Chapter 3

"Aight, how does this go again?" She asked me for the hundredth time. I rolled my eyes. "C'mon, I swear I'll listen this time!" We were sitting around the next day waiting for Jase and his friends to show up and she wanted to learn how to race.

"Why do you wanna know? It ain't like you can race that piece of shit." She justed huffed. "It's a ford, a piece of shit, and don't bother to ask Jase, he'll say the same thing, only different words. I know you Katie, as soon as it gets too hard you'll quit and I also know that you just want to race to get Dom's attention. Leave him alone, he got a girl, and I don't wanna beat her ass just because you wanna fuck her man. What about Jesse? Don't you wanna be with him?"

"Yeah, I do. I guess you're right, I don't even like Dom like that. I just wanna fuck him to piss Letty off. Ow, what the fuck did ya hit me for?" I hit her again. "Knock it off. It ain't my problem, if she needs anger management. That bitch better leave me alone." I rolled my eyes. I was so sick of this. I swear, every time, she gets into a fight, I have to be there to haul people off her. Just as I was about to smack her again, four race cars pulled up, with P.O.D's 'Alive' blaring for the first car, and they stepped out. I ran down the steps and jumped on him.

"JASE, RAIN, BILLY, JAMES, MICHAEL! I missed you guys so much. You can get to the painting later. Come in and have something to eat. KATIE CALL AND ORDER SOME ITALIAN!" I let go of Jase and pulled them all into hugs. Just as Michael filled my upside down and started shaking me, Vince and his friends pulled up. "Put me down. I swear Michael, id you don't put me down, I'll sic Billy on ya." The sentence was broken up because of what Michael was doing. I noticed Leon walking up to his door. "Leon! Help me, please help me!" I put my hands on the ground. Vince strolled over to us, bent down, grabbed me by the waist, and pulled me away from him. Setting me down, he laughed. "Don't laugh at me! Michael, you aren't getting any food."

"Ah, c'mon, Randy! We're leaving town to go back to Europe tomorrow." I looked up at him. "I wasn't supposed to tell you that, sorry Jase. Oops, my bad." Me head snapped toward Jase. I was beyond pissed. I stomped up to him, and punched him in the stomach.

"You said that you would never go back there. Not without all of us. I can't want to go back there, and you know that Michelle won't. You know what, forget about it. I'll paint the damn place myself. Get the fuck away from me." I turned and ran up to my room. How could they think about this? Going back to Europe? To much painful memories over there. I met Chris over there and he stayed there after we broke up, if that what you wanna call it when the one who gets dumped doesn't know about it. I could still hear the voices outside.

"Damn it, Jase! Why do you gotta be such a dick, huh? Are you going back to race? You and me both know that the only reason the J & R Crew was feared over there, was because of Randy! She was the only real racer there. I want you off my property now!" Katie screamed. Any second now she would hit him. SLAP! I smiled, that's my girl! I didn't hear the cars pull out as I laid down on the bed. I hugged my pillow to my chest and fell asleep.

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"Baby, c'mon! Just this one time. You love me, don't you?" He had my head between his hands. I nodded my head. "Then do this for me. I know that you wanna wait until you're married, but honey, we've been together for three years now. We're gonna get married anyway." He kissed me. It started off sweet, but it turned into more.

I pulled away from him. "Don't, Chris. I don't want to, plus I'm not ready. I love you but I can't." I turned to walk away, but he grabbed my wrist.

"Don't walk away from me." I pulled my arm away and kept walking. He dragged me back to him by my hair. "I said don't walk away from me."

"Let me go. Please let go. You're hurting me." I screamed though my tears as he threw me on my bed. That night I cried myself to sleep.

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"Randy, honey, are you okay? He should know better than that." Katie was there with everybody behind her. I looked around with tears in my eyes. "What happened?" My body shook uncontrollably as Katie took me into a hug.

"I had a dream that Chris was raping me again. It was so horrible." I clung to her. I looked up at Vince, and saw that he was enraged.

"How could somebody do that to you? Doesn't e know how special you are." I stared at Jesse.

"So, what's this I hear about you racing?" I smiled and clung even more to Katie.

"Randy, baby, you're my best friend and I love you, but if you don't let me go, I'm going to hurt you." I laughed and pushed her away as I wiped the tears off my face.

"Yeah, I was a racer, not anymore. And I don't wanna talk about it, so don't ask again." I rolled over towards the wall and away from them. "Besides, Katie, don't you have a job to look for." I closed my eyes, and images of Chris came into my mind. "Get the fuck outta my room!"

I walked into the bathroom and turned the shower on. I took off all my clothes and climbed in. I loved the feeling of water running down my body, in between my breasts. When I was done I climbed out and put on my black leather pants, and my red torn tank top. I took my blood red hair and put it up in a messy ponytail. I found my red ankle boots and put then on. I was gonna go out and enjoy myself tonight, by myself of course, since Katie was spending the night with Jesse. When I walked downstairs I seen Katie and the neighbours down there.

"I'm going out. Anybody that wants ta go with, get ready, I'm leaving this house in 30! If ye girls want you can go choose clothes rom my closet." Letty and Mia scattered up the stairs into my room. I sat down next to Vince. "You know Vince, if you keep your mouth open any longer, you'll catch flies." I smiled sweetly.

"Go out with me tomorrow." Was all he said and I nodded my head. How could I disagree with that. "Tomorrow, at 10, we're going to Cha Cha Cha." I nodded again. The girls came down the stairs.

"Let's go already! Jesus!" They pulled me up and we left.