A/N.. I own nothing you recognize from the HP books. Sorry that this
took so long I hate school. Who ever heard of powerpoint presentations..
there retarded.. I don't know why I should have to do one for MATH. it just
doesn't make sense to me.. does it to you. Anyway on with the fic.. have a
nice day.
The one thing that Lily was dreading the most seemed to be happening. She knew that her dream wasn't a dream, it was real and she had been there to watch her mother and sister die. And she didn't know how to handle that, she didn't want it to be real, she wanted it to be a dream.
But then why would Dumbledore come into the infirmary in the middle of the night to tell her something important.
Lily, who was still sitting on the floor rocking her self back and forth while Dumbledore didn't know how to tell her that her Mother and youngest sister was dead. It was the worst job anyone could have had to do.
"Ms. Evans please do not fret, your mother and sister.. are dead, but they loved you and you loved them. It is better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all. They are in a better place and you must understand that." Dumbledore had the quality to make anyone feel better with out really even doing or saying much, it was just the feeling he gave off when he entered the room.
Lily didn't want to deal with the pain that she was feeling at the moment she didn't know what to do. She wanted to run out side and tire herself out, sleep all day or die with her mother and sister but she never thought of suicide.
Dumbledore seemed to sense these feelings. "Ms. Evans, come for a walk with me. It may help you to sooth the pain that you are feeling right now." When Lily looked up at him she knew that he wanted to tell her something that he didn't want to say in front of everyone else. Lily got up onto her feet, her legs unsteady, she was weak.
'I know that you had a premonition of what happened. And I also know that you saw the Dark Mark. I want you to know that they have caught the death eater that took your Mother and Sister away from you. You still have your other sister and your father." Dumbledore obviously didn't know what it was like at the Evans house.
Petunia didn't believe in magic therefore called Lily a freak of nature. Her father was never home, always on business trips or sleeping with his secretary. They didn't get along well, now that Violet and Daisy were gone, it was going to be hell with out them.
"Professor, the creature in the hood, told me.. said to the air.. welcome to the new world Lily Evans.. and something else that I cant remember. What did he mean by that." Lily was trying her hardest not to break down in tears in front of Dumbledore but every once in a while one would trickle down her cheek leaving wet streak down her face.
"I don't think that this is the proper time nor the proper place for me to tell you. But seeing as you are going to figure it out anyway I might as well give you a hint. There is a prophecy, and so far you and you friends have been fulfilling some of what is written. You will know soon my dear. And you will understand, but you mustn't tell anyone.. I hope that you feel better soon, but only time will heal a wound like you have."
They talked for a little while longer about nothing important. Dumbledore deposited Lily back at the infirmary and left her.
James was there and he was worried about her, as usual, he hugged her and told her that someday the pain would go away and everything would be normal again.
Lily thought different, the way the pain felt, like millions on millions of little pins were being pushed into her heart very slowly and also felt like it was never going to stop. Lily knew that it wasn't going to be the same again, that she no longer had a mother or a younger sister.
Lily didn't sleep a wink that night.
"Lily lets go down to breakfast, Madame Promfrey said you could leave if you felt up to it. I know you don't want to but I think that it would be better if you were around people that loved you." James gave her a half smile. Knowing full well that she didn't want to go down to the great hall.
"I don't feel like getting up.. sorry. Please don't be mad at me." Lily had the feeling that everyone was going to abandon her and that she wouldn't have any friends, and no family, she didn't really consider Petunia as her sister seeing as she didn't really even know her, nor did she want to know her.
James left Lily to go get something to eat.
Lily left the hospital wing by herself, she wanted to be alone. She didn't want to have people all over her telling her that they were sorry and wish they could take away her pain or change what had happened.
She went walking around the castle looking for some place to hid to get away from reality to think about the things that have happened in the last twenty-four hours.
Lily often heard the Marauders talking about the kitchens she figured that she would look for that and get something to eat. It was easier said then done.
All Lily knew about where to find the kitchens was that there was a painting with a bowl of fruit and you had to tickle the pear or was it the orange. She wasn't sure, but once she found it she would try everything.
When she saw the painting, James, Sirius and Remus were all about ready to go in when they spotted Lily.
Lily gave a half smile, mentally kicking herself, she knew they would come here, how could she not know.
"Are you hungry Lily-bean.." Lily's smiled completely disappeared and she just stood the looking at the boys as if they were ghosts, then took off running, this was why she didn't want to see them yet. Her mother called her lily-bean.
Sirius didn't know what he had done wrong, they had only just found out about Lily's mom and sister. He didn't know how she felt but he could imagine.
Lily just kept on running and she realized that it helped her to clear her thoughts. Lily knew that if she was ever going to be normal again she was going to have to run like this all the time..
Sirius, James and Remus didn't know what they had done wrong. But they figured that they would ask her later and tell her sorry.
James was worried that Lily was going to do something to hurt herself. But then he thought why would she do something like that because she still had him and Sirius and Remus and Debbie, who hadn't been seen all morning not even by Sirius.
Remus could sense that things were never going to be the same again and there was nothing anyone could do to change that.
Sirius was just wondering where Debbie was and also trying to think of a way to cheer Lily up all at the same time.
