A/N; Hello.. I know this took quite some time getting out but hey that's ok right you still love me don't you. I don't own anything you recognize, J.K. Rowlings does.. don't sue me.. I didn't do anything wrong. I hope you like it..





Lily woke up early the next morning and just laid in bed thinking about how she actually might enjoy James' kisses. She wasn't quite sure why she was afraid of them, but she was. After all he was the first boy she had ever kissed, maybe she just didn't want him to have bad breath or worse for her to have bad breath.

She knew that she liked James and she also knew that he liked her back. She had never seen him act this way towards any other girl, maybe he really liked her more then she thought he did.

"Time to get up." Lily commanded herself to get up.

She showered, got dressed and went down to the common room, with a book she had been reading.

Much to her amazement James was already down in the common room, finishing up some of his holiday homework. He looked up at Lily and smiled, she smiled back.

"Your up early." James said to Lily while motioning for her to sit in the chair next to him.

"I just woke up and couldn't fall back asleep so I figured I'd come down here and read a little. Why are you up so early." Lily grinned at all the papers in front of him, she knew he was doing homework.

"Same as you, couldn't sleep so I came to do some homework. Its almost time for breakfast, what do you say we go get some." James put all his papers in a pile and lily put her book on top of them so they wouldn't blow away or anything. And they walked down to the great hall holding hands.

Lily felt complete peace when she was holding James' hand, like nothing bad would ever happen. James felt whole, like there was a huge piece of him missing before Lily, when he was holding her hand he was completely contented with his life.

When they were in the middle of eating and chatting, an owl dropped a letter on Lily. It was for her from her younger sister, Daisy. Lily opened it, she hadn't ever gotten a letter from Daisy.

'Lily- I miss you, why didn't you come home for Christmas. Is it because of Petunia, sometimes I don't like her either. I got a cabbage patch doll for Christmas its cool. I named her violet. She has purple hair. Hehe.. write me back when you have the chance. I love you lily..

Your Youngest Sister Daisy Written by Mom..'

When Lily read it the second time, she put it away into her pocket and promised herself that she would write her back later tonight.

"Well what did the letter say." James asked after Lily put it away in her pocket.

"Its from my sister Daisy, she says she misses me and wants to know why I didn't come home for Christmas. Stuff like that." Lily sighed. Why did she stay here for Christmas, then she remembered that she had kissed James and that would have never happened if she would have went home. Lily sighed, she missed her mother and her little sister.

Her father was never home so she didn't really know him, and well Petunia, wasn't the nicest person in the world.

Lily had a bad feeling about today.. She knew that something was going to happen. She had butterflies but didn't quite know why. All she knew was that it was not going to be a good day today.

Thank god its still holidays, she thought.

She didn't let James know how she felt or if anything was even wrong, but she still had those times when she had to stop and sit down. James wasn't stupid he knew that there was something wrong.

Lily finally couldn't handle the pain in her chest and stomach, she went to Madame Promfrey. Madame Promfrey didn't quite know what was wrong, so she decided to keep Lily fro the night.

James didn't know what to do, so he stayed the night in a chair next to her. Telling her everything was going to be alright.

When Lily finally went to sleep. She had the most awful dream.

Her Mother was reading to Daisy who was lying in her bed almost ready to fall asleep, when there was a loud bang from somewhere downstairs. They all knew that it wasn't Father, that it had to be some one else, someone bad..

Violet, Lilys mother, told Daisy to stay in bed. Then she left to go down stairs. Moments later there was a loud scream and you could hear something heavy hit the ground, Lily knew instantly that it was her mothers body lying on the floor downstairs. Daisy trying so hard to be brave left her room, in search of either her mother or Petunia. But Petunia wasn't there she was staying at one of her friends that night.

When Daisy got half way down the stairs, she saw a man or woman wearing black robes that covered its face. When it heard a noise it looked up and saw Daisy standing there and flashed an evil smile her way. Daisy ran towards her mother, not knowing what else to do.

With out any warning there came the most horrid voice anyone had ever heard, worse then nails on a chalk board. Lily knew instantly that it was going to kill her sister and that her mother was already dead. The wicked voice said..

"Avada Kedarva" then there was a flash of this eerie green light and even before Daisy could scream she was dead and lying on the floor.

Lily ran to her sister.. not caring if the monster saw her and felt for a pulse. There was none. Then she went to her mother.. no pulse there either.

Lily looked at the creature..

"Why" she said. The creature didn't even notice she was there..

"Welcome to the real world Lily Evans. One day you will understand" The man was talking to him self not even realizing that Lily was there in the room..

"NO!!!" Lily screamed and ran towards the creature ready to rip its eyes out, but before she could get to close it vanished, leaving a very scared, confused, and heart-broken Lily. She didn't know what to do..

"Why.. Why.." She kept say why over and over again, while rocking her mother and her sisters body. Tears were running freely down Lily's cheeks, she didn't want them to go away, somehow it made her feel better and she knew that this wasn't a dream, it felt to real to be a dream.

Then all that had just happened hit her like there was no tomorrow. And gently pushed her mothers and her sisters bodies off of her and went to the window. And outside there floating above her house was indeed the dark mark.

Lily screamed bloody murder and jumped away from the window.

Then she could feel herself being shaken..

"Lily, Lily wake up.. Please wake up.." she opened her eyes to see James staring down at her with a look of complete horror on his face. He didn't know what was wrong with her. "Are you alright.. you screamed and you are sweating all over. Were you having a nightmare.." James seemed worried he had never seen anything quite like this before.

Lily sat up and felt that she had hot tears running down her face. Then she remember her dream.. and she started to breath hard..

"My mom and sister.. I think.. there.. dead.." She got out of bed and ran towards Madame Promfrey, who didn't know what to do but just kept telling Lily to be quiet.

"Ms. Evans you must calm yourself. Nothing has happened."

"I have to see Dumbledore." Just as if he were on cue, Dumbledore came walking in at the mention of his name.

"Ms. Evans there is something I need to tell you." Lily already knew what he was going to tell her and she sank to the floor and started rocking back and forth. She didn't want it to be true but she knew it was.





A/N I hope you like it.. I promise I will write more soon if the wonderful people review.. and yes LaminaCourt you were the only one who reviewed.. thank you, I love you.. hehe.. You are my favorite reviewer.. Everyone who reads this should check out her story its great.. I like it..