(:Disclaimer:) I do not own Inu Yasha. He owns me.
(:A.N:) Hiya everybody, Mae Chan here. Ano... I am happy to say that I got a few reviews for this story on the first day it was out, so I am content. Also, I have music playing that sets the mood for this story (Haibane Renmei's Blue Flow) so I am ready to write. Finally, if you enjoy stories of this type, be sure to check out my other story, 'Haunting Me in Dreams,' which is about Inu Yasha's childhood. Sorry to stall, and here is the story.
And They Say it Was My Fault
Chapter Two : Sabishii na Kanjou
By : Feng Shui Goddess
I was alone; completely alone. I stared down at the frail girl laying lifelessly before me, looking like an angel. Her skin was cold, and pale... Her scent was no longer present... I would no longer hear her kind voice again, never feel her warmth, never look into her melancholy eyes. She had died saving me... She sacrificed herself so I could live. But why would she do something that... that stupid? Sure, I had saved her life many a time, but I could take the pain, and she couldin't. I kept seeing her in my mind, over and over. I pictured her jumping in front of me, saving my life. I placed my hand on her forehead, and closed my eyes. Now that all the jewel shards were gathered, I had nothing to live for anymore... The only person that gave purpose to my life was gone as well. I suppose that I was made to suffer... First my mother, then Kikyo, and now Kagome. Miroku approached me, and sat down next to me.
"Inu Yasha... I am so sorry," he said, placing his hand on my shoulder. "I... I have nothing to live for anymore, Miroku. Now that I'm all alone again... I wonder why I was ever born to begin with. Is the meaning of my existence to suffer?" He looked at me with worried eyes, "Inu Yasha, you musn't talk like that... Kagome wouldin't want you to be so depressed, I am sure of it. She was always so content around you... The last thing she'd want would be for you to be like this." I sighed, "why did she sacrifice herself for me? I'm not worth losing such a pure heart over. She was special... She had such a lively aura, and was so blissful. She was meant to be great, and to find happiness." Miroku looked into my eyes, "she was great, Inu Yasha... And she did find happiness." I moved my claws on the surface of the earth, "where?" Miroku smiled, "you brought her happiness, Inu Yasha. She was so content when with you, and she seemed full of sorrow when you were not with her."
"How could I bring anyone happiness?" Miroku replied, "she loved you. Love is what keeps human's alive... They would be lonely and die without it." I slowly stood up, and as I did, the prayer beads that I had had around my neck for a long time... Suddenly fell off, and disappeared. I gasped as this happened, and sorrow overwhelmed me. Those beads had held Kagome and I together... And now that she was gone, we no longer were together... Thus the spell vanished. Miroku had seen what had happened, and said, "Inu Yasha, don't worry about it..." But I was angry, and upset, and a million other feelings raged through my blood. I gripped my fists together, making blood drip from the palms of my hands. Miroku gasped, "Inu Yasha, don't do anything crazy, alright? Calm yourself, or you'll go out of control." I pulled Tessaiga from it's sheath to see that it was still covered with Naraku's blood. I wiped it off with disgust, and held the Tessaiga up to my body, examining it.
Miroku stood up, and looked at me with terror filled eyes. "Inu Yasha, don't do anything! Please, calm down!" I smirked, "you're right, Miroku. I need to get something first." I walked over to Kagome's backpack, and unzipped it. Her scent covered all of its contents, filling me with sorrow. I rummaged through it, and found what I was looking for, the Shikon shards. I dumped a few of the shards into my hands, and focused all my power on becoming human. I could feel my body changing; my ears grew to the sides of my head, my claws and fangs vanished, my sences grew weak. I fell to my knees, for the transformation made me a bit tired. I clenched the shards so hard that the pierced my skin, making me wince in pain. After the transformation was complete, I layed down on the grass for a minute, looking up at the gray clouds in the sky. Miroku walked over to me, "Inu Yasha... Why...?" I gave a weary smile to the worried monk, "because, the end is close. We live in an insane world, do we not? Life is so funny, isn't it?" Miroku knealed next to me, "no, Inu Yasha, the end is not close. You will go on living..." I stood up, and walked over to where the Tessaiga was laying, and picked it up. I held it tightly in my hands, and pointed the tip of the sword to my neck. "Sayonara, boku no tomodachi..."
