A shared December: A Longed For Kiss. (I do not own Severus or the marauders. Not even J.K does anymore. They are owned by Warner Bros. Studios. I have made no money of this. This fic is Dedicated to my life and my life. KR. And to the fact she has made my world into a magnificent winter wonderland. I hope you enjoy this rather short fic.)

Remus P.O.V

The snow drifts down from the heavens, alas, they do not know their fate. I sit and wait with my friends. We wait for the snow to gather before we call our war against our rival house. I stare out at the grounds. They are crystallized by the ice. Crying out as we walk across them, shattering their safeguard from the cold. The trees wearing the snow like jumpers. Smiling I look at the sky, it almost seems like the snow jumps from the clouds, just for us, no, I think. For him. Slowly I look around. My honey brown eyes taking in the virgin white snow covered grounds. I falter as I see him, sitting alone. I take the time to watch him. To drink in the sight I see. He sits, watching the snow fall, It catches in his hair, my fingers yearn to run themselves through that silky black mass, but I scold them and continue drinking him in. He seems to be lost in the winter wonderland that surrounds him. His own eyes taking in this seemingly virginal land. His eyes are distant, his face and features relaxed. He smiles as he communicates with his world. His Season. This is his December, This is his Snow covered Dream. He is moving now, Ducking our tirade of snowballs, that we throw. He doesnt flinch, he moves gracefully as if nothing is actually here. As if it is only him walking in this world. He is lost in thought. Lost in his dreams. He seems happy to do this. So we leave him. People call out to him but he doesnt hear. He moves around every obstacle in his path. I watch him. This season belongs to him. This is his December. This is his snow covered home.



This is his December, This is his time of the year

This is his December, this is all so clear This is his December, this is his snow covered home This is his December, This is him alone. I throw hard packed balls of snow over our safe wall. Both sides are laughing. We keep our ammunition high and finally, when we have nothing left, we troop back inside. The professors yell at us for getting so wet, and for tracking the water through the halls. But we just laugh as we enter the great hall. We sit at our table. James and Lily sit practically on top of one another. I smile at this. Peter sits across from us. Sirius jumps on the table and starts shouting jokes and phony hexes. Smiling I pull my potions text book from my side satchel. Opening it I read the text avidly. Mouthing each word. Lily and James are laughing at Sirius who has managed to topple off the table, Peter helps him up. I sigh and flex my fingers gently before turning the page. And i Just wish that I didnt feel like there was something I missed. And i Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that. And i Just wish that I didnt feel like there was something I missed. And i Take back all the things I said to you. My light brown hair curtaining me from view. Sirius sticks his boot to knock my book from my grasp. With an annoyed look at my friend I glance at the opposite table and feel my heart leap into my throat. My gaze is being met by him. I smile weakly and he returns it, his cheeks turning pink. Looking at my friends I roll my eyes and then look back and laugh softly. I can see him chuckling. I carefully point to the door and he nods. Standing he leaves. I wait a moment then tell my friends I have to go. They beg me to stay, laughing I bid them a nice afternoon of snowball war. I carefully but quickly leave the hall. He is standing waiting for me. I feel my cheeks go a light pink as I mutter Hullo Severus And Id give it all away, just to have somewhere to go to, Give it all away, just to have someone to come home to. We sit under a tree. The tiny flakes of snow catching in my eyelashes. I close my eyes to enjoy the feeling, my lips are parted so my breath escapes my lips in icy clouds. When I open my eyes I look him over. The snow coated castle and grounds as a back drop, This is his world I feel like an intruder. He stares at me, I stare back. Allowing my eyes to rove over his face. The pale skin that I crave to caress, his eyes arent black like I thought, they have flecks of green in them. He doesnt seem to realize I am moving closer until I whisper I like this season This is his December, This is his snow covered tree. This is me pretending, This is all I need. And I... Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed. And I... Take back all the things that I said to make you feel like that. And I... Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed. And I... My hand nervously coming up to explore his face His eyes blink close and I smile. He shudders and I pull my hand away, embarrassed. Thinking not only have I intruded on his world, I have also invaded his personal space. I gaze at the tree we sit under and he whispers. Remus? I look down as I say Youwere shaking I thought maybe you didnt like it Smiling he brings his hand up to treat my face in the same manor I treated his. I shudder and he whispers. See why I was shaking? Against my ear. And Id, give it all away, Just to have somewhere to go to. Give it all away, To have someone to come home to. This is his December, This is his time of the year. This is his December, This is all so clear. I nod. He looks nervous. Remus I am going to kiss you. Pull away now if you dont want it. My eyes grow large as he says this, the very thought of having this long yearned for kiss come true makes me shiver in delight. He moves an inch closer and his lips are on mine. I whimper ever so gently that only his snowflakes can hear it. He slides his tongue over my lips, and then over my tongue. I allow him to do this for awhile before moving my tongue into his mouth. After a long moment we pull back. I am crying. He looks scared as he pulls me closer and whispers. Remus? Have I hurt you? I settle my chin on his chest and gaze up at him. I am nervous. He places a thumb on my lips and smiles as I nibble at it. Give it all away, Just to have somewhere to go to. Give it all away, To have someone to come home to. Give it all away, Just to have somewhere to go to. Give it all away, To have someone to come home to. I raise my finger to his lips as he starts to speak, silencing him. This is yours. I can feel it. You have a home. You have a family. But its hollow. Superficial. So you claimed this world, this winter season, as your own I whisper. His eyes grow large. He seems to be fighting something inside of him and I wonder what it is. I want to share it. If youll let me. I want to share this world. He leans closer and I take this as my answer. So I pull him into another soul searching kiss. This is no longer his December, This is no Longer his snow covered home, This is our December, This is our Snow covered Home. -=The End=- Author: Remmykins J. Lupin Snape. ( Rogue Angel)