A/N: Hey guys!! heres chapter 5. thanx for the reviews, but please give more!!!! I love them~!!!!!
Buffy woke up and almost screamed. Almost. She looked at her surroundings. She was naked on the beach, she had Spike's leather duster laying on her and right next to her was a very , very naked Spike. ' oh god.what have I done? I slept with Spike Windsington, I didn't call Willow, my mom will freak, and most of all it was unprotected!! I've so messed up. What if I get a disease? I better go before he wakes up. ............. oh, well too late.'
" luv, where are you going......?"said Spike groggily.
"I'm going home. Do you realized what we've done?"
" well, pet, I think it's called sex."
"ughhhhh, I know that ,but...but..but its wrong. I just lost my virginity to you."said Buffy as she sank down next to him in tears.
" I mean what if you leave and we don't get married and and and......." sobbed Buffy.
" Shhhhh,luv. you don't have to be married to have sex."
" I know that, but I wanted to . I wanted it to be with the guy thats going to be here with me till I'm old and wrinkly and is a pain in the ass for my children."
"well, maybe I could be that guy one day, but you shouldn't worry ab-"
" Worry!!!??? Worry!!!!??? We just had unprotected sex. I could get a disease or even worse be pregnant!!!!! I mean I thought a change in dressing would attract some guys for dates not sex. Excuse me for having a little change !!"
"What did yo-u-u say? P-p-preg-n-nant?"
" yeah..." said Buffy softly.
" I'm so stupid. I'm sooooo sooooo soooo stupid.My mother is going to kill me."said Buffy as she grabbed her purse, now fully clothed.
" Can you drive me home?" whispered Buffy, barely audible.
" um, yeah."
" thanks."
The rest of the drive was made in silence. Each both thinking what was going to happen to them in the near future. Buffy was panicking in her mind. Spike was so scared and nervous that occasionally his hands would slip off the wheel.
Spike pulled the car over to the curb by Buffy's house.
They both just stayed silent for a few minutes until Spike said," So......"
"So...."
" I'm sorry about last-"
"Spike, please tell me that you're not really sorry about last night."
" I'm not sorry at all, Buffy."
Buffy leaned over and kissed Spike passionately. " Truthfully, it was wrong, but I don't regret it."
She gave Spike one of her big smiles and closed the door to his car and headed towards her front door.
Spike was completly baffled and content at the same time. ' How does she make everything okay like that?'
Spike drove off and grinned one of his sexy smiles.
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" Buffy, tell me all details."
Willow had told Buffy that her mom still didn't know that she had gone out. Willow had also told her that she had been waiting all night for her too excited to sleep to see when Buffy would come back.
" I'm guessing you guys hit it off. Literally."
"Yeah, we did? I know I'm only 17 and I could have waited,but its June and I'm excited for summer and Willow, he's so hot and nice and everything I've ever wanted in a man."
" wow. Was it .... nice?"
" No. " at Buffy's statement Willow frowned." It was fantastic!"
Willow broke into a wide grin." Really?! What was it like?"
" It was so wild and passionate. It felt so good. It felt as if the only people in the world were just him and I."
" awww. It must of been so great with Spike. I mean his six pack and blue,blue eyes."said Willow with a dreamy far-off look.
"hey, you're not going to steal my man are you?"
" No. Oz is already my boyfriend. Where did you make sweet love to thy William?"said Willow with a British accent.
" It was so romantic. We made sweet love, as you call it, right underneath the moonlight on the beach. He took me to this French restaurant along the beach and took me for a ride on his motorcycle afterwards. Willow, it was the best night I've ever had!"
" It was a perfect date."
"Well, not exactly."
"huh?" asked a confused Willow.
" Well, you see....... it was....kind of....um ...unprotected?"
" WHAT!!!!!!???? you had unprotected sex!!" screamed Willow.
" Could you scream a little louder. shhhh!"
" Buffy, I'm sorry," said Willow in lower voice," but you could have gotten a disease or ," she whispered," you could be pregnant!"
" I know thats why I'm so scared, Willow.What am I going to do?"
" Well, I don't think Spike has any diseases, but the pregnant part.....maybe. Don't worry if you are, I'm here for you always and I think Spike will to. Let's go to the drugstore and get a test."
