted beauty next to him, "If you're unhappy, Lana, I can talk to C.Z. and arrange something more suitable and appeasing."
She noticed his 'no-kidding' tone, it was the business Lex reacting to her complain. Lana knew she should be careful with her answer, there was no telling what kind of 'arrangement' he would come up with. Nodding from side to side, she smiled slightly nervous, "Um... no, Lex, that's not necessary. I can handle it."
Keeping a steady stare, he considered her reply. After seconds passed, he finally allowed a grin to grace his lips, "Alright... but the offer is always on the table." With that said, Lana buried her lips into his, thanking him for understanding.
"I'll call you when I'm out," she said as she stepped out of the car.
Lex waved goodbye as she entered C.Z.'s home. Instantly, from afar, Lana could hear the screeching of his wild driving.
"Lana, can I please have a few seconds of your time," the British broad called from the living room.
The uneasy intern made her way to the dimly lit destination, "Is something wrong, C.Z.? I'm almost finished writing in the numbers for the winter line."
"No, dear... that's not what I've called you for," she corrected as she lit a cigarette. "There's absolutely nothing wrong. In fact, I have some good news... plans, actually... that have been recently finalized."
"Really," she inquired, suddenly intrigued.
"Yes... Thanks to a new investment, my company headquarters is now located in Paris," C.Z. turned to Lana with a wide grin on her face. "My company has expanded to the fashion center of the world."
"That's great," Lana expressed genuinely.
"There's more," the elated English claimed. "I'm going to need a new assistant since Susy cannot relocate... and I think you can be her best replacement."
The raven-haired girl's mouth was slightly ajar, in awe of her employer's announcement. "I don't... I don't know what to say."
"Say yes," C.Z. quickly urged. "You will learn a great many things by my side. You have the inclination and the astuteness of a fashion expert... you can be a valuable asset to the Morgan company."
"That's a lovely offer, C.Z.," she replied. "But, I couldn't possibly accept without earning a degree first."
"You can go to school in Paris... in fact, I have contacts who can get you in the best school," she reassured. "Lana, this is an opportunity of a lifetime that will not easily come again. Think about the possibilities and consider everything you've done up until now. Compare each thing... because I will only make this offer once. If you refuse it, the job will go to someone else."
Lana swallowed nervously. She knew this would open up a whole new world, but this was big step. There were many things to consider... Nell, her friends, the Talon... Lex. Her relationship with Lex... what would happen to them? "C.Z., can I think about this and give you answer by the end of this week? I just need to weigh out the issues before I agree to such a change in my life," Lana requested, unsure of herself.
"Of course," the shrewd businesswoman allowed. "I understand and will be awaiting your answer, however be warned, that I shan't wait any longer than the end of this week."
"I understand, C.Z.," she said as she nodded a farewell, returning to her assignment.
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Two days later...
The whole day Lex hadn't heard from Lana. Every time he had called her cellphone, he had received her voice-mail. Finding it strange, he decided to head over to C.Z.'s house and make sure things were alright. She was probably being overworked by the shrew, which prevented her from picking up her phone or calling him. He was definitely going to have a talk with the British broad.
Arriving at her home, he knocked on her door, expecting Lana to answer the door. To his surprise, C.Z. opened it, smiling devilishly. "My, to what due owe this pleasure," she asked.
"Where's Lana," he questioned without so much as tact.
"Hello to you too, Lex," she mocked. "She's not here."
"Where is she," his tone grew in concern and irritation.
"I gave her the day off... she said she needed some time to herself," C.Z. explained. "I assure you, she's alright. She's old enough to do as she pleases anyway, so relax, darlin'."
"I'm surprise you even gave her so time off," Lex remarked. "You keep her here too long, and I don't think it's very appropriate or beneficial to your company."
"Is that a threat?" C.Z. made a grab for her cigarettes, ignoring the severity in his voice. "I honestly don't think it's any of your business... plus, you wouldn't want to jeopardize your girlfriend's future."
Lex's forehead wrinkled slightly, "What do you mean?"
