Once upstairs I ran into my room to find Margo and Mia already there. "So you finally got here," said Margo accusingly. "So we got lost." I said back. "Lost ya right I'd say you took the wrong direction on purpose." She said. "Well how would you know because I've never been here it is really easy to get lost." I said. "Eh hem you had Mr. Potter there to help you. After I saw your display in the Great Hall well I wouldn't be so sure that you wouldn't want to get lost." Margo said anger reaching its peak. "EXCUSE ME! I am no whore thank you very much." I said starting to get very mad at her. "Well you sure act like it." Margo said. "HEY, HEY, HEY! GURLS" said Mia. "Stop fighting you like each other deep down and Margo just because you're jealous that Sarah has Harry as a boyfriend doesn't mean that it changes anything at all! Now we have to get to work because we don't have all night." "Mia's right we should get to work." I said. Margo and I pulled out our laptops that were connected to the internet. Mine was blue and Margo's was black. Typical for us though. We also pulled out our TV and DVD player and our CD players. Mia was impressed but we all soon got down to work. Once we had the charms on all of our electronics we bid Mia goodnight as she left for her own dorm and started unpacking our books and Muggle clothing. It was around 11:00 by the time we both were emptying the rest of our trunks. Aside from pictures and posters that I had at the bottom of my trunk I found the bottle of vanilla vodka that I had put there just in case after I stole it from my parents. "What's wrong Sarah?" she asked because when I saw it and remembered by I had put it there my face had paled. "Oh nothing just remembering why I had brought the bottle of vanilla vodka. Since I'm happy now I guess I'll just transfigure it" I said. So I did I transfigured it to a rose that was a pale bluish white on the outside and the inside was a mixture between blush pink, the colour of Harry's lips, and a purple, that was my favourite colour. I hadn't finished the spell totally by placing the spell that doesn't allow it to be transfigured back. I didn't want to have to wait until I got back home to get some more. I was sure Hogsmeade didn't carry it. Margo said, "I have to go downstairs now that we are finished unpacking I need to say goodnight to Seamus" "See ya later Margo. I'm going to bed" I said. "Night Sarah" she said. She went downstairs and I went to bed after changing into my Disney pyjamas. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Margo's Point of View ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I went downstairs, after leaving Sarah to go to bed, completely worn out from my first day at Hogwarts. But I knew that my day wouldn't be done until I had talked to Harry. Seamus was downstairs anyways but Harry had gone upstairs. "Hey Seam" I said kissing him. "Can you go upstairs and tell Harry to come down please" "Sure thing Margo why?" he said. "Because I need to talk to him about a certain friend" I said. "Oh I see about Sarah" Seam said. "Exactly." He went upstairs and Harry came downstairs a few minutes later. "Hey Margo" he said, "What did you want to talk about. I'm really tired and would like to go to sleep." "Well actually it's about someone" I said. "You mean Sarah. Are you going to tell me that if I hurt her that you're going to kill me. Because I already got that talk when I went out with Ginny from Ron" he said. "Well basically it is but also I have to tell you something that she wouldn't want to bring up with you. When Kyle broke up with her she stole a bottle of vodka from her parents and started drinking herself into oblivion every night so she could fall asleep. Unfortunately she never finished the bottle even though she does it every night and has been since he broke up with her. She had brought the bottle with her to Hogwarts and though because she found you she transfigured it into a rose she never locked the spell so it can't be transfigured back. What I basically wanted to say is that if you break up with her and she goes back to drinking I am going to personally kill you. Screw it if I get expelled." I said seriously. "I can see that you're serious and believe me even if I hadn't heard that from you I wouldn't want to hurt Sarah she is everything to me." Harry said sincerely. "Alright Harry. See you tomorrow good night." I said. I trudged back upstairs to our dorm. I saw the rose in a bottle and Sarah was asleep in her bed. Everything was how it should be. I changed into my pyjamas and fell into bed. In a minute I was asleep. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Sarah's Point of View *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

