^Author's Scribbles^
Well I think that it is the same day.
-Leo's Pov-
I stared out my window and I just wondered where my life went wrong? I felt something on my cheek and I put my hand on my cheek and I felt a tear. I wiped it away fiercely. I heard a knock at my door and I heard, "Leo come out here and talk with me." I just ignored Snape and I muttered an unbreakable charm. I could feel a cold touch in my heart as I began to think about attempting suicide. I just was so confused and depresses at the same time. I didn't know if I would be able to save myself from all of the rampaging thoughts. At night even alone I would dream of the Third Task and Cedric would taunt me and tell me that it was my fault. I could faintly hear the yelling outside and I could feel the freezing chill running through my body. I knew that it wasn't natural but I just didn't care. I heard:
'Kill yourself. Do all of humanity a favor and rid the earth of your disgusting carcus.'
'No...I just can't let my friends down like that...' I thought meekly.
I heard:
'Well do you want all of your friends and family to die at your hands. I don't think that I could stand the blood on my hands if I were you. You do realize that the Diggory boy is correct in saying that it is your fault for him dying.'
I felt the tears falling down my face and I just barely heard the door to my room being blasted open. I saw a silvery gleaming knife on my bedside table and I picked it up and I looked at it insanely. I drew the blade across my pale delicate wrists and I smiled sadly. I could barely make out the outline of Snape and I said, "Be at peace." I smiled as my world went black.
-Snape's Pov-
I watched as Leo blacked out. I cast a healing charm and I held him. I knew that he would be in trouble if I didn't do something. I hurried to the Hospital Wing and I lied Leo on a bed and I brought out Poppy. She cursed and shoved me out.
-Leo's Pov (same night) in limbo-
I was barely aware of where I was. I heard, "My dear you are here hanging between life and death." I turned to see a tall girl all dressed in white and she had an ethereal glow around her. I could see that she had dark brown hair and green eyes. I asked, "Who are you? Why am I here?" She said, "Leo, you are here because you tried to rid the world of your existance. Your physical body is in a coma right now. My name is Abigail, your gaurdian angel. Although I didn't do a good job..." I watched as the angel turned and I could hear her sobbing. I said, "Don't cry...er...it isn't your fault...I kept hearing a voice urging me to do that." I heard, "That was the dark lord that was doing that. I should have kept it from you...It is all my fault..." I said, "Abbi, I don't blame you. I blame the Dark Lord. I am so sorry that I put you through this greif. It is all my fault." I heard and felt a warm hand on my cheek. It pushed my head up and I was looking into eyes of dark green and she said, "Listen we can't blame oursleves. We can't change the past, but we can make for a better future. Now you are here to figure out just who you are. This may take a while, but time here in limbo is different then in the mortal realm. I will be here to help you through the process." I nodded and I was led to a bed and told to lay down and ponder all of the events in my life.
-Sev's Pov hpwing-
I sat next to Leo's bed and I ran my fingers through his hair. I knew that Leo was in trouble. I said, "Please don't leave this world yet. You just found the family that you hoped that you have." I knew that Poppy had informed the rest of the Malfoy clan and they were coming, but they just don't know. 'Please come back to us,' I thought as I drifted into a restless sleep.
-Draco's Pov-
I walked into the hospital wing and I saw my brother lying on the ivory sheets of his bed and I noticed that his skin was as white as the sheets. I saw our uncle sev sleeping in the chair and he looked worse for wear. I brought another chair and I sat next to Leo and I said, "I don't care if you were Harry Potter. You are my brother. Please don't die on me." I sat next to him and watched as he chest rose and fell. I wondered briefly if he would make it.
-Leo's Pov-
I woke up and I saw that Abbi was standing over me holding a tray of food. I smiled and I sat up. She set the tray on my lap and she sat in a conjured chair and she said, "How did you sleep last night?" I took a sip of my orange juice and I said, "I didn't have any dreams...I slept well...for once in my life." I began to eat my toast and eggs. I smiled and I just said, "Were you here the entire time I was asleep?" I looked at abbi and she said, "Yes I was. I made sure that you didn't wake up alone. So how are you feeling today?" I said, "Well I feel a bit weird. I mean I don't know where to go from here. I am living two lives that I really don't have a clue what to go with. I look and am a blood Malfoy, but I was a Potter for 15 years. I just don't get it...What am I supposed to do?" Abbi said, "Well Leo you are both. I know that sounds really crazy now, but trust me. I really think that you should take your 'Potter' traits and infuse them into your Malfoy genes. Make the Malfoy name, when heard, noble." I thought about it while I was finishing eating.