"Oh you haven't heard?" The Englishwoman reveled inside with malicious satisfaction. "Lana could possibly be my new permanent assistant."
"Lana didn't mention anything, nonetheless, I'm happy for her... I'm sure she'll learn a lot working in Metropolis with you," he replied, wondering inside why Lana hadn't told him yet.
"I'm afraid you've misunderstood," C.Z. was dying inside with laughter and contentment at finally being able to get back at Lex for all the years of holding her company back. "Or perhaps, you hadn't heard the other news... I have a new headquarters in Paris where I will be relocating with many of my old... and new employees, such as... Lana."
"What?" Lex looked at her in disbelief.
"Yes, I have offered her to come along with me. In fact, if she takes the job, we'll leave by the end of next week. She will be provided with a place to stay and a wonderful school that will teach her more than the Art Institute of Metropolis ever could," she glorified. "Isn't it a marvelous opportunity, dear? I just hope she doesn't refuse it... it would be an awful waste of talent and advantage, if you ask me. I hope no one holds her back." C.Z. feigned sympathy as she inhaled from her cigarette and allowed the smoke to linger in front of her stone-faced visitor.
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That night...
The Talon was empty, except for the dainty figure that stood alone behind the counter in deep thought. Lana had spent the whole day in the obscure areas of Smallville, driving along without any particular destination. She needed to consider her options before announcing it to the whole town, as it would soon (inevitably) spread. If she left to Paris, things between Lex and her would certainly be strained... who knew if they could survive the long distance? But, if she stayed, the lucrative opportunity would be lost. Regardless, though, the consequences of her choice could all be different, which made it more difficult to decide. At least, she had realized that day that her love for Lex was true and forever... in those long hours of thought, that was the one thing that stood firm and unfaltering... She loved Lex, she was sure of it now.
Still, she hadn't decided anything, and the Talon seemed the perfect place to give her a sign. She had gone in and turned on the radio, hoping the music would help her decide. But, it seemed almost hopeless with the meandering of so many ifs and whats.
"I thought I might find you here," a familiar voice interrupted her daze.
Lana looked up, startled by the same face that often invaded her thoughts. "Lex."
He gazed at her eyes, standing motionless with his hands in his pocket, looking sleek, yet a bit weathered. "I called you earlier," he spoke again.
"I'm sorry," she wavered in apology. "I had my cellphone off."
Lex nodded in understanding, but remained still, allowing the space between them to usher in tension. "Did you enjoy your day off," he questioned, showing no emotion in his voice.
Lana swallowed nervously, recognizing the coldness in his words. "Somewhat... I'm sorry I didn't see you all day, but," she stammered. "But, I needed some time to think alone."
"I understand... did the time alone help," he asked, continuing his facade of indifference.
"Lex, stop," she demanded.
"Stop what," he inquired, his eyes piercing her with icy steadiness.
"Stop being so cold without giving me a chance to explain myself," Lana pleaded, growing in frustration.
"I'm not acting any different than how I usually am," he defended as he shifted towards her, closing in the distance between them aggressively.
"With your clients," she persisted. "I'm not one of your clients... I'm... I'm-"
"You don't even know what we are," Lex interrupted.
"I'm your girlfriend," she asserted. "Don't push me out all of a sudden. I don't understand why you're acting this way."
"Perhaps because you've decided to keep from telling me about a certain development," he divulged, trying desperately to keep his anger from surfacing.
"Lex, I was going to tell you about C.Z.'s offer, but first I needed to consider the options on my own," she explained. "You know, I would never keep something from you, especially something that can affect us a lot. I love you, Lex."
The handsome suitor saw the plea and innocence in her eyes. They easily broke-down Lex's wall. He moved closer in front of her and gently grabbed her hand. "What did you decide," he asked, his voice gentle and urging.
"Nothing," she answered humbly. "I still need time."
Lex looked up, searching for her eyes again... gazing deep into them, allowing seconds and the commercials from the radio to fill the silence. Finally, "Do you remember that gift I didn't let you see," Lex questioned. Lana nodded, remembering the other day... that day when there was no worries and the future was set.