In the morning I woke up before Margo and got out of bed and went to the bathroom for a shower. I had to walk downstairs out of the common room and into the hall to get to the bathroom. Because I didn't think anybody would be out there at this unholy time of morning I went out there in my pyjamas. I was walking down the hall with a bag with my clothes and some of my shower things in there when all of the sudden I was accosted by none other than Draco Malfoy. "Well , well, well what do we have here a girl by herself on the way to the bathroom it seems." He said. "Well, well, well" I said imitating his cocky and sarcastic voice. "What do we have here a bully without his body guards." He looked me over in my pyjamas which, I wished then I had worn a robe, were quite skimpy. "Well what do you think Malfoy am I good enough for you" I said trying to make my looks seductive it wasn't that hard though because even if he was a jackass he still was one hottie. "Of course you are my dear" he said looking quite sexy I thought. Then I berated myself for even thinking that. "Well it's not as if I would ever go out with you because I'm sure you use and dispose" I said trying to be as insulting as possible. "Well I am not sure but I think that at least I ask for sex where Potter just happens to be to innocent to do anything of that sort" he said not realizing that being 'to innocent to ask for sex' bode well in my books. "Good bye and thank you for the information Malfoy" I said and skipped off to the shower. After the nice long hot shower I dried my hair with a spell and curled it too. I then changed into my clothes which consisted of a black tank top and a pair of low rise jeans. I applied some make up just a bit of lip chap and blue eye shadow. I then headed back to common room. I decided that instead of chit chatting with Malfoy I'd just punch him in the mouth and get it over with. I met him half way back and without explanation I punched him in the mouth and kept on walking. When I got into the common room Harry was up. He came over to me and said, "Damn girl you look good" then he kissed him on the mouth. I kiss him back with much lots of passion for what Malfoy had said. "What was that for Sarah" he said while trying to catch his breath. "For being you" I said then I flashed him a smile and went upstairs to where I was sure Margo was still asleep. "Margo you have to get up you have like 3 minutes to get dressed." I said. "WHAT!" she said. I pulled her out of bed murmured a quick spell that made her clean and then another spell that dressed her. She had on a red sweatshirt and guys black baggy pants. "Margo come on move your ass now. There is nothing more I can do." I dragged her down the stairs and then made Seamus carry her to the great hall. We shoved some food in her and then we ran off to potions class. We arrived there with two minutes to spare. We sat down and Snape came in. "5 points from Gryffindor for 2 students not being in uniform" he said sadistically. "Professor Snape?" I said cautiously putting my hand up. "What?" he barked. "Sir the reason Margo and I aren't in uniform is because they aren't ready yet and you would have yelled at us any ways for not having it proper so give it a god damn break." "20 points from Gryffindor for speaking back and a detention for indecent exposure." He said. "You probably like that don't you, you sadistic bastard" said Harry under his breath. "Detention Potter for bad mouthing a teacher." He said. I turned to Harry and said, "Well at least we have it together" After that we got down to work. Harry and I made the potion perfectly because I had advanced skills at potions and Harry has made very many hard ones before. Unfortunately having Margo and Seamus working together was probably a bad idea. Margo and Seamus aren't the best at potions. They melted a cauldron and got a detention each for that. By the time class was over Gryffindor had a total of 50 points taken off and Harry, Seamus, Margo, Neville, and I all had detentions. Next we all trooped off to transfiguration. Margo and I were partners in this but Harry gave me the poutiest look until I promised him I'd make it up to him. Seamus wasn't good at transfiguration either. After that Mia, Margo and I went to Arithmancy, while the guys went off to Divination class. Mia was glad that somebody had decided to take Arithmancy with her. I had to persuade Margo to take it because she hates math. After that we had lunch luckily the guys got off early and saved us spots. We all went and sat down. Chatting over lunch I decided I needed to change into something warmer than my tank top because afternoon was all outside, Herbology and Care of Magical Creatures. And so far all we had for homework was essays on why the wolfsbane potion works and on why transfiguring something from one species to another is bad and why it's good. I ran upstairs to my dorm and grabbed my nice warm black sweatshirt and put it on. After I decided my hair and jeans didn't suit this so I put on a pair of Margo's flared guys black pants. She doesn't care if I borrow her clothes. I also murmured a spell that made my hair black and it twisted itself up into chopsticks and would stay there. Then I changed my make up to black eye liner and silver eye shadow. Added my silver tongue stud and chain belt and earrings. Walking back to the great hall to meet the guys I was accosted by none other than our favourite Slytherin Draco Malfoy. "You're going to be in big trouble you know?" he said. "Oh really and why might that be?" I said back innocently. "Professor Snape doesn't allow abuse on his house students" he said looking at me maliciously. "Who said that you or any Slytherin was abused." I said innocently again. "Well he believes me and I'm sure that you aren't in his good books" Malfoy said. "Well that may