Letting You Find Me
I give myself to you,
not because I love to live,
but because I live to love.
This darkness,
This foreboding,
that has settled in my soul,
deters me from that recognition.
How can I describe to you,
what I am,
And not fear the pain of losing you?
My secret,
My past,
My burden.
This is what I am,
It is not who I am.
Can you look beyond my masquerade?
My black past?
These ropes that bind my heart,
cut deeper into me,
with every moment I am near you.
Yet your presence strengthens me as well.
These ropes will not bind forever,
The truth is not far from us all.
A/n: I wrote this, not really having a story to match it to, but then I thought about it for a while, and Smallville came to mind. You know, how Clark feels about Lana. And then I thought about it more (I'm a deep thinker, ;p) and then I decided that it would be more appropriate for it to be a poem by that dude (How specific!) to Lana in the episode, 2nd season, where he's "stalking" her (according to Clark). Dern, I just forgot his name! Anyway, he wrote her all of those poems, and was a really nice guy, but couldn't be exposed to sunlight? Yeah, w/e. You guys can decide who its about, if ya want. It could be either or. Anyway, drop me a review. This is my first poem that I posted. I just want to know if you guys thought that it was even semi- good. plz review? BIG thanx!