" okay," nodded Buffy softly.
******************************after 20 minutes of frusteration, pickyness, and crying, Buffy and Willow were waiting for the results in Buffy's bathroom.**************************************
" This is so nerve wrecking.I hate waiting!!" exclaimed Buffy.
Willow sat there on the toilet seat,hand folded in her lap, and her fingers playing with eachother.
"I think they're ready."said Willow quietly.
" I can't look. You look."
" Here it goes," said Willow as she carefully picked up the stick and looked at it closely.
Buffy had her eyes shut tight. Her knuckles were white too.
"I-i-it says positive." said Willow as gulped down her last sentence.
Buffy just looked like a deer caught in headlights and Willow started chewing on her nails.
After five minutes of silence," A-a-are you sure?" asked Buffy in a whisper.
"Want me to check another test?"
" No, I will. " said Buffy as she walked over to the bathroom counter and held the stick out in front of her. A pink plus sign stared back at her. Buffy's eyes started to tear up.
"ohh, Buffy. Don't cry." said Willow as she went over and hugged her best friend.
"What if-sob-he doesn't want-sob-the baby-sob?"
" Buffy, he'll want it. He's a good guy."
" I think I just want to take a nap and then I'll talk to him."
" okay, you do that. I think I should leave you alone to get rest . I'll call you later. I promise."
"bye"
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Buffy woke up . ' gosh what a nightmare.' She walked in the bathroom rubbing her sleepy eyes. She stood before the mirror and looked down at the sink and there layed the two tests.
" It wasn't a nightmare. It was real."
" Who are you talking to Buffy?"asked her mom.
Buffy stood in front of the tests sliding them into the trash can out of her mother's view," Nobody, just myself."
" okay, well me and your father are going on our buisness trip to New York so you know the rules. Take care of your sister and make sure she is watched when you go out."
" Got it. Bye mom."
" Bye sweetheart," said her mother as she gave her a hug and a kiss.
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Buffy wore tight low risers and a pinkish, purplish camisole.( A/N:think of the outfit in the beginning of season 7's episode, First Date)
She closed her hair in a loose bun and put light make-up since she had gotten out of the shower and still wanted to look fresh . She applied some of her vanillia spray and grabbed some flip flops and her denim purse.
She got into her convertible, turned on her techno music, and drove off towards the school field where Spike would be playing football for practice.
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On the field , the guys decided to take a quick break. Spike saw Buffy and smiled and headed towards her , but his smile turned into a frown when he noticed she wasn't smiling.
She lifted her shades and put them on top of her head.
" what's wrong, luv?"
"I-I have something to tell you and I don't know how to tell you so I'm just going to say it.............I'm pregnant."
Spike just stood there with his jaw hanging and his eyes as wide as saucers.
" Can you please repeat that , pet?"
" I said I'm pregnant."
At Spike's confused look she added," P.r.e.g.n.a.n.t. Look it up. It's when a woman carries a child."
" I know that , luv, but you're.........." trailed off Spike.
" Yeah. I understand if you don't want it , but I just thought you should know."
"NOT WANT IT!!!!!????? Of course I would bloody want it. It's my child. My child. Our child.........I'm going to be a daddy!!!!!! " yelled Spike as he picked up Buffy and swung her around.
" Well, that went better than I anticipated.Now I don't have to be a single mom. Do you really mean it? Are you really excited about this?"
" Of course. Buffy, all my life I never thought I'd have a family or a child. Will you live with me if I get us our own place?"
"L-live? I mean we're only in highschool and , and............"
"Buffy I love you. I wanted to tell you this morning, but you were so angry that I didn't think it was the right time."
" you love me?"
Spike nodded.
" I lo-ove you too."
Spike just picked her up and swung her around a couple more times.
" Spike, what will I tell my parents ? They won't understand."
" It's okay. We're independant now. Will you go out with me tommorow night? To celebrate?"
" Yeah I will." said Buffy with a big , dazziling smile.
'there she goes again with that smile. I have to ask her where she gets that smile. Oh,well. for now I'm just ecstatic!'
A/N: What do you think?Should I go on?please review!!Next chapter will be the talk with the parents and some gossip is going around school coming monday!!!!yikes!!!!