Lex let go of her hand and reached into the inner pocket of his coat... and revealed a dazzling, intricate white orchid. It was amazingly large for its usual size, alive and beautiful in every way. He handed it to her as she awed and gasped at its raw beauty. "Lex... it's gorgeous," she said under her breath.
"They call it the Angel's Heart... it grows in the far ends of France," he elaborated, almost regretting he had mentioned its origins. "... It reminded me of you."
"Thank you." Lana moved in closer, kissing him lightly on his lips.
Lex made no gesture to continue their intimacy, he simply stared at her. Thoughts running briskly through his mind as they looked at each other, wondering about the future. All the while the commercials had ended and a song had invaded the Talon and stirred Lex. Without anything else said, he nodded a mere farewell and started walking towards the door. He looked back, gazed at the only person who could make him feel as beaten as he felt now. Yet, he remained silent as she did, allowing the music to speak for them.
This is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside
And I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
He knew she needed time alone still, and honestly he needed some too. A plan was forming in his thoughts and he needed to think it thru properly. So, as much as he wanted to just grab her and kiss her, tell her everything she needed to hear... he looked away, opened the door and left.
Lana remained still, holding onto the orchid as she saw Lex exit the Talon. She saw him get into his car, noticing how he took seconds before he accelerated and left nothing but dirt in the air.
The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever...
are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about... the things that could make us cold
Lex drove rapidly through the empty roads, venting his frustrations through the surging velocity of his Porsche. His emotions were rampant... running madly through his veins. He could see her in his mind, he could see her future, but the present was too vivid to ignore.
Lana continued motionless, staring heartedly at the window, at the dark night and the town lights. There was so much memory, yet there was so much more than the sidewalk that ended once you got to Malloy's tool shop. It didn't matter, though... there was only Lex in the end.
This is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see
Lex arrived at his mansion, ignoring all the workers who sought to welcome and inform him of his messages. He entered his study, filling one of his glass cups with ice and Vodka. Almost urgently, he immediately swallowed the rare taste of the liquor. It numbed his madness, urging him to compose himself. He looked around, finally taking notice of his whereabouts, remaining quiet... he just stood and shifted his gaze everywhere, only lingering on the stained glass window... focusing on the space that bared the open night sky. The moon's glare glimmered in his own ocean-glazed eyes, uncovering a truth... Lex had made a decision.
The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Song: "Angels or Devils" by Dishwalla (yep, this is the song that started it all^.^)
Sorry to you leave you kind of in the dark, but I'll update as soon as I can. Oh, and please feel free to review, criticize, anything you wish... it's like my fuel... thanks;)
Angels or Devils
Chapter 5
The cornfields stood firm amidst the soundless sunset in still air. There was no breeze, no whisper of some sort filling the silence of the acres of farmlands... until suddenly, emerging from the long deserted road, the infamous, sleek silver Porsche roared in a rush. Surging in speed, the convertible covered the miles ahead of it and made its way into the familiar home of Smallville. The town's quiet, yet curious people walking to whatever destination in mind turned their heads as they heard the engine die off and laughter erupt. All eyes were on the couple inside who seemed to be completely oblivious to their surroundings and continued to carelessly display their affection for each other.
It had become a usual event to see Smallville's sweetheart with the dangerously powerful Lex Luthor. At first, when they had finally arrived from their highly publicized vacation, the town was certainly not prepared for such an attractive, still unusual pair. Whispers, frowns, awing gossip followed them wherever they went. But, as the days passed, they grew accustomed, yet more fascinated with the dating couple who were often seen kissing, venturing through and out of town without a care. Lana, though, ignored all of them, finding that she needn't concern herself with the scrutinizing audience. Lex, on the other hand, would warn their voyeuristic tendencies with his intensely threatening eyes. One look of warning and they would go about their business with an uneasy feeling.