be true as it is but I think that Dumbledore would believe me more than you now wouldn't he. Considering I am first year here and have caught up in all my studies in 2 months." I said rubbing it in his face. Then I started to walk away. He ran after me though and grabbed my arm. I couldn't very well get away because he was much stronger and taller than me. I twisted my arm as much as I could but it wasn't any use. "Stop it!" Malfoy growled. I didn't listen so he slapped me hard. "Now listen. You are going to break up with Potter and do my homework for a month and go out with me to be used or abused or I will tell Snape that you punched me in the mouth and beat me up." He said. "Oh and you really want to tell people that you got beat up by a girl. Now what would that do for your reputation" I said. He stared at me in shock then I slapped him and yanked my arm free. I ran to the great hall totally distraught. "Sarah" said Harry. He grabbed me as I came near and pulled me onto his lap. I started crying. "Sarah what's wrong?" asked Harry trying to calm me down. "Mal. Malfoy.. he. he came.. came across me." I said trying to make sense of what happened because everything was getting messed up in my brain. "Sarah what did Malfoy do to you?" said Harry in a firm voice that meant he was trying to control his anger. "He threatened to tell Snape that I punched him but also said I beat him up if I didn't do as he said, then I threatened back and slapped him." I said in a big breath. "HE DID WHAT?" said Harry, "Why I'll get him for that." "Harry you can't go and beat Malfoy up because you'll get in trouble and you also need to be here with Sarah. Let me handle this," said Margo looking unpleasant. "Alright Margo just don't try and talk to him" said Harry. Margo ignored him and left. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Margo's Point of View *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Angered as I was I couldn't let that show and controlled my emotions. But I did have to get Malfoy back for hurting Sarah. She had been through too much lately. I tracked him down to a corridor. When I confronted him he scoffed at me. I ran under his legs and tackled from behind. After I brought him down I got up quickly and kicked him in the nuts. He got up and said, "I am so going to tell Professor Snape about this." "Malfoy I'm going to make this short and sweet. I'm 13, your 14, I'm a girl, you're a boy, do you really want anybody to know that you got beast up by a girl that's a year younger than you. Didn't think so. Also leave Sarah alone she doesn't need it." I said. As I turned to leave he said, " So now you're doing that bitches bidding." Something inside me snapped I turned and beat him within an inch of his life. I was late for Herbology and my hand were sore but I was content. "Oh and she can do her own bidding this was my own choice" I said as an after thought. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Sarah's Point of View ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Margo was late for Herbology not that I was surprised. Knowing Margo she was either off snogging or beating up Malfoy. Beating him up is what it had better be because if she's snogging I think Harry might kill her. Luckily about half way through Herbology Margo turned up and was rubbing her hands. She came in and luckily Sprout was in one of her stories so Gryffindor didn't get any more points taken off. After Herbology I dreaded going to my next class luckily my stomach took care of that. I hadn't had breakfast because I was to busy trying to shove food down Margo's throat and I hadn't had lunch because I was to distraught I fainted. As I did Harry caught me and the world blacked out. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Harry's Point of View ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* When Sarah blacked out I caught her and quickly ran to Hagrid's, he was surprised to see me so early to class. "Hagrid I have to take Sarah to the hospital wing ok? I really think Margo should come with me because she is Sarah's best friend." I said hurriedly. "O' course 'Arry take Margo with you and don't worry about this class because all I am doin' is tellin' you people 'bout a project and you guys can work together and I'll tell you later 'bout it" Hagrid said. I grabbed Margo and told her not to say anything. Then we started up to the castle. I ran into the hospital wing and said "Madam Pomphrey we have an accident." "Well you're not the only one Mr. Malfoy here got beat up today. Now what seems to be the problem?" she asked. "Sarah fainted during our walk from Herbology to Care of Magical Creatures. Also Margo was trying to catch her but she landed on her hand wrong and she thinks it's broken" said Harry. "Well lets take a look oh you can put Sarah down on the bed and Margo you come sit over here. Harry don't you have a class to get to?" she asked. "No Madam Pomphrey, Hagrid said I could stay please let me stay." I said trying to plead without Malfoy noticing. "Of course Harry as long as Hagrid doesn't mind" she said. "No he doesn't," I said pulling up a chair to where I had put Sarah down. Margo went off with Madam Pomphrey and a few minutes later she came back with her eyes watering and holding her hand. "You ok Margo?" I asked. "No I had a broken hand but she fixed it and it hurts like hell," Margo said trying not to raise her voice. "Well come here then," I said holding out my arms to her. She came and sat on my lap and I comforted her until she stopped shaking. "Isn't Sarah going to get mad at you for doing this?" Margo asked. "No she shouldn't because I only did this because we can't go get Seamus and you are her best friend," I said confidently. "So the girl that had the guts to beat me up can't take a little pain in fixing a broken hand without