Hi my name is Serena. You may know me as that cheerful little ditz but that is not

who i really am. You see i put on this act because i dont want people to worry but i doubt they

would. My life is not as happy as it seemes if it was i would not sit in bed all night thinking about

killing myself. Every one says i have alot to live for but if they lived in my life they would all be

dead with in an hour. I do have friends but they are always making fun of me and i try to act as

though i dont care and laugh it off but it really hurts me. I am always expected to be some one

i'm not. Every one thinks i am this bubbly person that always wants her way but all i want is

somthing to go my way. I have family but it has been torn apart. My dad moved away and does

not care about me and my mom has gone completely insane. My brother hates me and lives it

seemes to make my life even more terrible then it already is. I do have a best friend that knows

who i really am, Molly. If she wasnt there i would have killed my self. Now dont get me wrong

i'm not the kind of teenager to say these things to get attention. I know these people love me but

that some times is not enough. I do have a boy friend and i do love him but he makes fun of me

more than all my friends put together. I don't really think he loves me like he claims. All i want

with my life is death and the only reson i dont kill my self is i know i would hurt other people. I

have to go now i have chores to do bye . :(
hey i know it was depressing but this is going on in my life right

now ecsept i dont have a boyfriend and my dad left when i was little. plz

review i am really proud of my self for doing this so plz dont flame me

disclaimer:I do not own sailor moon and never will so plz don't sue me:)