Pensive Pencil
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Before I get started, the title is from an essay I wrote in English 4, and there is a reason that I'm calling this "Pensive Pencil." Oh, and I do not own anything of Nintendo or Camelot except a little cartridge called Golden Sun, a NES, two GBAs, an E-Reader.........
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Dear diary,
I haven't written to you in a long time. Ever since my parent's died... Anyway, I've just met three of the nicest men in my life: Ivan, a young blond with telepathy, Issac, a boy my age and seemingly nice personallity, and Garret, the firey strong one. These three men helped me through the lighthouse when Alex and some other people lit it. I cannot believe he had the audacity to do such a thing! He knew that lighting the lighthouse was not what we were here for!
Anyway, about my companions, Ivan is a well meaning young lad, who has very polite manners, and always seems to know what to say when it's right. I only hope he doesn't read my mind... I cannot bear to let anyone know what happened... But I digress.
Issac is also polite, but seems distracted, as if something is on his mind. I'd ask Ivan, but that would violate my belief of privacy. Issac is as nice as they come, but I still wish that he'd let me know what's bothering him...
Garret is an enigma. He is a stunning example of all brawn and no brains; he constantly forgets things, and even more frequently stuffs his face full of food. If I didn't know better, I'd say that he ate six times hsi normal weight. And for some wierd reason, he's very handsom...
Diary, I have a serious problem, one that you don't know about. I enjoy the company of these men, Garret especially, but there is something that you should know, and something that I need to get out into the open.
When I was twelve, my mother was mauled to death by a pack of bears while returning from the lighthouse. My father, who was an intelligent man, went mad, and became a drunk. When I turned thirteen, he began the beatings. He would constantly hit me over and over, and one time he... forced me. As soon as I became fourteen, I ran away to the cave near the edge of town. The next day, he was found dead, by the same bears that killed mom. I then went to the sanctuary and began training to be a healer, never wanting such a thing to happen to any one else.
But Diary, how will I tell these men with whom I travel? Tell them that I was beaten and rapped by my own father? How do I tell them this? Will they still like me if they know?
Will Garret think less of me if I tell him? Can I trust him with this?
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Sitting next to the fire they had set up, Garret stared into nothingness. How was he going to tell her his feelings? Sure, he'd known Jenna a long time, but so had Issac. And now this Mia had come into his life...
Gerret glanced over his shoulder as Mia walked towards him, her brilliant blue robes glowing as the fires reflected off of them. Her beautiful skin shined as she stared at him with those gorgeous blue eyes. *How could such a beautiful and intelligent creature love me?*
Sitting down next to him, Mia placed her head on his shoulder, and simply stared at the fire. Confused and content, Garret stared as well.
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This was my first crack at anything related to an Angst, and I appreciate any input or ideas. Flames are welcome, and are expected, since the Garret/Mia couple is rare...
Read And Review (And this means you!)
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Before I get started, the title is from an essay I wrote in English 4, and there is a reason that I'm calling this "Pensive Pencil." Oh, and I do not own anything of Nintendo or Camelot except a little cartridge called Golden Sun, a NES, two GBAs, an E-Reader.........
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Dear diary,
I haven't written to you in a long time. Ever since my parent's died... Anyway, I've just met three of the nicest men in my life: Ivan, a young blond with telepathy, Issac, a boy my age and seemingly nice personallity, and Garret, the firey strong one. These three men helped me through the lighthouse when Alex and some other people lit it. I cannot believe he had the audacity to do such a thing! He knew that lighting the lighthouse was not what we were here for!
Anyway, about my companions, Ivan is a well meaning young lad, who has very polite manners, and always seems to know what to say when it's right. I only hope he doesn't read my mind... I cannot bear to let anyone know what happened... But I digress.
Issac is also polite, but seems distracted, as if something is on his mind. I'd ask Ivan, but that would violate my belief of privacy. Issac is as nice as they come, but I still wish that he'd let me know what's bothering him...
Garret is an enigma. He is a stunning example of all brawn and no brains; he constantly forgets things, and even more frequently stuffs his face full of food. If I didn't know better, I'd say that he ate six times hsi normal weight. And for some wierd reason, he's very handsom...
Diary, I have a serious problem, one that you don't know about. I enjoy the company of these men, Garret especially, but there is something that you should know, and something that I need to get out into the open.
When I was twelve, my mother was mauled to death by a pack of bears while returning from the lighthouse. My father, who was an intelligent man, went mad, and became a drunk. When I turned thirteen, he began the beatings. He would constantly hit me over and over, and one time he... forced me. As soon as I became fourteen, I ran away to the cave near the edge of town. The next day, he was found dead, by the same bears that killed mom. I then went to the sanctuary and began training to be a healer, never wanting such a thing to happen to any one else.
But Diary, how will I tell these men with whom I travel? Tell them that I was beaten and rapped by my own father? How do I tell them this? Will they still like me if they know?
Will Garret think less of me if I tell him? Can I trust him with this?
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Sitting next to the fire they had set up, Garret stared into nothingness. How was he going to tell her his feelings? Sure, he'd known Jenna a long time, but so had Issac. And now this Mia had come into his life...
Gerret glanced over his shoulder as Mia walked towards him, her brilliant blue robes glowing as the fires reflected off of them. Her beautiful skin shined as she stared at him with those gorgeous blue eyes. *How could such a beautiful and intelligent creature love me?*
Sitting down next to him, Mia placed her head on his shoulder, and simply stared at the fire. Confused and content, Garret stared as well.
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This was my first crack at anything related to an Angst, and I appreciate any input or ideas. Flames are welcome, and are expected, since the Garret/Mia couple is rare...
Read And Review (And this means you!)
