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A/N: This story contains rape, seduction and probably drunken brawls, if you have any thing against //Reading// any of these things turn away now. And if you have interests in doing any of these things (mainly the first thing) go and chop your genitals off. Thank you and hope that you enjoy the story.

Chapter one

Lily hurried her way up to Gryffindor Tower. On the way she had to help some lost first years find their way up their from the Great Hall. She remembered when she had got completely lost from every one else in her first year. It was then did she first meet Lucius Malfoy. He was a knowledgeable third year, well to a little first year girl he was.

Sighing to herself she opened yet another doorway and found nothing. If only she found someone that she recognised, just anyone then she'd be all right. It was being all on her own that scared her. It was the second day in this strange place and she was lost.

She remembered getting her letter, over two months ago now. Her older sister wasn't happy with it at all. She thought Lily to be a freak. Her parents on the other hand were proud of her. Albeit shaken at first, especially her mother. Her surprise didn't really look like surprise. It was as she had been expecting it but also feared it and didn't want any one to know. Her father didn't suspect any thing, and he was convinced that it was a hoax. In fact he almost punished Petunia, her sister, into creating the letter. But another one came shortly after and it said that there would be a wizard family to accompany her. That was when she had met James.

If only she could find him //now// that would solve her problems, he too had got sorted into Gryffindor, and they had got quite close. But he seemed a bit strange around her. The way he looked into her eyes, almost like he recognised them on someone else. Lily had never met, or even heard any one having the some shade of green as hers. They were //unnaturally// green.

Lily sighed again, and jumped when she felt someone behind her. He was tall, older than she, with blonde hair and grey eyes. "Are you lost?" He asked, almost caring.

"Yes, I'm trying to find Gryffindor tower." She looked up at him; (she was quite short.)

"Oh, well I can't help you there, sorry, I'm a Slytherin myself. Lucius Malfoy." He held out his hand, which she shook.

"Lily Evans."

"Ah.muggleborn." He said, giving her clothes a glare.

"Yes." He looked right into her eyes, and blinked.

"I could swear I've seen your eyes before. Are you sure that you have no wizarding blood in you?"

"Quite sure."

"If the girl says she's muggleborn, then she's muggleborn." Said a new voice, (rather a sneer) from behind her. Lily turned around. There, was another boy, quite tall, though shorter than this Lucius fellow, he had black hair, the shine was what most would mistake as grease and what looked like black hollow eyes.

"Severus, such a pleasure to see you again. It's been quite a while hasn't it."

"I saw you yesterday, Lucius." He looked at Lily. "Who's your little friend?" He asked.

"This is Lily Evans. Lily this is Severus, he's in your year, but we're old friends."

"Our fathers happen to know each other." He said. "It's a pleasure. I think I overheard that you were lost. I'm a Slytherin so do not know where Gryffindor Tower is located, but I saw Potter and his pathetic little mongrels over there." He waved his hand behind him vaguely. "I'll make sure Lily here finds them, thank you Lucius, I will see you soon."

And then Lucius Malfoy was gone, and Lily was glad, but she didn't know what to think of this other person either, Severus something? When Lucius was out of earshot, he turned on her. "You are //very// lucky." He said.

"Excuse me?"

"You have to be careful, especially now. Muggleborns are in danger. Old families such as the Malfoys belief that those who can not trace their wizarding ancestry back to the age of Merlin, then you're not rightfully allowed to study magic. Which is quite pathetic because hardly any one can trace their ancestry back very far at all. I can only do it a few centuries."

"Were you being sarcastic about the whole Merlin thing?"

"Only slightly."

"You mean he actually existed!"

"Of course. There was no Sword in the stone, well, a little stone."

"So the general story is true?"

"Yes. Merlin gave Uther a polyjiuce Potion."

"Polyjuice?"

"A potion that makes you take the appearance of someone else. Any way, he gave this to King Uther and he took the Lady Ygraine of Cornwall as his for the night, and bore Arthur."

"Whoa. Do most take this view? Muggleborns bad."

"Enough."

"Do you?"

"My family?" She nodded. He turned his head to her. "Yes."

"Do you personally?"

"No, as long as they are capable of doing magic, that's all that should matter. Here, Potter."

"Thank-you. I'll see you around."

Severus nodded, and went away, and Lily ran up to James.