Buffy woke up and almost screamed. Almost. She looked at her surroundings. She was naked on the beach, she had Spike's leather duster laying on her and right next to her was a very , very naked Spike. ' oh god.what have I done? I slept with Spike Windsington, I didn't call Willow, my mom will freak, and most of all it was unprotected!! I've so messed up. What if I get a disease? I better go before he wakes up. ............. oh, well too late.'
" luv, where are you going......?"said Spike groggily.
"I'm going home. Do you realized what we've done?"
" well, pet, I think it's called sex."
"ughhhhh, I know that ,but...but..but its wrong. I just lost my virginity to you."said Buffy as she sank down next to him in tears.
" I mean what if you leave and we don't get married and and and......." sobbed Buffy.
" Shhhhh,luv. you don't have to be married to have sex."
" I know that, but I wanted to . I wanted it to be with the guy thats going to be here with me till I'm old and wrinkly and is a pain in the ass for my children."
"well, maybe I could be that guy one day, but you shouldn't worry ab-"
" Worry!!!??? Worry!!!!??? We just had unprotected sex. I could get a disease or even worse be pregnant!!!!! I mean I thought a change in dressing would attract some guys for dates not sex. Excuse me for having a little change !!"
"What did yo-u-u say? P-p-preg-n-nant?"
" yeah..." said Buffy softly.
" I'm so stupid. I'm sooooo sooooo soooo stupid.My mother is going to kill me."said Buffy as she grabbed her purse, now fully clothed.
" Can you drive me home?" whispered Buffy, barely audible.
" um, yeah."
" thanks."
The rest of the drive was made in silence. Each both thinking what was going to happen to them in the near future. Buffy was panicking in her mind. Spike was so scared and nervous that occasionally his hands would slip off the wheel.
Spike pulled the car over to the curb by Buffy's house.
They both just stayed silent for a few minutes until Spike said," So......"
"So...."
" I'm sorry about last-"
"Spike, please tell me that you're not really sorry about last night."
" I'm not sorry at all, Buffy."
Buffy leaned over and kissed Spike passionately. " Truthfully, it was wrong, but I don't regret it."
She gave Spike one of her big smiles and closed the door to his car and headed towards her front door.
Spike was completly baffled and content at the same time. ' How does she make everything okay like that?'
Spike drove off and grinned one of his sexy smiles.
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" Buffy, tell me all details."
Willow had told Buffy that her mom still didn't know that she had gone out. Willow had also told her that she had been waiting all night for her too excited to sleep to see when Buffy would come back.
" I'm guessing you guys hit it off. Literally."
"Yeah, we did? I know I'm only 17 and I could have waited,but its June and I'm excited for summer and Willow, he's so hot and nice and everything I've ever wanted in a man."
" wow. Was it .... nice?"
" No. " at Buffy's statement Willow frowned." It was fantastic!"
Willow broke into a wide grin." Really?! What was it like?"
" It was so wild and passionate. It felt so good. It felt as if the only people in the world were just him and I."
" awww. It must of been so great with Spike. I mean his six pack and blue,blue eyes."said Willow with a dreamy far-off look.
"hey, you're not going to steal my man are you?"
" No. Oz is already my boyfriend. Where did you make sweet love to thy William?"said Willow with a British accent.
" It was so romantic. We made sweet love, as you call it, right underneath the moonlight on the beach. He took me to this French restaurant along the beach and took me for a ride on his motorcycle afterwards. Willow, it was the best night I've ever had!"
" It was a perfect date."
"Well, not exactly."
"huh?" asked a confused Willow.
" Well, you see....... it was....kind of....um ...unprotected?"
" WHAT!!!!!!???? you had unprotected sex!!" screamed Willow.
" Could you scream a little louder. shhhh!"
" Buffy, I'm sorry," said Willow in lower voice," but you could have gotten a disease or ," she whispered," you could be pregnant!"
" I know thats why I'm so scared, Willow.What am I going to do?"
" Well, I don't think Spike has any diseases, but the pregnant part.....maybe. Don't worry if you are, I'm here for you always and I think Spike will to. Let's go to the drugstore and get a test."
" okay," nodded Buffy softly.
