In the Moonlight

~*~RoseRed~*~

-Severus reflects on one of his many 'conquests,' one that he regrets.

            That night so long ago, the memory still vivid in my mind.  I'm quite sure it shall remain etched in forever.  A memory like this one isn't easily forgotten.

            I still don't know why even agreed to be my 'friend.'  I was his most hated teacher.  I took away countless House Points, gave him never ending detentions.  Still, he held no grudge.  I'm sure he does now, though.  Who wouldn't?

            It took me three months to get him into my bed, into my strong arms.  He came willingly after 'his' poor Hermione was killed.  I guess in a way I took advantage of him.  Then again, he practically begged me to kiss him that night.  If I hadn't been trying to seduce him, I probably would have laughed out loud.  Instead, I pretended to care.  I pretended to love him.

            His soft lips, and fair skin.  That dark hair and those green eyes.  The way he called out my name as we both reached our peaks.  The way that we just lay there for unnumbered hours afterwards.

            The poor fool actually thinks that I love him!  I couldn't possibly love him, could I?  Of course not, he's my student.  My young student.  Stop it, severus, he's not your anything!  He's just another little seventh year.  He only slept with you for comfort.  He doesn't really love you, does he?  You don't really love him, do you?  No, that's crazy!

            Oh shit, here he comes.   He's as beautiful as ever.  He didn't comb his hair this morning, it looks so amazing when it's untamed.  Wait, whom is he walking with?  Draco?  No, it can't be, but it is.  He never loved you.  You were just a fuck.  Nothing more, nothing less.

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