"Give me a second," Lex announced as he stepped out of his car and walked to a store near the Talon. All the while, Lana wondered where he was off to as she looked to her watch. She needed to be back at C.Z.'s house in less than fifteen minutes, and she didn't want to make this her first time late, especially since C.Z. had been very generous in allowing these hour long escapades. For the past two weeks, every since they had returned from Metropolis, Lana and Lex would take the after-hours of 5 to 6 to enjoy some time alone. That was the only time Lex could get away from the strains of Luthor business before he'd be sucked back in by his father or whomever had some qualm. Meanwhile, Lana had managed to convince C.Z. to give her that sixty minute break... it was only right since she worked overtime practically everyday.
"Hey," Lex appeared out of nowhere, next to her side door. "Lost in thought?"
"You scared me," she sighed. "Where did you go?"
"Had to take care of some business in order to retrieve a gift," he replied as he went around the Porsche and stepped into the driver's seat.
"A gift," an inquiring Lana arched her eyebrow. "What is it?"
Lex smiled, reveling in her curiosity, "You'll find out soon enough." He started the engine, knowing she had to be back at C.Z.'s before six o'clock hit.
"When?" Her eyes glimmered in excitement.
"What time do you get off tonight," he asked, instantly changing the subject as his voice reverted into a feigning seriousness.
"Lex," she persisted.
He kept his gaze on the road, "Around ten?"
Seeing as he wasn't budging, she sighed, "Maybe... I don't know how long 'Ms. Morgan' wants me to stay this time. I'm kind of tired of working overtime without reaping from the benefits."
Lex pulled up to C.Z.'s house and turned his gaze towards the clearly-exhausted beauty next to him, "If you're unhappy, Lana, I can talk to C.Z. and arrange something more suitable and appeasing."
She noticed his 'no-kidding' tone, it was the business Lex reacting to her complain. Lana knew she should be careful with her answer, there was no telling what kind of 'arrangement' he would come up with. Nodding from side to side, she smiled slightly nervous, "Um... no, Lex, that's not necessary. I can handle it."
Keeping a steady stare, he considered her reply. After seconds passed, he finally allowed a grin to grace his lips, "Alright... but the offer is always on the table." With that said, Lana buried her lips into his, thanking him for understanding.
"I'll call you when I'm out," she said as she stepped out of the car.
Lex waved goodbye as she entered C.Z.'s home. Instantly, from afar, Lana could hear the screeching of his wild driving.
"Lana, can I please have a few seconds of your time," the British broad called from the living room.
The uneasy intern made her way to the dimly lit destination, "Is something wrong, C.Z.? I'm almost finished writing in the numbers for the winter line."
"No, dear... that's not what I've called you for," she corrected as she lit a cigarette. "There's absolutely nothing wrong. In fact, I have some good news... plans, actually... that have been recently finalized."
"Really," she inquired, suddenly intrigued.
"Yes... Thanks to a new investment, my company headquarters is now located in Paris," C.Z. turned to Lana with a wide grin on her face. "My company has expanded to the fashion center of the world."
"That's great," Lana expressed genuinely.
"There's more," the elated English claimed. "I'm going to need a new assistant since Susy cannot relocate... and I think you can be her best replacement."
The raven-haired girl's mouth was slightly ajar, in awe of her employer's announcement. "I don't... I don't know what to say."
"Say yes," C.Z. quickly urged. "You will learn a great many things by my side. You have the inclination and the astuteness of a fashion expert... you can be a valuable asset to the Morgan company."
"That's a lovely offer, C.Z.," she replied. "But, I couldn't possibly accept without earning a degree first."
"You can go to school in Paris... in fact, I have contacts who can get you in the best school," she reassured. "Lana, this is an opportunity of a lifetime that will not easily come again. Think about the possibilities and consider everything you've done up until now. Compare each thing... because I will only make this offer once. If you refuse it, the job will go to someone else."
Lana swallowed nervously. She knew this would open up a whole new world, but this was big step. There were many things to consider... Nell, her friends, the Talon... Lex. Her relationship with Lex... what would happen to them? "C.Z., can I think about this and give you answer by the end of this week? I just need to weigh out the issues before I agree to such a change in my life," Lana requested, unsure of herself.