the painkiller. Well that's what you get when my injuries are so bad it takes the last of the painkiller" said Malfoy. Margo jumped up ready to fight him again. But I put her back down in the chair and walked towards Malfoy. "Oh so now Potter's going to play hero to not only his girlfriend but also his girlfriends best friend," Malfoy said sneering at me. I just kept walking then turned a bit I grabbed the curtain that separates the bed and pulled it closed. Margo stood up. "Thanks Harry I don't know if I could have done that," she said. "Your welcome Margo," I said pulling her into a hug then I lightly kissed her on the cheek. "Now scat and do some homework," I said and as she turned I slapped her ass to make her move faster. I turned to face Sarah and found out that she was awake. "I saw the whole thing Harry," she said. "Sorry Sarah," I said hoping she wouldn't be mad at me. "It's okay Harry I was just going to thank you for looking out for Margo," she quickly cast a silencing spell, not that she should have after that I grabbed her wand and shook it at her. "Anyways Margo isn't as strong as she looks so thank you but as for that kiss you still owe me," she said cheekily. "Madam Pomphrey Sarah is awake!" I yelled loudly across the room. Madam Pomphrey bustled over and made me go and wait in the waiting room. Half an hour later Sarah came out looking quite harried. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Sarah's Point of View ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ I came out of the room looking quite mad because Madam Pomphrey told me to go and inform Harry that I had to stay the night because she was worried about my health. Ya right that woman just wanted to keep me there, I mean she was even making me still go to my detention with Snape! "Harry get over here now!" I screamed at him. "What is wrong Sarah?" he asked. "Well I'll let you know what is wrong, Madam Pomphrey is making me stay over night because of my delicate health." I said scorning the words. "I NEED YOU TO TELL MARGO THAT AND I NEED YOU TO TELL HER TO BRING ME MY ESSENTIALS!" I screamed. "Yes ma'am" said Harry saluting and turning to run. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Margo's Point of View ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Oh my god Harry kissed me. I can't believe it. Now calm down Margo it was just a kiss. I still have Seamus. Hmm I am going to go and grab him from the end of Care of Magical Creatures. I'm sure I can make up something so I can go and snog with him. Down at Hagrid's just as I walked up to Hagrid and said, "Hagrid I need to grab Seamus so we can go and make sure Sarah and Harry are alright," I said lying. "O course Margo, go right a 'ead and do that I will explain the lesson to the rest of you guys later," I grabbed Seamus and dragged him away without explaining what was happening. As soon as we got out of site of all the classes I started snogging with him. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Harry's Point of View ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ I still can't find Margo where the hell is she! Probably off shagging Seamus. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Sarah's Point of view *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Back in the hospital wing I was sitting on the bed with the curtain closed. I went to open the curtain to see who was behind it. Malfoy was behind it. I jumped in the air when I saw him. "It's glad to see you are finally awake Sarah, sorry if I frightened you," Draco said. "Why are you talking so civilized to me?" I asked suspiciously. "I am because of the fact I don't want you to sick Margo on me anymore and the fact that if word gets out I was beaten up by a girl then my reputation will be ruined and my dad will be mad," he said. "Don't forget she's younger than you but ok why would your dad get mad if your reputation got ruined." I asked concerned about the answer. "You might as well come and sit down for a while it's a bit of a shocking story and we don't want you falling down and hurting your pretty head anymore," he said. I complied with what he said and went and sat down on the bed beside him. "Well because I have the name Malfoy great things are supposed to happen for me. A while ago when I was younger more susceptible to people I asked my father why I had to be perfect in everyway. He gave me the answer in a beating hitting me and screaming the words as to instil it to me for eternity. I have always hated my last name and have always resented Potter for having the friends and fame and all he ever did was get that stupid scar. Well obviously when my father found out that I wasn't top of my class, didn't make friends with Harry, and wasn't first on the quidditch team he got angry with me for all of it. Of course I was rewarded with a beating when I got home, for it all." "Oh my god Draco I'm so sorry I misjudged you," I said through my tears. I hugged him tightly and he hugged me back fiercely. "So does this mean you don't have to be a sadistic bastard anymore?" I asked. "It does if you'll be my friend," Draco said. "That's a deal. Also I will get Margo to apologize," I said. "Thanks Sarah but I think we should get to sleep we both seem tired," Draco said. "Ya me so tired," I said. "Then stay here we can share," he said. "Ok, Draco if you insist," I said. We both fell asleep right away. During the night when we were sleeping Dumbledore came in and said quietly, "So it is going to happen." ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Harry's Point of View ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ I was walking up to bring Sarah her stuff when I saw that her bed was empty. I thought maybe that Malfoy had gone back to his dormitory and Madam Pomphrey had given Sarah a more privet room. I pulled back the curtain slowly and I almost fainted and screamed at the same time I was so shocked. Malfoy and Sarah, my Sarah, were sleeping on the same bed together! I walked up to her and shook her awake quietly and she looked at me and I said, "Do you know that you are on the same bed as Malfoy?" "His name is Draco, Harry. I do know that I am on the same bed as him because last night we were talking and when we finished I was so tired I couldn't move so I slept here with him," Sarah said calmly. "First off why are you on first name basis with him he hates us he verbally threatened you yesterday. Are you sure that you still have a brain in there," I said tapping her head. "Harry just listen to me please there is something you don't know about Draco" Sarah said desperately. "No I don't believe it what could be useful to me except he is a sadistic bastard just like his father!" I yelled. "No he is nothing like his father it's not true," she said. "HE IS EXACTLY LIKE HIS FATHER!" I yelled. "GET OUT!" Sarah said in a deadly voice that was as cold as ice. I ran from the room unable to believe that my girlfriend would become friends with the likes of Malfoy. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Sarah's Point of View ~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Oh my god I can't believe I just did that. I just sent my boyfriend away and screamed at him over Draco. Well considering that my opinion has changed drastically maybe it is a good thing. I still feel guilty but I guess that's something I have to put up with. "Sarah I was awake through the whole thing sorry about that and if you don't want to go and face those Gryffindorks. Sorry it's a habit but yes if you don't want to go and face them you can come to my privet rooms for a while." Draco said. "Of course I would love to go to your rooms. But wouldn't you not want to be seen with a Gryffindork such as myself." I said testing him. "Not at the least in fact I would be delighted to be seen with you in public," he said. "Well then why don't we go?" I said. "Yes lets slip out of here before Madam Pomphrey finds us." He said. We ran down the hallway when I started to drop behind Draco. "You okay Sarah?" he asked. "Just a bit winded I think," I said lying through my teeth. "No your not you're still sick and you still haven't had anything too eat. Damn I knew I forgot something. Now come here," Draco said. "Malfoy if you are trying something I will kill you," I said suspiciously. "Back to Malfoy is it I'll get made later. Well anyways I'm not going to hurt you so come here and call me Draco it's my name," he said. "Fine Drake I'm coming," I said then I walked over to him. He suddenly hoisted my up and threw me over his shoulder. "PUT ME DOWN!" I screamed. Draco ignored me and then I gave up on that. "If you drop me I will so kill you," I said. "I'm not going to drop you Sarah, anyways you're so easy to carry because you are too light. Now shut up so I can get to my rooms then order you some food" he said. After we got to Draco's rooms he put me down on his bed and walked to the fireplace and told the house elves to get us some breakfast. I walked around his bedroom. It was white walls and there was mahogany furniture. The bed had white hangings just a shade darker than the walls and the bed had black silk sheets and a black duvet. There really wasn't much of a space. After Draco had finished ordering he turned to me and said, "You can use my bathroom to change into the clothes that you grabbed after Potter dropped them. I'm going to change in here so just knock when you're coming out." "Ok I'll be right back," I said. "oh Sarah incidentally if you can help it try not to dress like a slut," Draco said. "Oh Draco I don't think it's possible I mean Margo has the worst dress sense." ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Margo's Point of View ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ I'm worried about Sarah I haven't seen here since yesterday and I gave Harry clothes to give to her and I haven't seen him since that either. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Harry's Point of View ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I can't believe she likes Malfoy its stupid I mean he's a jackass. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Sarah's Point of View ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ "Drake I'm coming out," I said. "Ok," he shouts back. I walk out and Drake was standing there in just a pair of boxers. As per expected they were black silk. "DRACO!" I wailed. I shut my eyes tight and then when a hand was laid softly on my shoulder I opened my eyes. "Draco Malfoy you do know that when most people say come in they are usually fully dressed." I said. "Sorry Miss Bramley but I thought you could come in and start eating breakfast while I finished getting dressed." Draco answered. "Don't you dare call me that Draco," I said. He lead me over to a small table that had some food on it. "Now eat," Draco instructed. I picked up a piece of toast and put a bit of butter on it. Draco was getting dressed but was watching me from the corner of his eye. "You aren't going to get away with just eating that even if I have to feed you myself" he said. I just stared at him. He was standing before me looking perfect. He was wearing a pair of black dress pants that were tailored to his fit, he was wearing a baby blue tight shirt and an open black shirt over top of that, and his hair was left loose just barley falling in his eyes. He turned away so I couldn't see his face. He took something out of his closet that was on the side of the room. He sat down on the bed not facing me and a soft song filled the room. He had a CD player with him. Of all the things. But the song fit his life perfectly. Together for some odd reason we started singing.

