Chapter 12: Suicide
Monday 9:00 AM
Gordo POV
I stared at her closely as she disappeared into the forest.
Had she said what I thought she had said?
She had just ripped out my heart and shattered it into a million pieces.
I had feelings left for her. I was trying to forget them. But then she destroyed all what was left of me and those feelings. Now those feelings were lost, and I didn't know if they were ever to be found.
Now I was left all alone.
I hated myself.
I hated the world. I hated everything.
I hated the fact that I had forgotten the birthday of the most important person in my life. I felt like I didn't exist anymore.
What was the point in living if I didn't exist to myself?
I looked around and saw Kaki's Cliff.
Lizzie didn't want to see me ever again, right?
Well, she wouldn't have to worry about that anymore.
I was going to do it.
I was going to commit suicide.
Lizzie POV
I heard the sound of running, and I spun around immediately.
I saw Gordo, running up Kaki's Cliff.
People only did one thing at Kaki's Cliff.
Suicide.
Animated Lizzie: No way!
I started running, too. I didn't know what I was doing. My feet just began to carry me. No matter how mad I was at Gordo, I wouldn't let him do this.
He was only fifteen! He had his entire life ahead of him!
"Gordo!" I shrieked as I bounded up Kaki's Cliff.
He closed his eyes and started to lean forward.
Everything was happening too fast.
I ran faster and faster. I grabbed him by the waist and pulled him back. He fell backwards onto me, kicking and screaming.
"Gordo! What the heck do you think you're doing?" I screamed.
"I'm doing what you wanted me to do! I'm staying out of your life forever!"
"Gordo, that's insane! You can't do this! I didn't mean any of what I said. I was just mad that you forgot about my birthday!" I yelled over the howl of the wind.
"There's no point in living anymore!" He said, struggling to get out of my grasp. He ran to the side of the cliff and dove off.
"GORDO!" I screamed.
A/N: Excited, eh?
Monday 9:00 AM
Gordo POV
I stared at her closely as she disappeared into the forest.
Had she said what I thought she had said?
She had just ripped out my heart and shattered it into a million pieces.
I had feelings left for her. I was trying to forget them. But then she destroyed all what was left of me and those feelings. Now those feelings were lost, and I didn't know if they were ever to be found.
Now I was left all alone.
I hated myself.
I hated the world. I hated everything.
I hated the fact that I had forgotten the birthday of the most important person in my life. I felt like I didn't exist anymore.
What was the point in living if I didn't exist to myself?
I looked around and saw Kaki's Cliff.
Lizzie didn't want to see me ever again, right?
Well, she wouldn't have to worry about that anymore.
I was going to do it.
I was going to commit suicide.
Lizzie POV
I heard the sound of running, and I spun around immediately.
I saw Gordo, running up Kaki's Cliff.
People only did one thing at Kaki's Cliff.
Suicide.
Animated Lizzie: No way!
I started running, too. I didn't know what I was doing. My feet just began to carry me. No matter how mad I was at Gordo, I wouldn't let him do this.
He was only fifteen! He had his entire life ahead of him!
"Gordo!" I shrieked as I bounded up Kaki's Cliff.
He closed his eyes and started to lean forward.
Everything was happening too fast.
I ran faster and faster. I grabbed him by the waist and pulled him back. He fell backwards onto me, kicking and screaming.
"Gordo! What the heck do you think you're doing?" I screamed.
"I'm doing what you wanted me to do! I'm staying out of your life forever!"
"Gordo, that's insane! You can't do this! I didn't mean any of what I said. I was just mad that you forgot about my birthday!" I yelled over the howl of the wind.
"There's no point in living anymore!" He said, struggling to get out of my grasp. He ran to the side of the cliff and dove off.
"GORDO!" I screamed.
A/N: Excited, eh?