"Of course," the shrewd businesswoman allowed. "I understand and will be awaiting your answer, however be warned, that I shan't wait any longer than the end of this week."
"I understand, C.Z.," she said as she nodded a farewell, returning to her assignment.
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Two days later...
The whole day Lex hadn't heard from Lana. Every time he had called her cellphone, he had received her voice-mail. Finding it strange, he decided to head over to C.Z.'s house and make sure things were alright. She was probably being overworked by the shrew, which prevented her from picking up her phone or calling him. He was definitely going to have a talk with the British broad.
Arriving at her home, he knocked on her door, expecting Lana to answer the door. To his surprise, C.Z. opened it, smiling devilishly. "My, to what due owe this pleasure," she asked.
"Where's Lana," he questioned without so much as tact.
"Hello to you too, Lex," she mocked. "She's not here."
"Where is she," his tone grew in concern and irritation.
"I gave her the day off... she said she needed some time to herself," C.Z. explained. "I assure you, she's alright. She's old enough to do as she pleases anyway, so relax, darlin'."
"I'm surprise you even gave her so time off," Lex remarked. "You keep her here too long, and I don't think it's very appropriate or beneficial to your company."
"Is that a threat?" C.Z. made a grab for her cigarettes, ignoring the severity in his voice. "I honestly don't think it's any of your business... plus, you wouldn't want to jeopardize your girlfriend's future."
Lex's forehead wrinkled slightly, "What do you mean?"
"Oh you haven't heard?" The Englishwoman reveled inside with malicious satisfaction. "Lana could possibly be my new permanent assistant."
"Lana didn't mention anything, nonetheless, I'm happy for her... I'm sure she'll learn a lot working in Metropolis with you," he replied, wondering inside why Lana hadn't told him yet.
"I'm afraid you've misunderstood," C.Z. was dying inside with laughter and contentment at finally being able to get back at Lex for all the years of holding her company back. "Or perhaps, you hadn't heard the other news... I have a new headquarters in Paris where I will be relocating with many of my old... and new employees, such as... Lana."
"What?" Lex looked at her in disbelief.
"Yes, I have offered her to come along with me. In fact, if she takes the job, we'll leave by the end of next week. She will be provided with a place to stay and a wonderful school that will teach her more than the Art Institute of Metropolis ever could," she glorified. "Isn't it a marvelous opportunity, dear? I just hope she doesn't refuse it... it would be an awful waste of talent and advantage, if you ask me. I hope no one holds her back." C.Z. feigned sympathy as she inhaled from her cigarette and allowed the smoke to linger in front of her stone-faced visitor.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
That night...
The Talon was empty, except for the dainty figure that stood alone behind the counter in deep thought. Lana had spent the whole day in the obscure areas of Smallville, driving along without any particular destination. She needed to consider her options before announcing it to the whole town, as it would soon (inevitably) spread. If she left to Paris, things between Lex and her would certainly be strained... who knew if they could survive the long distance? But, if she stayed, the lucrative opportunity would be lost. Regardless, though, the consequences of her choice could all be different, which made it more difficult to decide. At least, she had realized that day that her love for Lex was true and forever... in those long hours of thought, that was the one thing that stood firm and unfaltering... She loved Lex, she was sure of it now.
Still, she hadn't decided anything, and the Talon seemed the perfect place to give her a sign. She had gone in and turned on the radio, hoping the music would help her decide. But, it seemed almost hopeless with the meandering of so many ifs and whats.
"I thought I might find you here," a familiar voice interrupted her daze.
Lana looked up, startled by the same face that often invaded her thoughts. "Lex."
He gazed at her eyes, standing motionless with his hands in his pocket, looking sleek, yet a bit weathered. "I called you earlier," he spoke again.
"I'm sorry," she wavered in apology. "I had my cellphone off."
Lex nodded in understanding, but remained still, allowing the space between them to usher in tension. "Did you enjoy your day off," he questioned, showing no emotion in his voice.
Lana swallowed nervously, recognizing the coldness in his words. "Somewhat... I'm sorry I didn't see you all day, but," she stammered. "But, I needed some time to think alone."
