A/n: Hey, sorry about not writing for some time its just that my computer got screwed so I had to wait til I got another one.

To Love or not to Love

" So, In conclusion love is what you make it out to be," Relena smiled and placed the two page report on her teachers desk, and than dreamily walked up the steps and than sat at her desk..

" Hilde it's your turn," Mr. Blackman announced, she sat still for moment before she finally stood and walked down the stairs one by one; which seemed for hours. She held the report within her shaking hands, and with a blank impression nearly like her brother's she begun.

" Love an emotion that could mean many things, For Instance family, friends, boyfriend, people, or a husband the list can go on. If you ever in your life time find this blissful feeling with some one no matter young or old, don't let it go. The tingle feeling you get when your near them, the heart wrenched moments, the jealous one, too. They are all good."

" The feeling you get when you wake up each morning, with a smile on your face when you think about just seeing the person. The tummy twist when your so close to that person, or the low blow to the stomach when that person leaves. Or just..just.." she paused, than bit down, hard on her bottom lip in order to move on. " The yearning and pain that you go through knowing, that you could have had it all if you just those three words. But when it's gone it's gone, right."

" That's love in a way no one wants to know or feel, and than theirs family love which everyone has the people who try and make things the best for you. The ones whom think their looking out for your best interstate, but wouldn't even know it if it bit them in the ass. The ones who always cheer you up when things go wrong, that's family for ya."

" So Inclusion, I'd just like to say that when you find love in anyone or anything don't EVER let it leave no matter what." she held the report to her chest, her eyes closed as she stood for a moment grieving in her own stupidity before placing the report on the desk.

Mr.Blackman looked up at Hilde in deep concentration, " That was a good report Hilde, I just hope in didn't cause you tears writing it. You know if you need to see the guidance counselor I'll let you go," he said with great concern.

" I'm fine, its just a paper Mr.Blackman," she tersely choked out, she than turned and headed towards her desk.

" Okay class, that should have been all the reports for today we will resume next class," he told, " so be ready."

Ring. Ring. Ring. The bell rung in its usually annoying tone to everyone, but Hilde, to her it seemed like it was laughing mocking her in her time of hurt. Everything seemed to be doing that to her lately, and wouldn't stop. The days seemed to go by slower, the hours and minutes as well, and people seemed to be shoving the fact that they were together and happy in her face.

" Hilde, um the bell rang I was thinking-," " Why don't you just go find my brother and make out or something, and not pretend like you care!" Hilde cut her off in mid-sentence.

She had tired, and tired to be good to be herself, but it was so HARD and she couldn't do it alone. Their were times she had to cry her self to sleep, times she wouldn't eat...it just wasn't fair, life just WASN'T fair!

She watched as Relena looked baffled at her, and quickly clasped her hands to her mouth in shock before turning on heels and rushing away.

" Why am I the one to always hurt?" she gingerly asked, she gathered her belonging and quickly exited out of the classroom. She was able to make it home on her own, she was more than qualified too.

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" She yelled at me," Relena begun, " she never EVER yelled at me like she did today...sure she yelled at times but not like today."

Heero sighed, and frowned, " I'm beginning to wonder if you were right, about her being in love with that man," he said. " Maybe I was doing something to her that I would never want her to do to me or anyone. I would never want anyone to tell me I couldn't see you.." he trailed off.

Relena smiled, and turned and looked at him, " I the same Heero," she spoke softly, as she clasped his hand. " Maybe we were the fault, and maybe we should be the heros in the end," she said.

" Maybe, but how?" he said with a questioning look, Relena gave him a flash smile of her teeth and than smirk before diving in for a short closed kissed.

" We find the guy and bring him back," Relena paused, " or we could ask her for forgiveness and shower her with flowers and candies."
A/n: Okay that it for this chapter hopefully this is the second to last third to last at most. Oh and I'll be putting out a preview to my next story coming out which will be in Duo's POV...so keep up the reviewing and tell me if I should do that.

Lata.