"...Why?" was all her mouth let her choke out, she felt no she WAS in so much anger that at any moment her whole body would become fire. She stood some two to three inches before him, the man she grown to adore; wrinkled face, hands, and all...she loved him. ' What a way to figure something out....' she thought.

She watched helplessly not knowing what she should do, all she knew was that he was packing his bags and was getting ready to leave HERE! She bit down on her bottom lip, hard, her hands clasped before her as she prayed that some how her lips and voice would find there way to make him STAY...maybe even her body as well.

" I told I can't explain why...Miss. Hilde," he said tersely, and dug through a dresser trying to find his blue and black boxer; his lucky pair, and stuff them away into the suit case.

" Don't I get a say in this?" she asked, her nails digging into the flesh of her other hand as she desperately prayed for a way to stop him anyway to stop him.

" Your not my child..my wife..or any family member..so no you have no say in what I do Miss. Hilde," he answered, as he stuck his boxer in and closed the suit that laid sprawled out on his hotel bed.

" Don't call me that!" she scolded, her eyes slowly began to water as she watched him pull at the closed suit case on his navy blue hotel spread bed.

" Okay. Don't worry I won't be here anymore so I won't be calling you that after today..." he replied, as he picked up the suitcase and begun his way for the door.

" I don't want you to leave..." she cried, warm salty tears made there way down her cool peachy skin beating against the cool tile floor beneath her.

" That's not your decision..afterall you should know when people visit a hotel they have to leave some time in there life," he paused, as he reached before the threshold. " Just like when the say what goes up must come done," with that he picked up his foot and made his way over the hotel threshold.

" I-I-I," she stuttered, her knees grew shaky like they were ramshackle ready to fall at any moment and never to recover again, " I love you!" she blurted, and quickly aided her mouth with her hand. She had said those three words within her mind and boy did she pray that he'd stay.

He turned and looked at her and smiled, tip his hat; a large somber type hat made of straw and grass, than turned and continue his walk like he hadn't heard a word she had said.

" I love you," Hilde breath, as she fall to her knees, " I love you..." she cried again, and fall back her spine having contact with the door. Her feet curved in as she hugged her legs to her chest and begun to weep with in the comforts of them as she softly whispered, " I love you.."

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Heero took in a deep breath of the midnight air, and knocked on the candy coated pearly pink door with the name ' Relena Peacecraft' embedded in a small frame. He held a dozen of rose; red, white, pink, purple, and in the middle a single black one, within his arms.

He was wrong, DEAD wrong for ever being such a jerk to Relena, to Noin, and most of all Hilde...he had screwed up three peoples lives. So the best he thought he could do was try and make it back up to them one by one, starting with Relena of course.

" Heero..." he heard her sweet calm voice spoke soft voice echo through the cool nights air, he was frozen for the first time in his life he had felt helpless with another human being other than his mother so long ago.

Relena eyed the rose that he held within his hands with a blissful smile, he was probably going to say sorry..probably going to ask her out, he PROBABLY liked her! Her of all people and he liked her...maybe..he liked her she wasn't sure, but he might of liked her. His grip seemed to tighten around the roses tin wrapping that confined the prickle thorns of the roses.

" I'm sorry, about what happened the other night ago," he paused; for what seemed to be five to ten minutes before resuming what he was saying, " I want to make it up to you..so do you think that maybe you could get changed fast enough for us to go out and talk?" he asked.

Relena's smile widen, she clasped her hands before her, grin and than chirped out a terse, " Yes! OF course I can.."

" Okay..." and just as she turned to close the door and go inside and change he held out the rose to her, she took them eagerly and gave him a peck on the cheek with a light shade of pink etched on her them she ran inside.

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Relena and Heero stood arm with in arm, as they watch the acrobats fly from one bar to the other and some even balancing another with their weight clanged on o them. " Wow, isn't it so cool how they can soar through the air for what seems like minutes on end and never fall..." Relena whispered, as she watched in awe at the performance.

It was than, when the chilling feeling hit him hard in the chest as he looked down at the blue eyed princess that had her arm linked in his...her eyes were like his mother's..like Hilde's...like ever woman within his family that had experience pain and longed for even a drop of happiness. She hid it so well, just like they did just like Hilde and Noin did...she was-alone- she had and probably has been hoping for a bit of happiness for a long long time. " I feel the same.." he whispered, his breath became a puff of white smoke from the frost of the night.

Relena arched a brow as she heard the faint voice, and the puff of air...she was confused beyond belief not knowing what he was talking about where the certain blurt of words came from. Till he kissed her fully, his frost bitten lips crushing hard against her soft chap stick lips that had the hint of strawberry glaze on them. She stood her hands at her side, her eyes wide in shock, for a moment...before her tiny hands moved to clasp the side of his face bringing him down more to her level and kissing him back with all the passion she could stir.

" Forever? Or until I give myself away?" he heard her ask, as he pulled away and she buried her face into his garments hugging his body.

" Forever..." He replied, his arms wrapped around her holding her body close to his like a teddy bear.

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A/n: Hey! Yay! I'm starting to get over my writers block..yes and I know last chappie wasn't the best that because my writers block took over the next couple of chapters will be better!!!!! ^_______^

Lata.