******************************after 20 minutes of frusteration, pickyness, and crying, Buffy and Willow were waiting for the results in Buffy's bathroom.**************************************
" This is so nerve wrecking.I hate waiting!!" exclaimed Buffy.
Willow sat there on the toilet seat,hand folded in her lap, and her fingers playing with eachother.
"I think they're ready."said Willow quietly.
" I can't look. You look."
" Here it goes," said Willow as she carefully picked up the stick and looked at it closely.
Buffy had her eyes shut tight. Her knuckles were white too.
"I-i-it says positive." said Willow as gulped down her last sentence.
Buffy just looked like a deer caught in headlights and Willow started chewing on her nails.
After five minutes of silence," A-a-are you sure?" asked Buffy in a whisper.
"Want me to check another test?"
" No, I will. " said Buffy as she walked over to the bathroom counter and held the stick out in front of her. A pink plus sign stared back at her. Buffy's eyes started to tear up.
"ohh, Buffy. Don't cry." said Willow as she went over and hugged her best friend.
"What if-sob-he doesn't want-sob-the baby-sob?"
" Buffy, he'll want it. He's a good guy."
" I think I just want to take a nap and then I'll talk to him."
" okay, you do that. I think I should leave you alone to get rest . I'll call you later. I promise."
"bye"
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Buffy woke up . ' gosh what a nightmare.' She walked in the bathroom rubbing her sleepy eyes. She stood before the mirror and looked down at the sink and there layed the two tests.
" It wasn't a nightmare. It was real."
" Who are you talking to Buffy?"asked her mom.
Buffy stood in front of the tests sliding them into the trash can out of her mother's view," Nobody, just myself."
" okay, well me and your father are going on our buisness trip to New York so you know the rules. Take care of your sister and make sure she is watched when you go out."
" Got it. Bye mom."
" Bye sweetheart," said her mother as she gave her a hug and a kiss.
***********************************************************
Buffy wore tight low risers and a pinkish, purplish camisole.( A/N:think of the outfit in the beginning of season 7's episode, First Date)
She closed her hair in a loose bun and put light make-up since she had gotten out of the shower and still wanted to look fresh . She applied some of her vanillia spray and grabbed some flip flops and her denim purse.
She got into her convertible, turned on her techno music, and drove off towards the school field where Spike would be playing football for practice.
***********************************************************************
On the field , the guys decided to take a quick break. Spike saw Buffy and smiled and headed towards her , but his smile turned into a frown when he noticed she wasn't smiling.
She lifted her shades and put them on top of her head.
" what's wrong, luv?"
"I-I have something to tell you and I don't know how to tell you so I'm just going to say it.............I'm pregnant."
Spike just stood there with his jaw hanging and his eyes as wide as saucers.
" Can you please repeat that , pet?"
" I said I'm pregnant."
At Spike's confused look she added," P.r.e.g.n.a.n.t. Look it up. It's when a woman carries a child."
" I know that , luv, but you're.........." trailed off Spike.
" Yeah. I understand if you don't want it , but I just thought you should know."
"NOT WANT IT!!!!!????? Of course I would bloody want it. It's my child. My child. Our child.........I'm going to be a daddy!!!!!! " yelled Spike as he picked up Buffy and swung her around.
" Well, that went better than I anticipated.Now I don't have to be a single mom. Do you really mean it? Are you really excited about this?"
" Of course. Buffy, all my life I never thought I'd have a family or a child. Will you live with me if I get us our own place?"
"L-live? I mean we're only in highschool and , and............"
"Buffy I love you. I wanted to tell you this morning, but you were so angry that I didn't think it was the right time."
" you love me?"
Spike nodded.
" I lo-ove you too."
Spike just picked her up and swung her around a couple more times.
" Spike, what will I tell my parents ? They won't understand."
" It's okay. We're independant now. Will you go out with me tommorow night? To celebrate?"
" Yeah I will." said Buffy with a big , dazziling smile.
'there she goes again with that smile. I have to ask her where she gets that smile. Oh,well. for now I'm just ecstatic!'
A/N: What do you think?Should I go on?please review!!Next chapter will be the talk with the parents and some gossip is going around school coming monday!!!!yikes!!!!
