A/N: Wow everyone sorry so much for the delay! I've had a lot of personal e-
mails on this one, and I have came to a conclusion that almost all women
worry about their weight. I know this has nothing to do with anything, but
how is it if a guy is fat and ugly he still has fantastic self-esteem, but
if a girl fits that description she's ready to kill herself? Society can be
harsh. Also I just wanted to point out that there are many nations and
cultures where whoever is the fattest is the most gorgeous. Also in the
1700's fat was in, remember? Funny how society changes.
Also congrats to Haruka on his new story, and there has been an update on Dolphy's page! It's soo funny! I know she updated it a while ago, but I haven't had a story out in a while. Okay well that's that, and THANKS to Sailor Vegeta who gave me a great idea for this story.
Disclaimer: Don't let me get me belongs to Pink.
~Song~
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
Can't take the person staring back at me
~Song~
Tanya knew many things, and being in the medicine field she was required to know them. However despite this, she wanted to lose weight and all of her previous knowledge, and training went straight out the window in hopes of her becoming a new person. Eating was something she no longer considered an option. She was set on becoming a brand new person. She overdid it on the machines, and ate nothing for two days, and then finally her body sent out emergency signals. She decided to ignore them, and continued. Her lies grew more consistent, and desperate approval from society grew more intense. All she could think about was boys, and her body. That was it, and she was set on not thinking about anything else.
Mallory noticed certain changes in her attitude, (with a hungry stomach, you're not exactly the "cheeriest" person around) but shrugged it off guessing it was her period. The guys decided that if Mallory didn't say anything that they wouldn't either and that she must have been really stressed out over something that they wouldn't be able to comprehend. So they left her be, figuring if something was wrong that they would know about because she would come to them, man were they wrong.
Three days now and she was now becoming to see a new person. However exercise was cut out of everything. While exercise is important is also helps you gain weight when you gain muscles, but most importantly it was too hard and her body couldn't take any more physical alterations.
A week passed and although the team felt she wasn't exactly herself no one suspected a thing and she was not their main concern, except for Nosedive. Nosedive always had admired Tanya in many ways. As a teenager he needed a mother, and Tanya always seemed to fill that void. Not only that, she listened to him, and joked around with him. She was a great buddy. They were very good friends. And despite everything in their differences they were able to find common grounds of socializing and enjoying each other. Not in a sexual way, but as buddies.
So Nosedive suspected something when Tanya blew him off in the halls, refused to have dinner with him, (they would usually cook something until the fire alarm went off, and Tanya went into her usual scientific reasoning), and avoided him, he thought he had done something wrong. So he decided that he was going to talk to her.
"Hey Tawn", said Nosedive as he passed Tanya in the hall, "Wait up will ya?"
"What Nosedive", snapped Tanya.
"Are you mad at me or something?"
"No. Why would you think that?"
"I don't know you've been acting kind of weird lately, and-"
"Weird?! I have not been!"
"Well okay, but um-"
"Nosedive I happen to work very hard on this team, and I cannot deal with", she stopped trying figure something out to say.
"With what", asked Nosedive.
"With everything! I need to go."
She entered into her room. She locked the door and crumbled onto the floor. Nosedive had noticed something was up. Maybe she could stop? Then she looked in the mirror.
~Song~
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
Can't take the person staring back at me
~Song~
Tanya just wanted to scream, this was all so hopeless! But then she went on the scale and noticed something, she had lost two pounds! So this was working! That was all the confident boost she needed to keep going on with her anorexic scheme, things were starting to finally function and go as planned. But this also meant she didn't have to do the entire dieting with such intensity. Now she could slow things down.
And she would have, except Mallory walked in. And not just regular Mallory, this was Mallory from the photo shoot, in her gorgeous dress that showed every curve and corner. That was all Tanya could take for one day.
~Song~
So doctor doctor won't you please prescribe me something
A day in the life of someone else
~Song~
Tanya greeted Mallory and then rushed to bathroom. There was the toilet, and there was Tanya. Although she hadn't eaten in a week, she could try and get whatever she had in her body that was causing weight and fat to depart.