(:A.N:) Cliffhanger! Bwahaha! I am sorry if the characters seem OOC, but Kagome died, so it is to be expected. Also, if there are any gramatical errors, I apoligize... But remember; English is my second language! *holds up Japanese flag and waves it* (Japanese is my first, if you can't tell...) Anyways, please review, and I'll write faster, okay? Thanks for reading and please REVIEW! -Mae Chan-
(:A.N:) Hiya everybody, Mae Chan here. Ano... I am happy to say that I got a few reviews for this story on the first day it was out, so I am content. Also, I have music playing that sets the mood for this story (Haibane Renmei's Blue Flow) so I am ready to write. Finally, if you enjoy stories of this type, be sure to check out my other story, 'Haunting Me in Dreams,' which is about Inu Yasha's childhood. Sorry to stall, and here is the story.
And They Say it Was My Fault
Chapter Two : Sabishii na Kanjou
By : Feng Shui Goddess
I was alone; completely alone. I stared down at the frail girl laying lifelessly before me, looking like an angel. Her skin was cold, and pale... Her scent was no longer present... I would no longer hear her kind voice again, never feel her warmth, never look into her melancholy eyes. She had died saving me... She sacrificed herself so I could live. But why would she do something that... that stupid? Sure, I had saved her life many a time, but I could take the pain, and she couldin't. I kept seeing her in my mind, over and over. I pictured her jumping in front of me, saving my life. I placed my hand on her forehead, and closed my eyes. Now that all the jewel shards were gathered, I had nothing to live for anymore... The only person that gave purpose to my life was gone as well. I suppose that I was made to suffer... First my mother, then Kikyo, and now Kagome. Miroku approached me, and sat down next to me.
"Inu Yasha... I am so sorry," he said, placing his hand on my shoulder. "I... I have nothing to live for anymore, Miroku. Now that I'm all alone again... I wonder why I was ever born to begin with. Is the meaning of my existence to suffer?" He looked at me with worried eyes, "Inu Yasha, you musn't talk like that... Kagome wouldin't want you to be so depressed, I am sure of it. She was always so content around you... The last thing she'd want would be for you to be like this." I sighed, "why did she sacrifice herself for me? I'm not worth losing such a pure heart over. She was special... She had such a lively aura, and was so blissful. She was meant to be great, and to find happiness." Miroku looked into my eyes, "she was great, Inu Yasha... And she did find happiness." I moved my claws on the surface of the earth, "where?" Miroku smiled, "you brought her happiness, Inu Yasha. She was so content when with you, and she seemed full of sorrow when you were not with her."
"How could I bring anyone happiness?" Miroku replied, "she loved you. Love is what keeps human's alive... They would be lonely and die without it." I slowly stood up, and as I did, the prayer beads that I had had around my neck for a long time... Suddenly fell off, and disappeared. I gasped as this happened, and sorrow overwhelmed me. Those beads had held Kagome and I together... And now that she was gone, we no longer were together... Thus the spell vanished. Miroku had seen what had happened, and said, "Inu Yasha, don't worry about it..." But I was angry, and upset, and a million other feelings raged through my blood. I gripped my fists together, making blood drip from the palms of my hands. Miroku gasped, "Inu Yasha, don't do anything crazy, alright? Calm yourself, or you'll go out of control." I pulled Tessaiga from it's sheath to see that it was still covered with Naraku's blood. I wiped it off with disgust, and held the Tessaiga up to my body, examining it.
Miroku stood up, and looked at me with terror filled eyes. "Inu Yasha, don't do anything! Please, calm down!" I smirked, "you're right, Miroku. I need to get something first." I walked over to Kagome's backpack, and unzipped it. Her scent covered all of its contents, filling me with sorrow. I rummaged through it, and found what I was looking for, the Shikon shards. I dumped a few of the shards into my hands, and focused all my power on becoming human. I could feel my body changing; my ears grew to the sides of my head, my claws and fangs vanished, my sences grew weak. I fell to my knees, for the transformation made me a bit tired. I clenched the shards so hard that the pierced my skin, making me wince in pain. After the transformation was complete, I layed down on the grass for a minute, looking up at the gray clouds in the sky. Miroku walked over to me, "Inu Yasha... Why...?" I gave a weary smile to the worried monk, "because, the end is close. We live in an insane world, do we not? Life is so funny, isn't it?" Miroku knealed next to me, "no, Inu Yasha, the end is not close. You will go on living..." I stood up, and walked over to where the Tessaiga was laying, and picked it up. I held it tightly in my hands, and pointed the tip of the sword to my neck. "Sayonara, boku no tomodachi..."
(:A.N:) Cliffhanger! Bwahaha! I am sorry if the characters seem OOC, but Kagome died, so it is to be expected. Also, if there are any gramatical errors, I apoligize... But remember; English is my second language! *holds up Japanese flag and waves it* (Japanese is my first, if you can't tell...) Anyways, please review, and I'll write faster, okay? Thanks for reading and please REVIEW! -Mae Chan-
