Title: Cause and Effect
Author: penguinflavoredfilm

A/N: THANKS FOR THE REVIEWS!!!! I feel so special. :D Well, I think after this chapter I will add 2 more and be done with it, unless people want me to add more to it. Really guys, I appreciate the reviews, it totally made my day.

I think that day I told my dad it was Take Your Daughter to Work Day was the start of our, tension towards each other, I guess I would call it. From then, I never asked him for anything. Not permission for anything, not money, not advice, not even to sign my school forms that required a parent/guardian signature. My nanny did all those things for me. She was my guardian. No, she was my parent that wasn't a parent. She was all I had for a long time. Despite the fact that I knew she cared for me, a second thought always stayed in my mind: she had to care, she got paid to. I wanted someone, anyone, to prove that they genuinely loved me. Not because the felt sorry for me, not because they got paid to, just because they loved me. My mother was that person, but she was taken away from me. Rosa would've been that person, but her paycheck ruined it completely. I wanted my father to be that person, but I knew what I wanted, was never what I was given. Then there was Danny, he relieved my pain for a long time, but then he was taken away from me too, and all the pain came back, but with greater effect. The day I found out about SD-6, about my father and what his real job was, all the things I was so confused about when I was little started to make sense: Why he went on so many trips. Why I found an ID that belonged to an Adam Jones, with his picture on it. Why he wouldn't take me to work with him. Still, that didn't prove anything about him loving me.
A/N: next chapter titled: making up