Well I think that it is the same day.
-Leo's Pov-
I stared out my window and I just wondered where my life went wrong? I felt something on my cheek and I put my hand on my cheek and I felt a tear. I wiped it away fiercely. I heard a knock at my door and I heard, "Leo come out here and talk with me." I just ignored Snape and I muttered an unbreakable charm. I could feel a cold touch in my heart as I began to think about attempting suicide. I just was so confused and depresses at the same time. I didn't know if I would be able to save myself from all of the rampaging thoughts. At night even alone I would dream of the Third Task and Cedric would taunt me and tell me that it was my fault. I could faintly hear the yelling outside and I could feel the freezing chill running through my body. I knew that it wasn't natural but I just didn't care. I heard:
'Kill yourself. Do all of humanity a favor and rid the earth of your disgusting carcus.'
'No...I just can't let my friends down like that...' I thought meekly.
I heard:
'Well do you want all of your friends and family to die at your hands. I don't think that I could stand the blood on my hands if I were you. You do realize that the Diggory boy is correct in saying that it is your fault for him dying.'
I felt the tears falling down my face and I just barely heard the door to my room being blasted open. I saw a silvery gleaming knife on my bedside table and I picked it up and I looked at it insanely. I drew the blade across my pale delicate wrists and I smiled sadly. I could barely make out the outline of Snape and I said, "Be at peace." I smiled as my world went black.
-Snape's Pov-
I watched as Leo blacked out. I cast a healing charm and I held him. I knew that he would be in trouble if I didn't do something. I hurried to the Hospital Wing and I lied Leo on a bed and I brought out Poppy. She cursed and shoved me out.
-Leo's Pov (same night) in limbo-
I was barely aware of where I was. I heard, "My dear you are here hanging between life and death." I turned to see a tall girl all dressed in white and she had an ethereal glow around her. I could see that she had dark brown hair and green eyes. I asked, "Who are you? Why am I here?" She said, "Leo, you are here because you tried to rid the world of your existance. Your physical body is in a coma right now. My name is Abigail, your gaurdian angel. Although I didn't do a good job..." I watched as the angel turned and I could hear her sobbing. I said, "Don't cry...er...it isn't your fault...I kept hearing a voice urging me to do that." I heard, "That was the dark lord that was doing that. I should have kept it from you...It is all my fault..." I said, "Abbi, I don't blame you. I blame the Dark Lord. I am so sorry that I put you through this greif. It is all my fault." I heard and felt a warm hand on my cheek. It pushed my head up and I was looking into eyes of dark green and she said, "Listen we can't blame oursleves. We can't change the past, but we can make for a better future. Now you are here to figure out just who you are. This may take a while, but time here in limbo is different then in the mortal realm. I will be here to help you through the process." I nodded and I was led to a bed and told to lay down and ponder all of the events in my life.
-Sev's Pov hpwing-
I sat next to Leo's bed and I ran my fingers through his hair. I knew that Leo was in trouble. I said, "Please don't leave this world yet. You just found the family that you hoped that you have." I knew that Poppy had informed the rest of the Malfoy clan and they were coming, but they just don't know. 'Please come back to us,' I thought as I drifted into a restless sleep.
-Draco's Pov-
I walked into the hospital wing and I saw my brother lying on the ivory sheets of his bed and I noticed that his skin was as white as the sheets. I saw our uncle sev sleeping in the chair and he looked worse for wear. I brought another chair and I sat next to Leo and I said, "I don't care if you were Harry Potter. You are my brother. Please don't die on me." I sat next to him and watched as he chest rose and fell. I wondered briefly if he would make it.
-Leo's Pov-
I woke up and I saw that Abbi was standing over me holding a tray of food. I smiled and I sat up. She set the tray on my lap and she sat in a conjured chair and she said, "How did you sleep last night?" I took a sip of my orange juice and I said, "I didn't have any dreams...I slept well...for once in my life." I began to eat my toast and eggs. I smiled and I just said, "Were you here the entire time I was asleep?" I looked at abbi and she said, "Yes I was. I made sure that you didn't wake up alone. So how are you feeling today?" I said, "Well I feel a bit weird. I mean I don't know where to go from here. I am living two lives that I really don't have a clue what to go with. I look and am a blood Malfoy, but I was a Potter for 15 years. I just don't get it...What am I supposed to do?" Abbi said, "Well Leo you are both. I know that sounds really crazy now, but trust me. I really think that you should take your 'Potter' traits and infuse them into your Malfoy genes. Make the Malfoy name, when heard, noble." I thought about it while I was finishing eating.
