AN: Just for some redundancy, this is one of the old fics of mine, so don't expect a masterpiece, but it was fun to write, so hopefully it'll be fun for you guys to read ^_~ Enjoy and please leave feedback!



His steps took him closer and closer to the large regal doors looming ahead.

'No!' part of him screamed 'this is a mistake!'

'Yes' the other part answered 'This is what you want'.

'Relena is the only one who ever makes me this unsure about myself' he thought.

Preoccupied with his internal struggle he didn't realize that he had opened the door and was inside. He froze waiting for something to happen. Had she heard? Several minutes passed before he was confident she had no idea he was there.

He prowled around the hall searching until he found a door. It led into a very conservative room with a desk. 'This must be her study' he decided. He had the fear of being discovered but all of a sudden it didn't matter anymore because he was here and he could study her tastes and smell the faint fragrance of her perfume and admire the clean scroll of her handwriting.

Maybe the alcohol was making him bold. Maybe it was because he hadn't seen her in so long. Whatever it was he was glad it was there. He moved onto the next door. First he noticed the huge expanse of windows. Next he noticed the sleeping figure in a chair close to the reflective glass. Honey colored hair spilled over its' shoulder and glowed in the moonlight.

It was her.

He crept in closer, his breath catching in his throat at the sight of her slumbering face. 'Still beautiful' he thought. He looked at her for a while before brushing a stray lock of hair from her face. He noted the silky soft texture.

"Why do you affect me the way you do??" he whispered to her even though he knew she was asleep. "Is it because I care for you?"

That's when he heard her stirring. Her eyes fluttered open and he saw the signs that soon she would be fully awake. With quick motions and a lot of reluctance he ran from the room and out of the front somehow managing to close each door softly.

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She felt a soft touch and heard hushed words. She opened her eyes groggily to see Heero standing above her. She closed them again.

'Wait a minute!' ..she thought 'Heero!!' She opened her eyes again but he was no where to be seen. Then very softly she heard a door close...probably in the front foyer. 'That was odd' she thought. Was he here or was he not?

Knowing her she probably imagined it. Confused and tired she headed up to bed. Maybe she'd sleep in. God knows she could use a little extra rest. As she climbed into her bed a little voice nagged 'he was here he was here'. Relena wished she trusted herself enough to believe that.