She had also met Severus in that time too. But they had to hide how close they //really// were from the public eye. Society wouldn't except it. To every one they merely studied together. (Lily wasn't too good at potions while Severus.he was out of every ones league. Sometimes he got better potions than the teacher did, and he often moaned that the schools supplies were rubbish.)

Lily had lost count of the number of time that he had saved her from the clutches of Lucius Malfoy, ever since that first time.

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"Severus?" Lily called.

"What?" He asked sleepy.

"Were you asleep?"

"What are you doing here? This is the Slytherin boys' dorm."

"No it's not. It's the history of magic classroom. Lesson's over."

Severus' head jerked up, luckily the classroom was now empty. "What happened there?"

Lily shrugged and continued putting her books in her bag. "You fell asleep."

"I never fall asleep in class." Severus said getting up.

"Well you did here." She sighed and made sure Binns was out of earshot. "And I don't blame you, it was really boring."

She looked towards the door and saw Lucius walk past. He paused and looked straight at Lily. They hadn't talked since his speech at the beginning of the year; it was now two weeks into it. She found Lucius.well.scary. His whole aura was giving off some negative vibe that all the girls fell for.

Except Lily.

But Lily was the only one he wanted, and he would do anything to get her.

She never told any one about it, even Severus but she suspected that he knew. This fixation that Lucius had with Lily had been going on for years since Lily's second year. At first it was stupid things like trying to kiss her and asking her to all the dances, (even though they were a rare occurrence, Dumbledore thought it wise to have them as it brought students together, especially in dark times.) But now. It was different, he was older, and bigger than she was and Lily was scared of what he would do to her. There had been more than one occasion when he had tried to drag him into his private bedroom.

She swallowed and smiled sweetly at Lucius who nodded at her and at Severus before going along to his next class.

Lily then turned to her friend "Coming?"

Severus, scanned her up and down, (thinking that she wouldn't notice) and nodded.

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That night at dinner was the worse, all through it Lucius was staring at her, mouthing something that she couldn't understand, like a different language. Even when she turned away she could still feel his eyes burning into her. Unable to concentrate she got up, made her excuses, and left the great hall.

She could feel Lucius follow her.

Jogging lightly up the stairs he stopped her. "Going anywhere?"

Sighing, she turned around. "I'm going to bed. I'm tired."

"Oh." He said pouting almost. He circled around her. "But the night is so young." He had a hold of her wrist and he brought it up to his cheek. "You're shaking." She snatched it away and put it behind her back. "That's rude."

He went up close to her, and cocked his head to the side. "Thought any thing about my proposition?"

"You never gave me one."

"I thought it obvious."

"So, if I become your willing love slave you'll keep me from harms way."

"That's pretty much it."

"Pretty much? Sorry Lucius no sharing. I'm sure all your Death Eater friends would love to have a taste of me, but no."

"I don't share my things."

"I'm not yours to share."

He grabbed hold of the roots of her hair. "You're just so beautiful. I've seen the way the he looks at you."

"Who." She said, playing dumb.

"You know who I mean. But he can't have you. Permission first has to be gained from your father. And I have it."

"He is not my father, whatever you say."

Lucius smirked and kissed her. "Believe what you will, but always remember that you are mine, not his." He then let go of her hair and left her, going back to the great hall.

Breathing some steadying breaths Lily carried on walking up the stairs. Once up in Gryffindor tower she ran to the bathroom slid down the wall and put her face in her hands. She didn't notice that she was crying. There was nothing that she could do. She wasn't going to tell a teacher, she was sure Severus knew that //something// was going on, but not the full extent of it, and James was always playing around, thinking that life was just one big laugh to notice.

Even if she did tell someone there was nothing that could be done. The Malfoys were a rich and //very// powerful family in the Ministry. Mr Malfoy, would unlikely have anything against his only son raping a poor muggleborn girl. Somehow he'd get way with it, even get Lily into trouble, somehow.

But according to Lucius she wasn't muggleborn. She was something else. But she wasn't going to believe him about it.

There was a knock on the bathroom door. "Lily, you in there?" it was Sirius.

"Sirius, this is the girls bathroom. You're not exactly allowed in here."

"We were worried about you. That's all. You bolted pretty fast. Anything wrong?" Lily dried her eyes, and stood up straight, and opened the door.

"I'm fine, I just went to the bathroom. Nothing strange about that, isn't there?"

"No, but."

"So, if you'll excuse me I have homework to do. Goodbye. Unless you want to join me of course. It' potions, and I know how that's your favourite."