A/N; I hope that you enjoyed this chapter.. I did.. hehe. Just kidding it makes me sad, kind of. Please review.. lets try for 38 reviews.. it will make me happy then in turn make me want to write more. I'm glad that you guys like my story. REVIEW..
The one thing that Lily was dreading the most seemed to be happening. She knew that her dream wasn't a dream, it was real and she had been there to watch her mother and sister die. And she didn't know how to handle that, she didn't want it to be real, she wanted it to be a dream.
But then why would Dumbledore come into the infirmary in the middle of the night to tell her something important.
Lily, who was still sitting on the floor rocking her self back and forth while Dumbledore didn't know how to tell her that her Mother and youngest sister was dead. It was the worst job anyone could have had to do.
"Ms. Evans please do not fret, your mother and sister.. are dead, but they loved you and you loved them. It is better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all. They are in a better place and you must understand that." Dumbledore had the quality to make anyone feel better with out really even doing or saying much, it was just the feeling he gave off when he entered the room.
Lily didn't want to deal with the pain that she was feeling at the moment she didn't know what to do. She wanted to run out side and tire herself out, sleep all day or die with her mother and sister but she never thought of suicide.
Dumbledore seemed to sense these feelings. "Ms. Evans, come for a walk with me. It may help you to sooth the pain that you are feeling right now." When Lily looked up at him she knew that he wanted to tell her something that he didn't want to say in front of everyone else. Lily got up onto her feet, her legs unsteady, she was weak.
'I know that you had a premonition of what happened. And I also know that you saw the Dark Mark. I want you to know that they have caught the death eater that took your Mother and Sister away from you. You still have your other sister and your father." Dumbledore obviously didn't know what it was like at the Evans house.
Petunia didn't believe in magic therefore called Lily a freak of nature. Her father was never home, always on business trips or sleeping with his secretary. They didn't get along well, now that Violet and Daisy were gone, it was going to be hell with out them.
"Professor, the creature in the hood, told me.. said to the air.. welcome to the new world Lily Evans.. and something else that I cant remember. What did he mean by that." Lily was trying her hardest not to break down in tears in front of Dumbledore but every once in a while one would trickle down her cheek leaving wet streak down her face.
"I don't think that this is the proper time nor the proper place for me to tell you. But seeing as you are going to figure it out anyway I might as well give you a hint. There is a prophecy, and so far you and you friends have been fulfilling some of what is written. You will know soon my dear. And you will understand, but you mustn't tell anyone.. I hope that you feel better soon, but only time will heal a wound like you have."
They talked for a little while longer about nothing important. Dumbledore deposited Lily back at the infirmary and left her.
James was there and he was worried about her, as usual, he hugged her and told her that someday the pain would go away and everything would be normal again.
Lily thought different, the way the pain felt, like millions on millions of little pins were being pushed into her heart very slowly and also felt like it was never going to stop. Lily knew that it wasn't going to be the same again, that she no longer had a mother or a younger sister.
Lily didn't sleep a wink that night.
"Lily lets go down to breakfast, Madame Promfrey said you could leave if you felt up to it. I know you don't want to but I think that it would be better if you were around people that loved you." James gave her a half smile. Knowing full well that she didn't want to go down to the great hall.
"I don't feel like getting up.. sorry. Please don't be mad at me." Lily had the feeling that everyone was going to abandon her and that she wouldn't have any friends, and no family, she didn't really consider Petunia as her sister seeing as she didn't really even know her, nor did she want to know her.
James left Lily to go get something to eat.
Lily left the hospital wing by herself, she wanted to be alone. She didn't want to have people all over her telling her that they were sorry and wish they could take away her pain or change what had happened.
She went walking around the castle looking for some place to hid to get away from reality to think about the things that have happened in the last twenty-four hours.
Lily often heard the Marauders talking about the kitchens she figured that she would look for that and get something to eat. It was easier said then done.
All Lily knew about where to find the kitchens was that there was a painting with a bowl of fruit and you had to tickle the pear or was it the orange. She wasn't sure, but once she found it she would try everything.
When she saw the painting, James, Sirius and Remus were all about ready to go in when they spotted Lily.
Lily gave a half smile, mentally kicking herself, she knew they would come here, how could she not know.
"Are you hungry Lily-bean.." Lily's smiled completely disappeared and she just stood the looking at the boys as if they were ghosts, then took off running, this was why she didn't want to see them yet. Her mother called her lily-bean.
Sirius didn't know what he had done wrong, they had only just found out about Lily's mom and sister. He didn't know how she felt but he could imagine.
Lily just kept on running and she realized that it helped her to clear her thoughts. Lily knew that if she was ever going to be normal again she was going to have to run like this all the time..
Sirius, James and Remus didn't know what they had done wrong. But they figured that they would ask her later and tell her sorry.
James was worried that Lily was going to do something to hurt herself. But then he thought why would she do something like that because she still had him and Sirius and Remus and Debbie, who hadn't been seen all morning not even by Sirius.
Remus could sense that things were never going to be the same again and there was nothing anyone could do to change that.
Sirius was just wondering where Debbie was and also trying to think of a way to cheer Lily up all at the same time.
A/N; I hope that you enjoyed this chapter.. I did.. hehe. Just kidding it makes me sad, kind of. Please review.. lets try for 38 reviews.. it will make me happy then in turn make me want to write more. I'm glad that you guys like my story. REVIEW..