Tanya smiled mischievously as she found a new way to lose weight.
~Song~ I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't want to be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
~Song~
Coming Soon:
Nosedive finds out Tanya's little secret. But will he tell?
Also congrats to Haruka on his new story, and there has been an update on Dolphy's page! It's soo funny! I know she updated it a while ago, but I haven't had a story out in a while. Okay well that's that, and THANKS to Sailor Vegeta who gave me a great idea for this story.
Disclaimer: Don't let me get me belongs to Pink.
~Song~
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
Can't take the person staring back at me
~Song~
Tanya knew many things, and being in the medicine field she was required to know them. However despite this, she wanted to lose weight and all of her previous knowledge, and training went straight out the window in hopes of her becoming a new person. Eating was something she no longer considered an option. She was set on becoming a brand new person. She overdid it on the machines, and ate nothing for two days, and then finally her body sent out emergency signals. She decided to ignore them, and continued. Her lies grew more consistent, and desperate approval from society grew more intense. All she could think about was boys, and her body. That was it, and she was set on not thinking about anything else.
Mallory noticed certain changes in her attitude, (with a hungry stomach, you're not exactly the "cheeriest" person around) but shrugged it off guessing it was her period. The guys decided that if Mallory didn't say anything that they wouldn't either and that she must have been really stressed out over something that they wouldn't be able to comprehend. So they left her be, figuring if something was wrong that they would know about because she would come to them, man were they wrong.
Three days now and she was now becoming to see a new person. However exercise was cut out of everything. While exercise is important is also helps you gain weight when you gain muscles, but most importantly it was too hard and her body couldn't take any more physical alterations.
A week passed and although the team felt she wasn't exactly herself no one suspected a thing and she was not their main concern, except for Nosedive. Nosedive always had admired Tanya in many ways. As a teenager he needed a mother, and Tanya always seemed to fill that void. Not only that, she listened to him, and joked around with him. She was a great buddy. They were very good friends. And despite everything in their differences they were able to find common grounds of socializing and enjoying each other. Not in a sexual way, but as buddies.
So Nosedive suspected something when Tanya blew him off in the halls, refused to have dinner with him, (they would usually cook something until the fire alarm went off, and Tanya went into her usual scientific reasoning), and avoided him, he thought he had done something wrong. So he decided that he was going to talk to her.
"Hey Tawn", said Nosedive as he passed Tanya in the hall, "Wait up will ya?"
"What Nosedive", snapped Tanya.
"Are you mad at me or something?"
"No. Why would you think that?"
"I don't know you've been acting kind of weird lately, and-"
"Weird?! I have not been!"
"Well okay, but um-"
"Nosedive I happen to work very hard on this team, and I cannot deal with", she stopped trying figure something out to say.
"With what", asked Nosedive.
"With everything! I need to go."
She entered into her room. She locked the door and crumbled onto the floor. Nosedive had noticed something was up. Maybe she could stop? Then she looked in the mirror.
~Song~
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
Can't take the person staring back at me
~Song~
Tanya just wanted to scream, this was all so hopeless! But then she went on the scale and noticed something, she had lost two pounds! So this was working! That was all the confident boost she needed to keep going on with her anorexic scheme, things were starting to finally function and go as planned. But this also meant she didn't have to do the entire dieting with such intensity. Now she could slow things down.
And she would have, except Mallory walked in. And not just regular Mallory, this was Mallory from the photo shoot, in her gorgeous dress that showed every curve and corner. That was all Tanya could take for one day.
~Song~
So doctor doctor won't you please prescribe me something
A day in the life of someone else
~Song~
Tanya greeted Mallory and then rushed to bathroom. There was the toilet, and there was Tanya. Although she hadn't eaten in a week, she could try and get whatever she had in her body that was causing weight and fat to depart.
Tanya smiled mischievously as she found a new way to lose weight.
~Song~ I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't want to be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
~Song~
Coming Soon:
Nosedive finds out Tanya's little secret. But will he tell?