"I understand... did the time alone help," he asked, continuing his facade of indifference.
"Lex, stop," she demanded.
"Stop what," he inquired, his eyes piercing her with icy steadiness.
"Stop being so cold without giving me a chance to explain myself," Lana pleaded, growing in frustration.
"I'm not acting any different than how I usually am," he defended as he shifted towards her, closing in the distance between them aggressively.
"With your clients," she persisted. "I'm not one of your clients... I'm... I'm-"
"You don't even know what we are," Lex interrupted.
"I'm your girlfriend," she asserted. "Don't push me out all of a sudden. I don't understand why you're acting this way."
"Perhaps because you've decided to keep from telling me about a certain development," he divulged, trying desperately to keep his anger from surfacing.
"Lex, I was going to tell you about C.Z.'s offer, but first I needed to consider the options on my own," she explained. "You know, I would never keep something from you, especially something that can affect us a lot. I love you, Lex."
The handsome suitor saw the plea and innocence in her eyes. They easily broke-down Lex's wall. He moved closer in front of her and gently grabbed her hand. "What did you decide," he asked, his voice gentle and urging.
"Nothing," she answered humbly. "I still need time."
Lex looked up, searching for her eyes again... gazing deep into them, allowing seconds and the commercials from the radio to fill the silence. Finally, "Do you remember that gift I didn't let you see," Lex questioned. Lana nodded, remembering the other day... that day when there was no worries and the future was set.
Lex let go of her hand and reached into the inner pocket of his coat... and revealed a dazzling, intricate white orchid. It was amazingly large for its usual size, alive and beautiful in every way. He handed it to her as she awed and gasped at its raw beauty. "Lex... it's gorgeous," she said under her breath.
"They call it the Angel's Heart... it grows in the far ends of France," he elaborated, almost regretting he had mentioned its origins. "... It reminded me of you."
"Thank you." Lana moved in closer, kissing him lightly on his lips.
Lex made no gesture to continue their intimacy, he simply stared at her. Thoughts running briskly through his mind as they looked at each other, wondering about the future. All the while the commercials had ended and a song had invaded the Talon and stirred Lex. Without anything else said, he nodded a mere farewell and started walking towards the door. He looked back, gazed at the only person who could make him feel as beaten as he felt now. Yet, he remained silent as she did, allowing the music to speak for them.
This is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside
And I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
He knew she needed time alone still, and honestly he needed some too. A plan was forming in his thoughts and he needed to think it thru properly. So, as much as he wanted to just grab her and kiss her, tell her everything she needed to hear... he looked away, opened the door and left.
Lana remained still, holding onto the orchid as she saw Lex exit the Talon. She saw him get into his car, noticing how he took seconds before he accelerated and left nothing but dirt in the air.
The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever...
are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about... the things that could make us cold
Lex drove rapidly through the empty roads, venting his frustrations through the surging velocity of his Porsche. His emotions were rampant... running madly through his veins. He could see her in his mind, he could see her future, but the present was too vivid to ignore.
Lana continued motionless, staring heartedly at the window, at the dark night and the town lights. There was so much memory, yet there was so much more than the sidewalk that ended once you got to Malloy's tool shop. It didn't matter, though... there was only Lex in the end.
This is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see
Lex arrived at his mansion, ignoring all the workers who sought to welcome and inform him of his messages. He entered his study, filling one of his glass cups with ice and Vodka. Almost urgently, he immediately swallowed the rare taste of the liquor. It numbed his madness, urging him to compose himself. He looked around, finally taking notice of his whereabouts, remaining quiet... he just stood and shifted his gaze everywhere, only lingering on the stained glass window... focusing on the space that bared the open night sky. The moon's glare glimmered in his own ocean-glazed eyes, uncovering a truth... Lex had made a decision.
The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Song: "Angels or Devils" by Dishwalla (yep, this is the song that started it all^.^)
Sorry to you leave you kind of in the dark, but I'll update as soon as I can. Oh, and please feel free to review, criticize, anything you wish... it's like my fuel... thanks;)
