Authors Notes: I hope you like this chapter its not soo good but I tried.
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It's been almost 4 years now since I left earth.
I was Rath the solider that I was made to become.
The war was gruesome it was scary it took a lot of my best solider's life's.
I almost lost Isabel and Tess at one point.
But the war is over and its finally time for us to return home.
But I'm not sure I want to go I mean Maria won't want anything to do with me.
I left here and she is probably moved on and forgot she ever meet me.
Antar is a wonderful place everyone loves us but its not home. it's not Maria.
Being scared to go home is making me wonder maybe this is my home. but I know that's a big lie I knew it the moment I stepped foot on Antar I knew that where ever Maria is she's my home.
But what will happen to Antar if we all leave?
It won't be the same but we've done our part maybe someone else can take over I don't know.
All I know is Isabel and Max said we can return but I'm not sure we can.
I mean we don't know what's happened over the past 4 years will we be able to find them?
What if you're married what if you have children I will be returning to something I don't even have.
But I guess I'll take the chance because I know if I get the chance I'm coming home coming back to you.
"Michael?" Max says breaking me out of my thoughts.
"Yeah?"
"We can go home they've Okayed the teleport." Max said a happy look on his face one I haven't seen since we left Roswell.
They haven't been happy is the reason the war has changed us we're older now in a sense that we're wiser.
Only people who have gone through what we have the past 4 or so years could understand what it feels like.
"Are we going?" I ask unsure I'd like to know the answer.
"Michael I don't want to leave you behind but I have to go back even if you're afraid to return." Max tells me truthfully.
I know he thinks his soul mate is sitting around waiting but I know better.
"Is Isabel and Tess going?"
"Yes."
"Then I'm coming too." Its seriously not that I don't want to be with Maria its all I've dreamt of but I'm scared of her pushing me away not wanting to be together.
But I can't tell them my fears they will just tell me my mind is working over time. but I know that whatever happens I'll be facing this alone.
It's been almost 4 years now since I left earth.
I was Rath the solider that I was made to become.
The war was gruesome it was scary it took a lot of my best solider's life's.
I almost lost Isabel and Tess at one point.
But the war is over and its finally time for us to return home.
But I'm not sure I want to go I mean Maria won't want anything to do with me.
I left here and she is probably moved on and forgot she ever meet me.
Antar is a wonderful place everyone loves us but its not home. it's not Maria.
Being scared to go home is making me wonder maybe this is my home. but I know that's a big lie I knew it the moment I stepped foot on Antar I knew that where ever Maria is she's my home.
But what will happen to Antar if we all leave?
It won't be the same but we've done our part maybe someone else can take over I don't know.
All I know is Isabel and Max said we can return but I'm not sure we can.
I mean we don't know what's happened over the past 4 years will we be able to find them?
What if you're married what if you have children I will be returning to something I don't even have.
But I guess I'll take the chance because I know if I get the chance I'm coming home coming back to you.
"Michael?" Max says breaking me out of my thoughts.
"Yeah?"
"We can go home they've Okayed the teleport." Max said a happy look on his face one I haven't seen since we left Roswell.
They haven't been happy is the reason the war has changed us we're older now in a sense that we're wiser.
Only people who have gone through what we have the past 4 or so years could understand what it feels like.
"Are we going?" I ask unsure I'd like to know the answer.
"Michael I don't want to leave you behind but I have to go back even if you're afraid to return." Max tells me truthfully.
I know he thinks his soul mate is sitting around waiting but I know better.
"Is Isabel and Tess going?"
"Yes."
"Then I'm coming too." Its seriously not that I don't want to be with Maria its all I've dreamt of but I'm scared of her pushing me away not wanting to be together.
But I can't tell them my fears they will just tell me my mind is working over time. but I know that whatever happens I'll be facing this alone.