Black eyes, I don't need em Blue tears, gimme freedom

Positively never going back I won't live where things are so out of whack No more rollin with the punches No more usin or abusing

I'd rather die standing Than live on my knees Begging please - no more

Black eyes - I don't need em Blue tears - gimme freedom Black eyes - all behind me Blue tears'll never find me now

Definitely found my self-esteem Finally - I'm forever free to dream No more cryin in the corner No more excuses - no more bruises

I'd rather die standing Than live on my knees Begging please - no more

Black eyes - I don't need em Blue tears - gimme freedom Black eyes - all behind me Blue tears'll never find me now

I'd rather die standing Than live on my knees, begging please .

Black eyes - I don't need em Blue tears - gimme freedom Black eyes - all behind me Blue tears'll never find me now

It's all behind me, they'll never find me now

Find your self-esteem and be forever free to dream(1)

"Oh my god Draco," I said going to sit beside him giving him a hug. "I didn't know that you could sing," "Well neither did I know that you could sing," Draco said. "Well lets see what other songs you have on here," I said. "Oh I like this song, my parents always liked it and it reminds me of them," I started singing it and Draco joined me

Hush now, my baby

Be still love, don't cry

Sleep like you're rocked by the stream

Sleep and remember

My lullaby

And I'll be with you when you dream

Drift on a river

That flows through my arms

Drift as I'm singing to you

I see you smiling

So peaceful and calm

And holding you, I'm smiling too

Here in my arms

Safe from all harm holding you, I'm smiling too *Here I crawled into Draco's lap and they were humming the tune* Hush now, my baby

Be still, Love, don't cry

Sleep like you're rocked by the stream

Sleep and remember this river lullaby

And I'll be with you when you dream Here in my arms safe from all harm Holding you I'm smiling too

Sleep and Remember this river lullaby

And I'll be with you when you dream Sleep and remember this river lullaby

And I'll be with you when you dream

I'll be with you when you dream(2)

I was crying at the end of the song. I missed my parents so much. Draco hugged me tightly. I closed my eyes and curled myself up. Suddenly I was picked up by his strong arms. Then I was gently set on my feet. "Why?" I asked. "You are supposedly going out with Potter remember. Though you may not have it that way I can't let you cheat on him. As much as I hate him I can't let him find out that you get happier from me. Especially in public. Now come you're going to eat and then you are going to go and find Harry." Draco said instantly. "What!" I said, "You said I could stay here." "Yes for a while but you have to go and face your fears now" "Fine then" I said, "but you said after breakfast," "Sarah if you don't eat then I will feed you," Draco said then flinched at what he said. "Please" I whimpered. "No" he said. "Fine" I said in a hard voice. I sat down and started eating a piece of toast. I then got up to leave. When I reached the door Draco grabbed my waist and drug me back to the table. He loaded up a plate of eggs and bacon. "Now eat it all Sarah," he said. While I did this song came on:

How do you explain the way that stars just Hang way up in the sky How do you explain the way rain goes away Whenever you walk by

It's a mystery just how life can lead To a place you've never been You've okay knocked on that door A hundred times before, when it Suddenly let you in

I don't know why I've been blessed to love someone like you I don't know why I must confess, I only know I do

And how do you explain they way My world has changed right before my eyes And how do you explain they way you Gave me wings When I swore I could never fly

It's a mystery what you've done for me I'm at a place I've never been I've knocked on that door A hundred times before Now you've suddenly let me in

In my heart, I won't question I'll just lay here in your arms (3)

"Well that is different we find out that Draco has feelings and the next day we know he has a heart too," I said. "Well yeah I do but don't tell anyone," Draco said. I had finished breakfast so I got up to leave.

How about that chapter. (1) Black eyes, Blue tears by Shania Twain. (2) River Lullaby by Amy Grant. (3) Only Know I Do by Adam Gregory.