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"What did he do to you this time?" Severus said.

Lily looked up from the textbook. "Huh?" she asked. His eyes were full of worry, and face sincere, it was something that rarely happened in front of people, if they were not Lily Evans.

"I know that's he's doing something to you. I just don't know what."

Lily rotated her shoulders, and breathed deeply. "I don't want to talk about, it. Now, the draught of the." She said getting back to potions.

Severus slammed her book closed making her and every one else in the room jump. "Listen, please, tell me what's going on? I can help you." He said to her.

"What?" She whispered. "Because you're a Slytherin, and your father can tell his father don't do that."

"Stop being so stupid Lily. Please."

"It's none of your business."

"It is my business." He said, leaning close to her. "You have to tell me, or he's going to keep doing it."

"Lucius." Lily greeted startled, as the man in question appeared behind Severus.

"Forming a conspiracy I see." He said. Severus turned around, and looked at him trying, it seemed, to hide wide eyes. "I thought you were tired Lily."

"Yeah, I realised that I had homework and had to get that done first." Lily said, sweat glands working to full extent.

"I see." Lucius sneered. "Now, I hope you weren't talking about me."

"No, we were studying and, somehow Potter came into the mix of things. Lily knows about his next idiotic 'prank' and is not telling me." Severus covered up wonderfully.

Lucius gave a smirk and sat down next to Lily. "You should tell him you know. Or you'll have a detention let's say, next week?" He got up; "I'll send you your form."

When he had finally gone, Lily gaped. "Can.can he even //do// that?"

Severus sighed. "Unfortunately, yes. But the head boy and girl rarely do it. You have to have it with him, so they can't be bothered, just take points off. Sorry, that I got you into trouble."

"Don't be. Somehow I think that he would have found a reason to do that to me any way."



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His father had taught him how to Apperate a couple of summers ago. So as long as he was careful and did it out of site he was able to Apperate home and update his father on what he was doing. If he had something to tell him. Like now.

"Father she is still being resistant. I have tried claiming her but."

"I have had enough of this Lucius." His father said. Horatio Malfoy, stood tall his blonde hair much brighter than Lucius' "She is just a stupid Mudblood girl to the public." Lucius opened his mouth to disagree. "I know, that she is not. Tell me, Lucius, you have informed the girl of her heritage?"

"Yes father, but she will not listen, stubborn little bitch is determined that she is a mudblood. I have tried to convince her that she is much more than that."

"Indeed she is." Said a cold voice from behind them. Both the Malfoys turned around and fell to their knees. "Do rise." Lucius slowly rose, and looked at Lord Voldemort finally he was meeting him. He had dreamed of this moment for many a year, he and Lily rightfully siding him. "I understand that you talk of young Lily, yes?"

"Yes Milord." His father said. Lucius kept his head low.

"Ah, young Lucius. Such a pleasure to finally meet you." He held out his hand and Lucius did what his father had told him to do if this were ever to happen, he kissed the back of it.

"Milord." He greeted.

"Master Malfoy, tell me. What has she done to you?"

"Lied mainly Milord, lied to get around, make stories up. Severus Snape is covering up for her."

Voldemort furrowed his green eyes. "Snape? Yes, I know of his family, a good pure-blooded family.yes." He paused. "Explain to me Lucius, what is Master Snape doing, except covering up. Do they have romantic issues?" Lucius, felt sudden fear

"I believe, Milord, that Severus is in love with her. Sometime last year, I was following Lily, and I saw them kissing in the Astronomy tower."

"And does she love him?"

"I do not think so Milord, I think that it just happened."

Voldemort chuckled. "A slip of the tongue, one might say." He laughed at his own little joke. "Well, master Malfoy, claim her as you will, you have my permission to do so. You are a good family." He nodded swiftly at his father, "And Lily, will make fine children."

And then he was gone, and Lucius' father stood up and walked next to Lucius. "He is right you know."

"Father, you just told me that she was not worth the bother."

His father glared at him. "Do you think me wrong?"

"No, no of course not."

It was Lucius that brought Lily to the attention of the Dark Lord all those years ago. He had written to his father saying that she had extremely green eyes that were familiar and after some research they had figured out //who// she actually was. He had told Lily last year and she was not at all happy. Neither did she actually believe him.

But she //had// to know who she really was, and she had to accept her fate. Her fate in belonging to him.

TBC



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